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    “I’ve never told anyone about this before, but I was worried that—“

    That what? That their relationship would stagnate with the secret lingering between them? That Arthur would some day find out on his own, and it would go the way it always had in the past? Or that Charles would never be able to open up to Arthur, nor anyone else, and would instead continue to live only ever being half-known by those that mattered most to him. Perhaps he had been worried all along, before ever even meeting Arthur, that he’d never again have anyone know him completely and still care, still love him just as he was. 

    He shook his head, clearing the thoughts away. Even with Arthur’s acceptance, those pains were too large and burdensome to share now. Instead, he finished, “—I wanted to tell you. Reckon you’re the best friend I’ve ever had and I wanted you to know.”

    A trans Charthur coming-out fic. Fic and chapter titles from the Traveling Wilburys’ song of the same name.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    A trans Charthur coming-out fic.

    Handle with Care by gathersnomoths

  2. Rec 33

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    He reckons he feels nearly as lost as John does, and twice as lonely.
    They've both lost the family they had in the gang, but John still has his actual family. John's got somethin' left to cling to, a woman and a son who love him, and what's Javier got left? Who's around to love him?
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    This is an alternate ending where Javier follows Arthur and John instead of Dutch at Beaver Hollow.
    It's intended to be read as a part two/alt ending to my other Jovier fic that's in this series, but can be read alone with the caveat that the relationship between John and Javier is many years established by now. And also very emotionally constipated and full of so many misunderstandings it's probably a world record. It's written in the same format with multiple POVs.
    Enjoy!

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    30 Jan 2026

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    An alternate ending where Javier follows Arthur and John instead of Dutch at Beaver Hollow. (Jovier)

    Silver-Toed Boots and Kerosene by cowboycoughsyrup

  3. Rec 12

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    Javier has an impressive poker face and a very smart tongue. John will never know, no one can ever know, and keeping it locked in his ribcage might be decaying him from the inside outwards, but there ain't much to be done about that.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Jovier unrequited love.

    Maybe he'll have me, instead by cowboycoughsyrup

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    and when you look, you think the view is horrible.

    [aka: tommy moves back into pogtopia, post-doomsday. alone.]

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    07 Jul 2024

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    [aka: tommy moves back into pogtopia, post-doomsday. alone.]

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    “Isn’t it?” Tommy asks, finally rolling his head to face Technoblade. He’s looking at Tommy with that same weird expression he’s had this entire time. He’s got a deathgrip on the edge of the mattress, too, claws digging into the fabric cover. He’s gonna rip it if he’s not careful. “I mean– you kinda told me to, ‘Blade. No– no uncertain terms ‘n all that shit. I mean I know it wasn’t exactly a hero's death, but…” Tommys gaze drops to the mattress. “‘S probably too late for that, isn’t it? Never really been hero material. Just–” he slowly flexes his hand, the muscles wrestling pathetically against the movement– “this.” He looks back up, meeting Technoblade’s eyes again. “I kinda thought it’d be better for everyone in the end, y’know? Quieter.”

    Tommy doesn’t know what to expect Technoblade to do when he says that. Leave, maybe. Or make him leave. Or maybe agree and just, finish the job. Make it easier on everyone else.

    He doesn’t expect him to stare at Tommy like he’d just shot his fuckin’ dog.

     

    Or

     

    Tommy makes a choice, changes his mind, and everything progresses from there.

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    “Isn’t it?” Tommy asks, finally rolling his head to face Technoblade. He’s looking at Tommy with that same weird expression he’s had this entire time. He’s got a deathgrip on the edge of the mattress, too, claws digging into the fabric cover. He’s gonna rip it if he’s not careful.

    “I mean– you kinda told me to, ‘Blade. No– no uncertain terms ‘n all that shit. I mean I know it wasn’t exactly a hero's death, but…” Tommys gaze drops to the mattress. “‘S probably too late for that, isn’t it? Never really been hero material. Just–” he slowly flexes his hand, the muscles wrestling pathetically against the movement– “this.” He looks back up, meeting Technoblade’s eyes again. “I kinda thought it’d be better for everyone in the end, y’know? Quieter.”

    Tommy doesn’t know what to expect Technoblade to do when he says that. Leave, maybe. Or make him leave. Or maybe agree and just, finish the job. Make it easier on everyone else.

    He doesn’t expect him to stare at Tommy like he’d just shot his fuckin’ dog.

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    Or, Tommy makes a choice, changes his mind, and everything progresses from there.

    To be a Gravestone, Rotting by Misterghostfrog