AndYetNotBeingDisenchanted



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    The past summer should have left Shane Hollander at his strongest. Married and heading into his second season with the Centaurs. But as training camp approaches, strange symptoms begin to follow him everywhere: nausea that comes and goes, crushing hunger, a tightening in his chest, an ache low in his back, and a quiet, growing sense that something in his body has slipped out of his control.

    Shane knows his body. He has always known it.

    And once the truth comes crashing in, he won’t be able to hide from anything anymore.
    Not from his teammates. Not from the season.

    Not from the family he didn’t know he was already carrying.

    Not even from Ilya.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    Stranded in a runabout above a pre-warp planet and three days out from rescue, Garak and Julian find themselves with a lot of unexpected free time on their hands.

    In the meanwhile, they have alcohol, a replicator, and luckily each other. Julian realizes he can’t fight the inevitable any longer. He takes this opportunity to finally tell Garak exactly how he feels, but worries about the consequences of his honesty.

    Part of an on going series of Garashir stand-alone, one off short stories. Can be read together or separately.

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    “You should bring a date.” She turned to Pepper, setting her mug down on the table. “Don’t you think, Pepper?”

    Phil had no idea where this was going, but he had to squash it now, because he could already tell it was not going to end well for him. “I don’t need to bring a date. Besides, I’m flying out tomorrow. I can’t just create someone out of thin air.”

    “Please,” Natasha said with a wave of her hand. “We’re SHIELD. We can create anything out of thin air.” She focused on something behind Phil, and one corner of her mouth quirked up. “And I think for this, we won’t have to. Clint!”

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    Phil’s going to his ex-girlfriend's wedding. On Christmas Eve. He can’t possibly go alone.

    Good thing he has friends that are experts in undercover missions. And in helping Phil see what’s right in front of his face.

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    Letters, confessions and inevitably miscommunication

    (Mostly just garashir, though hints of other relationships as well)

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    David has never liked kids. They are loud and sticky and he has never seen the appeal. However, when one day he meets a young girl just as scared and alone in the world as he once was he feels an unexpected wave of protectiveness wash over him. His life might never be the same, but somehow he might be... okay with that?

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