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blooming in the rain by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Oct 2021
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“I’m just saying, if you ever needed money there’d be plenty, so don’t worry about—hey.” He scowls, whipping around to face her. “We’re not friends.”
“Okay.”
“I don’t have friends.”
“Okay.”
“Xie Lian is the only one I give two shits about.”
“Hua Cheng,” Yushi Huang says gently, smiling. “It’s okay.”
The Rain Master befriends her local feral Ghost King—much to the Ghost King's chagrin.
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09 Jan 2026
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what faith provides by parsnipit
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Oct 2021
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The first prayers are hazy, fragmented things. They’re wordless, made only of emotion and impression—a flash of longing, the burden of grief, an overwhelming scent of blood. They lurk in the corners of his mind at all times, but they don’t feel like they belong to him. They feel other.
Xie Lian thinks he’s going crazy.
Hua Cheng prays for centuries as he searches for his god. His god hears.
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07 Jan 2026
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No Paths Are Bound - The Podfic by Cataclysmic_Calamity, Danmei_Podfics_With_Gem, FantasticDino, hells-ells (FireflyBells), RedLikeRoses11
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon)
26 Feb 2026
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Xie Lian found something in himself that he thought was gone—worn away with every mistake he had made.
Faith.
His arms opened, and the child was hesitant—but eventually, he fell into them, his body trembling with silent sobs.
"I remember you," he whispered again, voice breaking as Hong-er clung to him.
I remember you.
I remember you.
I will always, for as long as I live, remember you.
(A re-telling of TGCF where Xie Lian has his cursed shackle placed in his eyes, blinding him. And yet, through all of his struggles; there is always someone watching over him.)
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- Part 5 of No Paths Are Bound + Extras
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11 Nov 2025
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Where reason dies and recklessness is born by luxuriasdance
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Aug 2022
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"‘Is this the reason you pursued my acquaintance all this time? You wanted me… - you actually supposed yourself capable of inducing me to kill you?’
‘What other reason could I have?’ questions Dazai woodenly. ‘I have seen your records – if there ever was a man who could become my salvation and grant me the greatest boon of all, it ought to be you. You are the hero, are you not? Go on, hero. Slay the monster.’
‘I have already,’ says Chuuya. ‘That part of me is dead.’"
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A Regency AU, in which Chuuya is a military man, retired early and trying to [somewhat unsuccessfully] navigate genteel society, while Dazai is a bored and wealthy gentleman looking for anything to distract him from a future that promises nothing but misery.Bookmarked by Chillybean
07 Nov 2025
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By the time Chuuya gets the news, it’s already far too late.
“What? ” he hisses into the phone. On the other end, he can hear the shallowness of Gin’s breath, giving away the turbulence of her emotions in spite of her practiced steadiness, before she resumes speaking.
“He threw himself off the roof, and by the time we got to him he was beyond saving. Cleanup crews are on standby. We’re now waiting on your orders… Boss.”
In the aftermath of the boss's death and Akutagawa's invasion, the Port Mafia is in utter disarray. Next in line for the highest responsibility, Chuuya steps up to clean up the mess, trying hard not to let his emotions get the best of him. Unfortunately for him, grief is patient, pervasive, and agonizingly relentless.
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03 Nov 2025
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“Who are you then?”
“I am Dazai. Dazai Osamu.”
Chuuya’s eyes opened wide. He blinked a couple of times, then let out an incredulous breath. While retreating into his chair, he mumbled, “I... didn’t think it would work.”
“It really didn’t,” Dazai smirked. He made sure to inflect his tone with scorn and mockery; let it be known that he would not bend to a human’s fleeting desires. “That is not my real name.”
“It is.” Chuuya inclined his head to the side, curls caressing his features in fire, highlighting the redness of his cheeks — he was embarrassed, Dazai mused. Humans’ foolishness really was amusing: they had so little time and spent so much of it feeling. “As long as we’re together, that is your real name.”
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Dazai is the Lord of Dreams. He breathes life into humans' dreams and nightmares, despite not being interested in them at all... until he encounters one human that wishes to live forever.And so, Dazai and Chuuya start meeting every hundred years.
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03 Nov 2025
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Fifteen years he’s been a prince, but those days have come to an end.
Now, he’s a soldier.
A lowlife.
He’s—Or: the royalty AU where Chuuya's life takes two sudden turns, one after another, while all that he wants for himself is to lead a life away from the politics and annoying expectations
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- Part 1 of A Nightingale's Song AU
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13 Oct 2025
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Dazai and Chuuya start hooking up, and hopefully eventually figure their shit out.
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08 Oct 2025
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“Blackholes don’t only bend space. They also bend time. Is that correct, mister fancy hat?”
“…Yeah.”
“So I guess what you’re thinking about, if you’re convinced you managed to save Dazai, is that Dazai’s been sent elsewhere. Or else… when.”
Dazai Osamu, twenty-three, meets Dazai Osamu, eighteen.
Or: Chuuya is sure he saved Dazai from the blackhole that followed the creation of a singularity, except Dazai’s nowhere to be found.
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16 Aug 2025
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“Do you want to try something different?” Chuuya murmurs, spit slick lips descending to Dazai’s jaw. He pulls back, setting his gaze on Dazai’s gleaming eyes. The pretty dust of red on his cheeks is Chuuya’s ruination. Alive, he’s alive and he is Chuuya’s. Chuuya pours something sweet and cloying in his voice, leaving no room for misunderstandings. Dazai digs his fingers on the meat of Chuuya’s ass. “To help you sleep?”
