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  1. Public Bookmark 54

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    "Is she everything I'm not?"
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    Everything is finally going the way it's supposed to.
    Then Ilya Rozanov drunk-dials Shane, and Rose answers for him.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    During their fight, Scott Hunter figures out what exactly Shane's been hiding.

    But then he reaches out to tell Shane a secret of his own.

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    25 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Rozanov frowns, and for a fleeting second, Shane thinks that he has made a mistake. But then Rozanov reaches out for him, and the world splits open.

    Fire ignites in his palm, flaring through every nerve in his hand, cutting through skin and sinew and bones. His chest is so full it might burst, and his lungs forget how to work. The heat shoots up his arm like lightning, down his spine and across his ribs, continuing down, down, down. He feels it—feels his seed erupt into something sharp and blinding, roots threading under his skin and stem unfurling onto his flesh.

    Shane immediately jerks back his hand, as if he was electrocuted. Air crashes into him all at once, as the burning fades into a tingling throb. He stands there stunned, his mind in tatters and unable to comprehend all the sensations happening to him.

    His right ankle, his soulmark... And it just reacts to Ilya Rozanov.

    Or: In a world where soulmarks are living seeds that grow with touch, Shane's flowers bloom when he is with Ilya. Yet, he cannot find the traces of any mark on Ilya's body.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?

    If Shane wants experience…

    If he wants to stop feeling behind…

    Why not Ilya?

    Yes, the Russian was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.

    For hockey.

    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane is finally honest with himself and brave enough to tell Ilya how he feels in Tampa. Then he gets a call from Rose that rewrites everything he thought was possible for him and Ilya.
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    “I get that Rose, I really do, but at this point I’m just going to worry about you and all the things it could be and drive myself crazy. Can you just say it, please? I know that’s probably not fair to ask, but I'm asking.”

    Rose let out a dry chuckle. “I should have known you would get me to spit it out. You’re alone, right? Sitting down?” her voice sounded almost dead.

    “Um, yeah, hold on.” Shane at some point had gotten up and started pacing. He sat back down on the hotel bed. He heard Rose take a deep breath, and he held himself perfectly still.

    “Shane, well… fuck, there’s really no way around just saying it, is there? Okay. Fuck."

    Shane didn't move. Didn't breathe.

    "I’m pregnant.”

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    Or: AU where Shane gets Rose pregnant in Episode 4 and she keeps the baby. Miscommunication trope ensues. Shane and Ilya have a ticking clock to sort their shit out.

    *This is not a poly endgame. Shane and Ilya are still made for only each other in this universe.

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    24 Feb 2026