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am i gonna lose myself again? (i quite like the person that i am) by novel_concept26
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
28 Jan 2024
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Taissa's got the house to herself all weekend. Probably for the best. She could never have predicted Van turning up on her doorstep.
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After Vicky Palmer's funeral, Van just needs to feel something.
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27 Dec 2025
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(don’t care if it hurts) i wanna have control by novel_concept26
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
21 Feb 2024
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“You’ve got ink?” Van’s injecting so much scandal into three words, one would think it was the worst thing Taissa’s ever done. “Taissa Turner! Inked. Why, I never—"
Only the light in her eyes gives away the joke. Tai pushes at her shoulder, laughing.
“It’s been a long twenty years.”
(somewhat prompted by americanhooligans on Tumblr: Taivan reconnecting and being startled by brand-new tattoos)
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24 Dec 2025
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"they say she was seen on occasion / pacing the rocks, staring out at the midnight sea."
a post season 2 finale tying-up-of-loose-ends. after natalie's funeral, van's terminal cancer takes a turn for the worse. taissa attempts to put an end to the twenty-five year rift of unspoken feelings and desperation.
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23 Dec 2025
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after leaving Lottie´s place, Tai and Van have go their separate ways for a few days, which sheds a light on just how fast they have come to need each other again, more than they should. one spontaneous late night call is all it takes for them to lose all previous restraint and give into their shared impulses. even being in different states cannot stop them from doing the inevitable.
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23 Dec 2025
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They have so little left, but this—this is theirs.
When they finally break apart, Tai presses one last kiss to the corner of Van’s mouth, then her jaw, then the scar that tells the story of everything they’ve survived.
Van grins up at her, breathless. “If this is how you apologize for nearly getting me killed, I think I could get used to it.”
Tai huffs a laugh, shaking her head. “Shut up.”
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22 Dec 2025
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Meeting up to have sex in drafty hotel rooms once in a blue moon, radio silence the rest of the year - it’s become customary. It’s what Van is used to.
But this time feels different.
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- Part 7 of Wilderness Tales
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20 Dec 2025
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Sweet, tender, missionary strap-on sex. Literally what could go wrong.
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19 Dec 2025
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Taissa handles her growing crush on Van the only way she knows how: ignoring it. Needless to say, that goes poorly, and she just can't stay away. Her and Van end up better because of it after they get a chance to actually talk.
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19 Dec 2025
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all of this can be yours, if the price is right by OwlsOwlsOwls
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
27 Feb 2025
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Every time she's washed the blood from her hands, it's felt like something holy.
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Post s3e3. Taissa considers what it would take to keep her love alive.
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19 Dec 2025
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Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby, like you by Ari_or_starlight
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
06 Mar 2025
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Taissa, sensing she had made the wrong call, instead busied herself with fidgetin with the various trinkets on the window sills or the cash register’s counter. There was shuffling behind her, the plastic clacking of old cassette cases and walkmands, before metal sounded through the store, a dull and almost quiet hum despite the loud nature of the song. Taissa scoffed, turning to smirk at Van. “Iron Maiden? Really?”
“They’re good.”
“I’m not saying they’re not,” she shook her head, “just saying your age is really showing, Van.”
Van’s mouth fell open and she scowled at Taissa, “Shut up you’re literally older than me!”
“I’m not the one listening to Iron Maiden.”
“Technically,” Van argued, pointing towards the active speakers, “you are.”
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A Van and Taissa oneshot with slight omg cannabalism as a metaphor for love and obsession OMG who could have seen that comingBookmarked by CMAQ
19 Dec 2025
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After missing her opportunity earlier that day, Fugue!Tai gets another opportunity to uh... bow-chicka-wow-wow.
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19 Dec 2025
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Tai and Van really need a little time to themselves, but it feels like everyone is constantly trying to get in their way. At some point, Van draws a line in the sand for them so she can finally pamper her girlfriend.
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19 Dec 2025
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Van smirks. “Maybe I should get a strap and fill you with that.”
They sort of said it without thinking about it, half joking, half very much not joking. Tai moaned loudly and her chin fell on their shoulder. She paused then, realizing what they had said and how it had made her feel and how she reacted to it, and she was slightly overwhelmed by all of that so she kept her head on Van’s shoulder. They could sense her tension and pulled back to look at her, moving a hand to cup her face while the other grabbed her shoulder.
“Do you wanna try that?”
Van and Tai use a strap-on for the first time.
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19 Dec 2025
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Tai and Van lived through the wilderness. They made the trip back to civilization. Now, they're stuck in a hospital dealing with a new set of problems.
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19 Dec 2025
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You Can't Feel It For The First Time A Second Time by idiotlor
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
17 Mar 2025
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One rainy evening after practice, Tai and Van decide to go all the way for the first time. It goes as well as you might expect.
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- Part 3 of User Idiotlor's YJ Universe
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19 Dec 2025
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Van and Tai don't hang out for one party and suddenly Tai is trying to make out with a random guy. Van is obviously not a fan, but it ends with Van learning a big secret about her best friend.
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19 Dec 2025
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The team captain for the Yellowjacket's senior year has been announced. It does not go over well with Taissa, so Van is there to comfort her girlfriend.
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19 Dec 2025
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.A.K.A. Five times Taissa smoked weed with Van as kids (and one time they reminisced as adults)
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19 Dec 2025
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Fics that center on Other Tai, also known as Issa, in an AU where Tai and Van got their shit together after the rescue (kind of)
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18 Dec 2025
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Then she can practically feel the very second Tai zeroes in on her, the heat of her gaze like the fire that once crawled along Van’s back, flames tantalizingly licking across her skin until there’s nothing left but slowly melting skin. There will be red marks along her body when she looks in the mirror later, each one a place Taissa lingered over as she rakes her eyes up until they land on Van’s face.
“Van,” and the way it falls from her mouth still sounds like a sigh. “It’s good to see you.”
or, an au in which van moves back home to open a video store and gets a lot more than she bargained for
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18 Dec 2025