12 Bookmarks by 4hra
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“An angel? You’re having nightmares about an angel?”
Kafka sounds a little confused. Ren couldn’t blame her. Her expression shifts back into bland, unassuming patience.
“Angels,” she muses. “A symbol of purity, innocence, goodness… Sometimes mercy. Sometimes even death itself. It’s not so surprising that you’d dream of one, A-Ren, but you seem to dislike the role that angel played. In your dream, it seemed to be…mm, a symbol of forgiveness. Do you detest the idea of being forgiven that much?”
(In which Ren tries to live a normal life, avoiding that certain being that keeps a close, unsettling watch. This might have something to do with what happened during his stay at the mental health facility.)
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15 Feb 2026
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“I thought I’d find you here.”
Luka doesn’t spare him a glance. “Then stop thinking.”
Ivan, unperturbed, accepts. “Okay.”
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- Part 3 of by the root
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After the grueling Neo Egoist League, Bastard Munchen's manager decides their members went through a lot and sends them off to therapy.
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31 Dec 2025
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this is the kaiser that is most accurate to the one in my head and its beautifully written :") absolutely love it
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“You’re drunk,” he murmurs, low and rough. “Will you remember this tomorrow?”
“I’m not that drunk anymore,” Ness says. Looks at Kaiser’s mouth and licks his lip. “I need you, Kaiser. My head hurts—”
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Kaiser’s mid-throw, a lamp clutched over his head and aimed at the darkened television, when his phone vibrates.
helpme, Ness’s text reads.
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So he played soccer as a quiet rebellion, cast spells on the pitch with his passes, and then he met Michael. Michael, ethereally, impossibly beautiful, like a prince or perhaps even a king, an emperor. Michael, who believed in the unexplainable, who believed in his magic. And Alexis drowned, he drowned in cerulean eyes and sharp insults and a laugh he’d memorised, despite only having truly seen it twice.
'Oh shit. Maybe I AM gay.'
Or: In which Alexis desperately needs a hug, Michael gets relationship advice from Itoshi Sae of all people, and they hurt each other enough to learn that the worst (best) kind of healing comes from separation.
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someone has to leave first (but nobody ever does) by shroomyystar
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga)
16 Feb 2025
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There’s Sae: eyes electric blue, but there’s a tinge of the sea in them, salty, icy, beautiful. They’re too teal. Too teal for what, Ness isn’t really sure, but of course that’s a lie, as well.
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Ivan learns that Luka can be a name and an omen, if it’s attached to a pale face and deathly cold fingers.
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!!-HIATUS-!!
Alexis is losing his hearing, but he refuses to lose himself. As Ménière's disease pushes him toward deafness, he fights to rebuild his place on the field, and in a world that no longer sounds the same.
Michael, who once cast him aside, watches as Alexis grows stronger in ways he never expected. But strength doesn’t mean unbreakable, and when Alexis reaches his lowest, Michael is forced to confront the silence. Not just in Alexis, but within himself.
Because love doesn’t need words. And maybe, it never did.
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On a hot summer night by the sea, Luka and Ivan find themselves building ephemeralities.
A sandcastle collapses, “treasures” are stolen, and Ivan holds on too tightly. Luka, against all reason, lets him.
College parties were never supposed to feel like this.
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Drowning is alone; sinking together is a choice.
Ivan is very well versed in the act of wanting. Having, however, is another concept entirely.
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- Part 2 of double exposure
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❝Every meeting is a ‘miracle,’ regardless of how that meeting ends.❞
In the ACTOR UNIVERSE, in an indeterminate place and time, Ivan decides to escape his life – just for one night – with Luka.
Luka, running from his own problems, decides to let him tag along.
The night soon derails.
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- Part 1 of You'll Lose a Good Thing
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Akechi meets a mysterious being chained to a door after death and gains a second chance.
Translation to Chinese:
Chapter 1-29 by Cloudd: http://cloud-yunchangde.lofter.com/post/1e2d1c46_1cd01d3b0
Chapter 53 onwards by 乐乌: https://www.lofter.com/front/blog/collection/share?collectionId=23790157
(Visit 乐乌's lofter profile for news on where the middle chapters are!)Translation to Spanish:
1st Translation by LoveAllTheShips853: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43105491/chapters/108326403
2nd Translation by buyobuyoyo:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/76968921Podfic by psiodynes
https://archiveofourown.org/works/64522453/chapters/165699772Series
- Part 1 of of marigolds and carnations