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    "Why? You gonna hate me any less? Am I gonna hate myself any less?"
    "You'll never punish me as much as I'm punishing myself"

    Set after 5.04 The end.
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    “Sam”
    His brother’s voice put his brain’s self-pity party on hiatus.
    “Yeah?”
    Dean looked at him with a little concern and another expression he couldn’t quite place. “You okay, man?”
    Again, Sam almost laughed. “Yeah, I’m fine”

    He's not. He's really not.

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    19 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    In his defense, he hadn’t known the world would end when he went outside to rescue his cat and he’d be left with essentially nothing. If he had he’d have grabbed a binder or something. He wore those by day and taped at night. It wasn’t cheap, but he’d rather cough up the money than lay around unbound–even if it was just in the apartment. Unfortunately for him, the shitty KT tape he’d been wearing was completely worthless after one use.

    OR: Circumstances force Carl to explain to Donut that he's trans.

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    08 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    It has to be a Scree, or a spell, or a poison or something horrific that was about to burst out of my chest like that movie with the aliens. It had to be some outside force, some monster from the dungeon.

    Otherwise, why would I be freaking out about something as stupid as a haircut?

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    Missing scene from "The Gate of the Feral Gods" in which Katia cuts Carl's hair.

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    08 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    There was a note next to the running sink. I picked it up, simultaneously turning off the faucet. The sudden silence pressed on me. I didn’t look at the thing hanging from the ceiling. It turned slowly in a circle behind me, making the pipes creak ominously.

    Carl, the letter said on the back. I turned it around.

     

    This is my birthday present to you.

    Carl's 15th birthday.

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    08 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Imani placed her small hand against my arm again, this time slowly, and gently. “I didn’t mean to startle you. You weren’t answering my calls.”

    “Or mine”, Donut said haughtily, jumping on my shoulder.

    Had they been in the saferoom this whole time? I couldn’t remember seeing them at all when I came in.

    “Uh... what’s up?” I asked, but I could already tell.

    This was an intervention.

    Carl finally gets a tiny moment to rest between all the trauma.

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    08 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 26

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    No. No.

    I healed myself again. Darkness continued to press against me, relentless. Raul yelled something. He was getting closer; I could tell by his voice. My health kept stuttering, despite the heals.

    My eyes, I thought. It was the only thing I could focus on. There was just too much going on, and none of it mattered. I was dead. Without sight, I was dead. Donut was dead.

    Carl loses both of his eyes during a battle. The situation seems hopeless, but the dungeon is not done with him yet.

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    08 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 19

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    Amara wanted to give Dean a gift to show her appreciation for everything he had done for her. And what did Dean want? His brother to be happy. So Amara decides the best way to do this is to bring back Jess.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    HOKY FUCKING PEAK

  8. Public Bookmark 15

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    All sam wants after a tough week of hunting is his favorite salad. But the diner is out of lettuce. Angst ensues.

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    05 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    An AU in which Sam is 14 when John discovers what really happened in the nursery the night Mary died.

    Decisions are made for him.

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    05 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 5

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    I’ve started my first rewatch of Supernatural and with it I’ve decided to embark on a project that will make the experience extra special. For each episode that I watch, I’ll write and publish a one-shot inspired by it! Expect a lot of hurt/comfort, angst, fluff, and long conversations!

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    05 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 14

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    Despair, on the other hand, crept in quietly. First, it slithered in, hiding in the corners of his mind, but now it was an old friend. It stopped knocking and simply walked in.
    Some mornings, he woke up and felt as if the world had already ended, and he missed it. He hated looking at his hands, knowing they were empty and failed at holding onto anything of value. He stopped fighting the cold; he didn’t have the strength to anymore. Instead, he let it sit beside him, lace its fingers with his, let it whisper that nothing could change, not really.

    Or: Sam reaches his breaking point. Dean catches him on the way down.
    In the aftermath of panic, grief, and the same old motel-room silence, they fall back into the only pattern they’ve ever known.

