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Something You Can Bite Down On by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Jan 2026
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“Breathe,” Chuuya says. “This is gonna hurt like a bitch.”
Dazai’s lips twitch. “Doesn’t Chuuya have anything for me to bite on?”
Chuuya pauses despite himself. “…I thought that,” he starts, then stops. He clears his throat, eyes flicking briefly to the floor before coming back to Dazai’s face. “Because of Dostoyevsky. I thought maybe—”
Dazai waves one hand dismissively, the motion weak but sharp with irritation. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. Because that holier-than-thou demon’s been leaving me gagged for days, you think I wouldn’t want anything in my mouth.”
He grins when he says it. It’s a perfect imitation—angle of the mouth, familiar lilt—but his eyes are flat, glassy in a way that has nothing to do with humor. “I don’t,” he adds. Then, after a beat: “I also don’t want Chuuya to hear me scream.”
or: dazai gets kidnapped and tortured. chuuya gets him back, and realizes that care is just another kind of exposure. the kiss might be a mistake. or it might not. it’s also inevitable.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day seven - Gagged (Alt)
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- Part 4 of Whumpuary 2026
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16 Feb 2026
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When he thinks back on it now, what Dazai remembers the most is how listless he was. He hadn’t cried. He hadn’t felt anything. It had felt more like following a line of thought to its natural conclusion—what happens if I do this?
He remembers the sensation registering dimly, more pressure than pain at first, and the strange disappointment when it didn’t immediately turn into something bigger, something clarifying. He remembers the blood, too, sticky and warm and everywhere.
The adults around him had panicked in a way that made no sense to him, voices rising, hands shaking, someone yelling his name like it mattered. Dazai had watched it all from a careful distance, mildly confused by the urgency, wondering why this was what finally made them react.
or: Rain makes it worse. The migraines leave Dazai half-blind, nauseous, and barely verbal. Chuuya comes to yell at him and instead finds something he wasn’t supposed to see.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day nine - Old injuries (Alt)
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- Part 5 of Whumpuary 2026
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10 Feb 2026
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The Important Parts of Your Face by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
03 Feb 2026
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The moment he tried to turn away from the sink, Dazai’s stomach rolled. The aura swam, edges of the dark bathroom tilting and flashing with static, and for a second the mirror caught him sideways—half a face, half a ghost, the rest erased.
Chuuya’s voice cut through cleanly. “Don’t look for it. Look at my voice.”
It was such a stupid sentence it almost worked on principle alone.
Static, nausea, bright crescents of nothing—a blind spot opens in the center of Dazai’s world; Chuuya narrates the dark like a lifeline.
or: when dazai can’t see, chuuya makes sure he knows who’s there.
Feveruary 2026 - Day three - Migraines
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- Part 1 of Feveruary 2026
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10 Feb 2026
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You’re Softest When You’re Bleeding by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Jan 2026
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“Alright,” Chuuya muttered. “Bath time. Up. Don’t deadweight me on purpose. I’m not carrying your scrawny ass around like a princess.”
“That sounds nice,” Dazai mumbled into Chuuya’s hair.
Chuuya nearly dropped him. “Stop—saying shit like that.” His voice cracked just enough to piss him off. “Get in the damn tub.”
or: bleeding, dissociated, and half-conscious—they stumble into intimacy the only way they know how: through blood, bathwater, quiet kisses, and chuuya holding dazai together when he’s too far gone to ask for it, and too exhausted to pretend he doesn’t want it.
Hurtcember 2025 - Day two - Wounds
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- Part 2 of Hurtcember 2025
- Part 6 of the dove is on morphine
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10 Feb 2026
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So Lilium had secret prosthetics. Somehow his legs got chopped off sometime during his haunting past and Iris had no idea this whole time... and that was fine.
**I think it’s sad how no one has taken the time to talk about the intricacies of Lilium dealing with a lifelong disability. AND the danger of being "a demiflora who can't run."
***reread some of the comic so there are some corrections, expect more in the future 🐟 now with ch 2
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10 Feb 2026