“Yeah?” Dazai sways forward, seeking Chuuya’s lips. Heat on his skin and thickness poking between the crease of Chuuya’s thigh through his boxers. He nuzzles into his cheekbone, and Chuuya has to resist the urge to laugh. “Mmm… Tell me more.”
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15 Aug 2025
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In his haste to make an exit—and loathe to linger in the aftermath—Dazai has never paused to simply… look. Chuuya makes an armor out of layers and layers that leave little skin to the elements; curiosity comes as natural as breathing yet he’d never dared, but now that he’s in Dazai’s lap in torn clothes and without his coats, he studies Chuuya’s face. What he finds makes his stomach twist.
Scars in the shape of the twisting patterns of Corruption all over Chuuya’s skin.
Alternatively; the night Dazai stays with Chuuya after Corruption.
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15 Aug 2025
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14 Aug 2025
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It twists him, turns him, curls in his chest like something alive, something he knows but can’t dare to name. Chuuya curses the red-black petals that fall from his lips, these nearly rotten things that tear him apart from the inside out. Part of him wants to rip his own traitorous heart out, through a ribcage shattered by feelings he can’t contain.
Anger is easy, a thing he’s learned to control. This— whatever the hell this is— is not.
Or at least it’s easier to feel as though this is beyond his own control, because Chuuya is not in love.
(It feels like a lie even to himself.)
After he's hit by a strange ability, Chuuya is forced to consider truths he'd much rather keep hidden- but not everything is as simple it seems.
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14 Aug 2025
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Chuuya wraps his legs around Dazai's waist and tightens his hold on his shoulders, ready to flip their positions and regain control - but then Dazai nuzzles against Chuuya's ear with a reverent sigh, lifts up a fraction and drips sticky-sweet words on him like honey.
"You're so beautiful, Chuuya."
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14 Aug 2025
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with a mistletoe as witness by paranoid_fridge for RedAmaranth
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
23 Dec 2018
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“Kiss,” Elise commands, pointing up at the bright green Christmas decoration (which may not be considered a staple feature of a mafia boss’ office, but Mori only goes for the stereotypical Mafia things when its suits him anyway) with a dainty hand. “It’s the rule.”
Or: Mistletoe shenanigans featuring a variety of kisses between Dazai and Chuuya starting from age 15 to age 24.
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13 Aug 2025
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twenty-one centimeters by paranoid_fridge for RedAmaranth
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Mar 2019
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A glimpse at Chuuya and Dazai at some point during the transition of their relationship from unwilling former partners to something-more-than-just-sex. Featuring rope, a blindfold, and one somewhat oversized dildo.
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- 6,262
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13 Aug 2025
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“Dazai-kun, how do you feel about Chuuya-kun?”
“…Mori-san, I didn’t think you’d try to hunt me down only to ask me such a ridiculous question.” Dazai’s been lying low for the past two years, after all. Tomorrow is the day he’ll visit the Armed Detective Agency for his entrance exam. “But if you really must know, I think it’d be interesting if he got struck by lightning and died.”
“Then I do have wonderful news for you.” Mori smiles. “Chuuya-kun is dead.”
(Chuuya dies after Dazai’s betrayal. In exchange for letting him see Chuuya’s corpse one last time, Mori invites Dazai back to the mafia.)[Vietnamese TL by Gishiyuri-san!]
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12 Aug 2025
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Instead of broaching the topic in a way he might have with someone from his new life, Dazai found himself broaching it just as he would when they were teenagers—angrily, to the point, and with no regard for the other party. “You’ve decided you have a death wish, which is supposed to be my thing by the way, and have dragged me into it.”
“Hah?” Chuuya said, face slackening and head lifting from his chin as he looked at Dazai in something close to bewilderment. His voice raised in volume somewhat. It stoked something inside of Dazai, something famished and starving. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“You don’t trust me anymore.”
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Or; Dazai loses Chuuya's trust after the situation with Lovecraft and handles it somewhat poorly. ((but also effectively, in the end))
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01 Aug 2025
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"I'm not fucking yours," spits Chuuya, willfully ignoring the way his skin burns where Dazai's touching him even through the layers to level the man with his gaze.
Dazai tilts his head curiously, merely amused.
"No?" He takes his time inhaling another drag before a cloud of smoke carries his next blow, "Then why are words alone enough to get you panting like a well trained pet?"
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Or, Chuuya decides it's time to move on from the breakup with Dazai and starts seeing someone new. He finds it's harder to quit vices than he thought, especially when said vice has zero intentions of letting that happen.
They find ways to make their relationship work along the way.Bookmarked by Chillybean
30 Jul 2025
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Pressed this close, he can scent the light fragrance of scotch and melancholy that clings to Dazai's flesh adoringly, let himself for a few beats mellow at the incandescent heat the detective always emanates, nuzzling closer than before. It lures him in like a beacon on a stormy winter night, the ever tender skin under his tongue, the vestige of intimacy he's tasted on those chapped lips far too many and too few times before.
He's always hated it, how easy it was to forget every awful thing about his partner once their bodies were tangled in the soft haven of quiet rooms where hands only long to touch and mouths lose words against one another, but he's helpless to it all the same.
Or, the first time Chuuya takes Dazai back into his bed four years after Dazai's betrayal of the port mafia.
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30 Jul 2025