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    03 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 4

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    Missing scene near the end of season 9, episode 10 between Team Free Will leaving the warehouse after Sam evicts Gadreel with the aid of Crowley and the episode-closing dock/bridge scene.

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    03 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 27

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    But, for the most part, years of chiding Dean to act like a grown man and keep his mess to himself had paid off.

    So Sam was more than a little embarrassed when he found himself pacing their room, hands bunched up in one of Dean’s hoodies, hugging it to his chest like a puppy missing its owner.
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    Sam gets beat up during a hunt and his heat happens to hit at the exact same time. Dean is surprisingly nice to him about it.

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    03 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dean was dead and Sam didn’t know what to do

    Dean was dead and Sam stopped caring whether he lived or died

    Dean was dead and Sam was turned into a monster

    Dean was alive

    Dean was alive and sam was a monster

    Sam was a monster and Dean would put a silver bullet in his heart if he found out.
    Yet Sam stayed with him, because his brother had become his only reason for living.

    Or, Sam gets turned until a werewolf when Dean is in hell, and is scared his brother is gonna kill him.

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    02 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 6

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    Sam is shot in the leg while on a hunt. John and Dean fuss over him.

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    02 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    Dean’s feet are too slow, take too much time to put one after the other, and by the time he gets to the station door Sam has a loaded shotgun in his hands. It looks weightless.

    The boy doesn’t hesitate. He had stopped hesitating with shots long, long ago, even before Jess. Dean had taught him well through all those years of training. Sam points it beneath his chin, fingertip curling around the trigger, and squeezes.

    The animal in Dean’s chest lets out a howl so loud and broken he doesn’t realize it’s coming from his throat. He is running, running, and as always he is too late, too fucking late.

    Or: A small exploration of Sam's experiences with blood (others and his own) and the fact that Lucifer won't let him die.

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    01 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 5

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    Rolling a window down cooled off some of Dean's rampant adrenaline and the classic rock station cleared his mind. Soon, they would get a lead on killing Michael. Soon, they’d be able to clear out all the extra hunters in their damn house—get them kickstarted, give them their own lives to lead. Soon, Jack would lose all those dark circles under his eyes and Cas would stop hovering around Dean like he was about to disappear and Sam would be able to walk on his own without looking like he was about to tip and Dean would finally feel alone in his skin without the things Michael did playing behind his eyes like a horror movie B-roll.

    But before all that, it would just be Dean fixing up Sammy, same as it’d been since the day the kid could crawl. That was a job he could do in his sleep. Come hell, high water, or just a regular old nest of vamps, there was nothing he wouldn’t save Sam from. 

    Dean pressed harder on the gas, praying he wouldn’t be too late.  

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    or, sam's too busy being a leader to take care of himself. good thing dean's there to help him out.

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    01 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 2

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    Sam is 16 and fed up with his father. John says something that pisses Sam off and triggers a larger argument about many different things.

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    31 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 8

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    Dean doesn’t say anything to them, simply flinching as thunder and lighting crash around them, a storm settling in.

    “Aren’t you a surprise,” Lucifer says, Sam looking Dean over, looking for wounds, for damage, for anything that shows when this Dean is from.

    Get closer, Sam demands, even though, if he wants, he has just as much control over this body as Lucifer. Lucifer knows what he means though, and in the next flash of lightning, Lucifer quickly flies so they’re behind Dean, careful to be far enough that he doesn’t think Dean would startle too badly. They don’t want to scare him. This Dean isn’t threatening them, or yelling at them. He’s just here. When was the last time they had a brother who didn’t want to hurt them?

    Years, Sam thinks.
    Millennias, Lucifer thinks.

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    31 Jan 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 5

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    There was no bluffing Sam Winchester into thinking that he was his older brother, but that didn't mean that wearing Dean's skin didn't give him any edge - the knowledge and memories that came with the pretty face were now his armor.

     

    The Shapeshifter has long known that words can hurt people much more than bullets and that secrets pay lot better than gold.

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    31 Jan 2026

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