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a cavity shaped like being held by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jan 2026
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Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.
The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.
“Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”
Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”
“No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”
There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.
or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”
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- Part 15 of Whumpuary 2026
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A failed mission leaves Chuuya pressing Dazai for answers. He gets them—just not the ones he knows what to do with.
or: chuuya expects defiance. what he gets is something else entirely.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-seven - Pinned against the wall, Haunted, “I tried.”
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- Part 14 of Whumpuary 2026
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saint of the paint that was left in the pot by sesquidpedalian
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Jul 2022
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It won't stop fucking raining.
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When he thinks back on it now, what Dazai remembers the most is how listless he was. He hadn’t cried. He hadn’t felt anything. It had felt more like following a line of thought to its natural conclusion—what happens if I do this?
He remembers the sensation registering dimly, more pressure than pain at first, and the strange disappointment when it didn’t immediately turn into something bigger, something clarifying. He remembers the blood, too, sticky and warm and everywhere.
The adults around him had panicked in a way that made no sense to him, voices rising, hands shaking, someone yelling his name like it mattered. Dazai had watched it all from a careful distance, mildly confused by the urgency, wondering why this was what finally made them react.
or: Rain makes it worse. The migraines leave Dazai half-blind, nauseous, and barely verbal. Chuuya comes to yell at him and instead finds something he wasn’t supposed to see.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day nine - Old injuries (Alt)
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- Part 5 of Whumpuary 2026
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“…’Samu…”
—But then he hears Chuuya mumble his name—causing Dazai’s heart to beat profoundly at that name that he hasn’t heard anyone call him in such a long, long time.
At first, Dazai thinks Chuuya was just saying something in his sleep. Or—
Or maybe Dazai was just hearing things.
But then Chuuya shifts, and he grunts, and his next words are a lot clearer than before, “’ ts cold.”
…Oh.
Or: Two people who went on their own paths, only to reunite 4 years later at a Christmas party. Angst and Comfort ensues.