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    All of the one-multiple- shots i wrote while in sophmore to junior year that are mha related

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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    "Hey, man," Hollander sounded like an exhausted father of four. (Y/N) stared at the glistening ice beneath them, his teeth digging into his inner cheek. "Listen-"

    (Y/N)'s face burned with embarrassment. "I don't want another lecture, Hollander."

    He wasn't usually like this, wasn't usually so easily irritated, but he was used to seeing Ilya's face in the rafters or catching a whiff of the stupidly strong cologne Kane used or making Coach LeClaire roll his eyes for the tenth time in a row.

    He wanted to go home, back to his place on the outskirts of Boston, where he could send Ilya a text and he'd be at his doorstep within a couple minutes.

    He needed this, though. He needed the distance, the inability to be close. Things had to settle back into friendlier waters between them, for the sake of their careers. For the sake of his heart. Even if it meant being alone for a time.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 28 NO. NONONONONO. CRASHOUT AUGH. (Atleast it's pasta time)

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    When a new rookie goaltender takes the hockey world by storm, the Brooklyn Scouts are expected to win the cup. A certain Russian Raider isn't too happy about this.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 20, hey buddy. What do you mean this isn't complete. Don't hurt me. I dont wanna be hurt here.

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Ilya Rozanov is kinda obsessed with Hollander - in the way a fanboy would be. Shane Hollander is a 27 years old huge movie star and Ilya Rozanov has been a fan of his since his college days. Ilya spends his days working but also, daydreaming about Shane Hollander’s perfect body. Is being an obsessive fan really all that bad when you are able to get your celebrity crush to sleep with you?

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    “You like fucking a celebrity?” Asked Shane, completely delirious with lust.

    fuck yes, Shane Hollander is fucking me so good…” replied Ilya, before the two of them kissed in a hungry motion.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Chapter 3 SCREAMING WHAT THE HELL

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Set in one year after the cabin, Ilya invites Svetlana to visit the cabin of the secret lover Svetlana had grown curious and resentful of. Struggling with her new wave of loneliness, Svetlana tries to balance her struggling emotions toward her best friends partner, his move and the emotions her life in Russia has tried to push into her.

    At the same time, she tries to make sense of her feelings toward Shane Hollander's guest, a superstar actress she has been fixated on secretly for years.

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    This is a warning for people who think this will be fully canon compliant: I have not read the books. This idea just popped into my head and I need to get it out. Enjoy.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    I would've DROWNED. CHAPTER 4

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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    13 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chapter 28 yeah well you snuffed my heart out too, I'm gonna cry now