Cassiara
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- Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling (45)
- 9-1-1 (TV) (2)
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“So, uh, Eddie?” Buck asks, forgetting all about a morning greeting in favor of finishing the list of questions he has memorized by now. He didn’t get through them all last night, in an effort to be less obvious than he was with Hen. “Do you ever like, see Bobby? You know, standing in front of you?”
Eddie raises an eyebrow and makes a beeline for the coffee. “It’s way too early for this, Buck.” He sighs when Buck just keeps looking at him, shoulders sagging a little as the air leaves him. “No, I don’t.”
Or;
Before, during and after the fight.
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You’re gonna be okay, Buck. Remember that. They’re gonna need you. I love you, kid.
coda to 8x15
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James was excited to return Hogwarts after finishing his N.E.W.T.s to become a Charms and Transfigurations Master. Mostly though, he was excited to see Sirius again after a summer apart. But Sirius came back different, pulling away from James in a way he never had before. Hurt and unbalanced, James tries to handle pining for his best friend and the rumours circling about his sexuality, all while finding out why Sirius is asking for space.
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No Other Sadness in the World Would Do by Cassiara
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
26 Oct 2024
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On October 31st 1981, Voldemort attacked the Potters. This is what happened after.
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Three Times (‘cause i’ve waited my whole life) by Cassiara, xlemonlane
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
08 Oct 2024
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Sirius has to go to Australia for work, and James has to stay behind for Remus. Luckily, the mirrors they charmed so they could talk during detentions still work. Distance might make the heart grow fonder, but it definitely makes another body-part grow harder.
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There was no such thing as porn in the Wizarding World. Or at least, there hadn’t been before. Then WWW invented PWP (Peeping-Wonder-Pensive) Fantasies, and everyone could buy and watch pornographic memories to their hearts desire.
Harry makes his first Fantasy memory mostly as a joke, but quickly realises he loves being watched.
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The adventures of Pornstar!Harry
There is very little plot in this, so you could read each story as a stand-alone. It might make a little more sense to read them in order though, for the sentence or two of plot in each one.
I've marked it as complete since you could read each story individually or stop wherever you like, but I might post stories for this 'Verse every now and again.
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Years before joining the 118, Buck’s travels take him to El Paso, where he meets Christopher. When Eddie comes back from Afghanistan and Shannon leaves, Buck ends up staying. As bills pile up, the best move is for them to get married, just for convenience, they’ll divorce when Eddie comes back from his re-enlistment.
Then Eddie gets injured and it’s just easier to stay married for a little longer, while Buck gets started at the 118. However, Buck doesn’t mention his ‘husband’ and kid, not feeling like they’re his to keep. When Eddie gets the offer from Bobby, they decide to lie and pretend they don’t know each other, so they can work together.
The whole lie gets out of hand as feelings start to become real, until it all comes to a head in the aftermath of the fire engine explosion.
AKA: Secret marriage of convenience buddie slow burn AU, where Buck and Eddie have been married for years so Buck could adopt Chris and no one at the 118 knows.
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- Part 1 of The I Do Verse
- Part 1 of All the Different Ways to Say I Do
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- English
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- 213,242
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- 50/50
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23 Jun 2025
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I Didn't Mean to Say I Do, but I Do. I Do. by schrijverr
Part 1 of The I Do VerseSeries Information:
ID: 4512001
Words: 349,529 | Works: 8 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 300
Description:This is the canon I Do verse with the main verse and sequel(s), as well as additions which are mostly other POVs and missing scenes or backstories. These are all canon to this verse.
AKA: Buck and Eddie get married for convenience pre-canon in El Paso and this is their love story that spawned from that with all its ups and downs.
Completed: 2025-02-16
Work ID: 58873807Relationship Tags:
• Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
• Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
• Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew
• Lena Bosko & Eddie DiazWork Summary:
Years before joining the 118, Buck’s travels take him to El Paso, where he meets Christopher. When Eddie comes back from Afghanistan and Shannon leaves, Buck ends up staying. As bills pile up, the best move is for them to get married, just for convenience, they’ll divorce when Eddie comes back from his re-enlistment.
Then Eddie gets injured and it’s just easier to stay married for a little longer, while Buck gets started at the 118. However, Buck doesn’t mention his ‘husband’ and kid, not feeling like they’re his to keep. When Eddie gets the offer from Bobby, they decide to lie and pretend they don’t know each other, so they can work together.
The whole lie gets out of hand as feelings start to become real, until it all comes to a head in the aftermath of the fire engine explosion.
AKA: Secret marriage of convenience buddie slow burn AU, where Buck and Eddie have been married for years so Buck could adopt Chris and no one at the 118 knows.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/02/15
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“Are you homophobic?”
“What?”
“Will you be my boyfriend?”
“Yes,” Eddie answered, automatically, even though his mind had volunteered several other pressing questions, like what are you talking about and what is happening and did I recently sustain brain damage.
“Thanks,” said Buckley, and then he pushed Eddie back against the side of the firetruck and kissed him.
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It's the 63rd Annual Los Angeles Fire Muster & Firefighter’s Family Day, and inter-station relations are about to get real friendly between fire houses 6 and 118.
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18 Jun 2025
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maybe this time, I'll be yours, you'll be mine by Elgney
Completed: 2025-05-12
Work ID: 65258446Relationship Tags:
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“Are you homophobic?”
“What?”
“Will you be my boyfriend?”
“Yes,” Eddie answered, automatically, even though his mind had volunteered several other pressing questions, like what are you talking about and what is happening and did I recently sustain brain damage.
“Thanks,” said Buckley, and then he pushed Eddie back against the side of the firetruck and kissed him.
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It's the 63rd Annual Los Angeles Fire Muster & Firefighter’s Family Day, and inter-station relations are about to get real friendly between fire houses 6 and 118.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/02/15
maybe this time, I'll be yours, you'll be mine by Elgney
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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26 Jul 2025
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget MeSeries Information:
ID: 4874167
Words: 153,009 | Works: 2 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 53
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Completed: 2023-03-22
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/02/15
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“They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”
“So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”
“A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”
“And I am—”
“The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”
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Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.
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- Part 1 of make way for Buckling
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23 Mar 2025
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boy, we ain't got nothin' to lose by Elgney
Part 1 of make way for BucklingSeries Information:
ID: 4775629
Words: 28,589 | Works: 2 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 248
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Published: 2025-02-19
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“They just follow it around, copying it and helping it and bothering it so much that it's like, worn down into loving the duckling back and looking out for it.”
“So,” said Eddie, furrowing his brow. “In this scenario, you are—”
“A baby duckling, newly hatched into the world with no idea what’s going on.”
“And I am—”
“The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes.”
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Eddie has no idea how to cope when a temporary case of amnesia causes the return of Buck 1.0. Buck has no clue why his future self hasn't made the moves on his hot best friend. It all goes pretty well, considering.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/02/15
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Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.
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20 Apr 2025
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a leaf falls on loneliness by iimpossible_things