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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dino thought he could push through one more stage.

    One more rehearsal.

    One more “I’m fine.”

    But neurotoxins don’t negotiate.

    Six weeks before comeback promotions begin, the maknae of Seventeen learns that sometimes surviving is braver than performing.


    Chapter 4: Initial Diagnosis

    “Chan,” the touring medic said gently. “Can you hear me?”

    A pause. A shallow breath.

    “…Hyung?” Chan’s voice was hoarse, barely there.

    Relief hit too fast, almost painful.

    “You’re at the hospital,” the medic said. “Do you feel cold? Or hot?”

    Chan’s brow twitched faintly.

    “It’s…” He swallowed. “Cold.”

    The nurse adjusted the blanket. “You are not cold.”

    Chan’s eyes shifted weakly. “It burns.”

    The room went very quiet.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Ponyboy Curtis didn’t do drugs– or at least, he hadn’t before. Or maybe he still hadn’t, and all the fuzziness and blankness and distance between himself and the rest of the world was something else. Something… not drugs.

    'Right,' Pony thought, his hand gripping a railing on a staircase he didn’t recognize, in a house he had never stepped foot in, 'but this is probably drugs.'

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    Months after the almost-murder of Bob Sheldon, Ponyboy has mostly gotten back to normal. Johnny is fine, he's fine, the not sleeping is fine, the fear of cold water is fine: he just has to convince everyone else of these facts, too.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Ponyboy Curtis is not doing well.

    He’s has always been quiet, but ever since it happened, he’s withdrawn even more. His brothers are doing their best, but sometimes it feels like they’re watching him slip away. With college on the horizon and the weight of unspoken fears hanging between them, Ponyboy struggles to hold on to the pieces of his life. His friends are there, trying to help, but healing isn't something Ponyboy knows how to do.

    But he’s gonna try his damn hardest to figure it out.

    Or, In the summer before senior year, Ponyboy tried to kill himself. Now, it’s a year later—the summer before his freshman year in college and things need to change before he leaves. It doesn’t help that Randy is out for Johnny and Ponyboy even years after Bobs death. The only question is, can he get better? And does he want to?

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    13 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Ponyboy wakes up in an alley with the ghost of touches digging into his skin.

    Nausea blooms like poison in his core.

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    13 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    The thing about breaking is that it's never just one moment. It's alarm clocks and protein bars and dance steps you can't quite land. It's blood between fingers and the cold weight of a roof at midnight. It's twelve pairs of hands that won't let you fall, even when you're not sure you deserve the catch.

    Chan learns the difference between breaking and breaking open.

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    18 Dec 2025