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At the end of David Hollander's life, Shane and Ilya sit at his bedside and have an honest conversation about grief, love, and what it means to stand, devoted, by someone's side.
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‘Til our Fingers Decompose (Keep my Hand in Yours) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
04 Jul 2023
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The next thing he sees and knows isn’t a dream is Ellie’s little hand reaching over his heart and balling up his shirt in her fist. Her head lays on his shoulder and her ear presses against his chest. He feels her small exhales and they bring fresh, unbidden tears to his eyes. She doesn’t notice his half-lidded gaze, but he sees just fine as she brings the hand still clutched around his flannel up to her nose and presses it to her face like it’s the only thing keeping her from floating away.
Almost on muscle memory alone, Joel aims to press a kiss to her hair where it’s up to his own nose, but he can’t quite get it right. Still, his cheek ends up against the soft tendrils of Ellie’s brown strands and he thinks it’s enough. He hopes it gives her some meager comfort.
It’s all he has to offer.
(Inspired by the famous picture of Ellie sleeping all curled up on the forest floor during episode 2 - essentially an exploration of how Ellie becomes more than cargo to Joel through Ellie's very cute sleeping habits)
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Nowhere Else I'd Rather Be (Than Here in Your Arms) by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (Webcomic), Heartstopper (TV)
29 Sep 2022
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Nick and Charlie decide to have a baby, but the beginning of the process brings up some complicated feelings.
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The S-Word Ban Still Applies by Baymax_13
Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)
08 Aug 2022
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It's the first quiet day since Charlie told Nick about them, and of course, it has to fall on date night.
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- Part 2 of Quiet Days
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Charlie's always been an eloquent kid. He can talk your ear off about any topic he's even mildly passionate about, and he especially loves talking to Nick.
There are some days though when the words seem impossible to reach. They struggle against him in a bitter, silent, fight.
Nick notices, because of course he does, and together they come up with a plan.
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Selectively nonverbal Charlie and supportive Nick <3
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- Part 1 of Quiet Days
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It's all Canadian Vodka's fault by FriPie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.
The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive.
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22 Feb 2026
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Ilya's been getting migraines since he was a teenager, and he's gotten very good at hiding them. But now that he and Shane are spending more time together, hiding isn't an option - and Shane's autistic panic about symptoms that "can't possibly be normal" would be funny if Ilya didn't feel like his head was splitting open. Eventually, Shane calms down enough to become exactly what Ilya needs: someone who understands sensory overwhelm.
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- Part 5 of heated rivalry sickfics
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20 Feb 2026
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in sickness and in health (the unofficial version) by roxykris
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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Shane tears his rotator cuff badly enough to need surgery. His parents help at first, but Ilya comes as soon as he can. Shane needs help with everything: dressing, eating, using the bathroom, etc. He's mortified. Ilya is gentle and matter-of-fact and makes sure Shane knows he's still wanted, still desired, even when he can't do anything for himself.
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- Part 10 of heated rivalry sickfics
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19 Feb 2026
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Some Protector by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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With thousands of adoring fans screaming out onto the ice, Rozanov knows he can’t lash out at any player who body checks Hollander (except himself, duh) without raising suspicion.
But when Shane gets attacked walking out of Ilya’s apartment complex, all bets are off.
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17 Feb 2026
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It's supposed to be a quick hookup in Boston - one night, no feelings, back to hating each other on the ice tomorrow. Then Shane gets the flu and everything becomes complicated, especially when he goes nonverbal and Ilya has to figure out how to help someone whose brain processes everything differently than his own.
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- Part 7 of heated rivalry sickfics
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16 Feb 2026