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• Hiding from the Rainfall by AtlasAtlas17

  Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  20 Feb 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Mydei/Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Aglaea (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Anaxa (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Castorice (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Cipher (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Hyacine (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Tribios (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Tribbie (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Trianne (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Trinnon (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Lygus (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Caenis (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Lord Ravager Characters (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Nanook | The Destruction (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Gorgo | Mydei's Mother (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Cyrene (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Welt Yang (Honkai)
  • Herta (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Screwllum (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Modern Era
  • Strangers to Lovers
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Bittersweet Ending
  • Librarian Mydei (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Pilot Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Slow Burn
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Filler Chapters
  • There Is No Word For Beta In The Kremnoan Language
  • Minor Aglaea/Anaxa (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Warning: Lygus (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Human Lygus (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Author doesn't know what these careers do
  • Blind Aglaea (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Castorice uses a mobility aid (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • THEY/THEM pronouns for Nanook (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • They/Them pronouns for Tribios (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • She/They pronouns for Cipher (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Shaoji is my mentor
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
  • Grooming (Non-Sexual)
  • Phainon Has PTSD (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Phainon has panic attack(s) (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Violence
  • Phainon is traumatized 33550336 times
  • Nightmares
  • Torture
  • Kidnapping
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Phainon throws up once(?) (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • Eventual Smut
  • Author is aroace
  • Top/Bottom Versatile | Switch Mydei/Phainon (Honkai: Star Rail)
  • because both are good <3
  • Anal Sex
  • Unsafe Sex
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

  Summary

  Phainon has done so much to appear normal, live a normal life, hide who he was and where he had come from; but after a chance meeting with a stoic librarian, he begins to yearn for true normalcy. Even as ghosts of his past begin to reappear and haunt him, he wonders... can he trust these new friends and show them who he truly is?

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  33,590

  Chapters:

  21/56

  Comments:

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