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Robby needs therapy, and Jack is not about to watch him deny it again. He needs to talk to someone, even if it's just Dr Jefferson. Surprisingly, Robby agrees. His sessions, however, are really difficult and draining, and the only person who can help him through that is Jack Abbot.
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Shane Hollander is in for a good year. He’s vice president of his fraternity, captain of the hockey team, and top of his class. Ilya Rozanov’s unexpected arrival rattles him to his very foundation.
*Frat Hollanov AU- Language:
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Safe in Your Heart by Maximoff_Wanda
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Through the haze of his fear, Ilya tried desperately to remember the last time he had kissed Shane. The last time he had said I love you to him. He let himself live in the memory as a tear slid down his face.
Ilya didn’t even have a photo of Shane that he could look at because they always delete them. For a brief moment, he thought about googling Shane just to look at him one last time.
Then, just as quickly as their descent had started, the plane leveled out. Distantly, Ilya heard an announcement echoing throughout the cabin. He could barely translate it through the panic, catching words like “engine,” “emergency landing,” and “brace for a rough impact.”
Or: What if the plane incident in The Long Game was more serious and Ilya got hurt?
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“Please don’t tell me the first person who ever touched your dick was Dr. Robby.”
“Um.” He coughs.
“Oh my god I’m gonna fucking die.”
Santos tries to solve Whitaker’s sexual hangups. Whitaker tries to save Robby’s soul. Neither initiative goes exactly to plan.
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the edges of your soul i haven't seen yet by Atalia_Gold
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Oct 2024
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Steve ignores the cat, at first.
He’s digging a thumbnail into the meat of his palm, shuffling from foot to foot every so often, dragging a lip so hard between his teeth that Eddie’s worried he’s gonna make it bleed, and Eddie isn’t sure what to do. He wants to help, wants to somehow soothe the boy, but he isn’t sure how, thinks if he gets any closer to him he’ll only make things worse.
The cats meows again. Presses itself harder up against Steve, stretches up so its little front paws are against his thigh, kneading insistently, refusing to be ignored.
Steve sags a little. Reaches down with a trembling hand, strokes it across the cat’s head, and Eddie can hear the rumbling purr start up from the little creature. He watches as Steve loosens up, as his fingers unclench and his teeth release his lip and the frown fades slowly from his lovely face.
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Eddie's reluctantly helping Wayne with his produce stall at the farmers' market. He's resigned himself to a boring summer - until a new face shows up at the market to run a baking stall with his best friend. Steve is...odd, like no one Eddie's ever met.
And it doesn't take him long to fall head over heels for him.
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Tommy moves in with Sam after the finale.
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icymi by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.
She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.
…Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.
Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)
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After the events of Iron Lung, Simon wakes up in a place entirely alien. Faced with difficult realisations, he decides to make the most of this second chance, no matter how strange it may be.
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ilya rozanov's guide to supportive intimacy by bisexualbuckley
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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“I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”
“M’not–”
“Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”
“Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.
“Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.
“Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.
OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included
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- Part 2 of hollanov bottom prep <3
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stay with me, hold my hand, there's no need to be brave by allthisandheaven_too
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
15 Feb 2026
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“Daddy, wake up,” she pleaded. “You’re having a bad dream. Please wake up.”
Will’s head turned then, slowly, and it was hard for Rose to understand how he still couldn’t actually see her, when it felt like he was staring straight through her eyes and directly to the back of her skull. “Rose,” he rasped, and her blood crystallized in her veins. This was not her father’s honey-sweet voice. It sounded like gravel running through a rock tumbler. And he never, ever called her just Rose, unless she was in big trouble. “You need to run. NOW.”
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Five-year-old Rose Maldonado is not afraid of anything. Until one night in early November when she stumbles upon her sleepwalking father having a horrible nightmare, and her parents realize it might be time to start telling their daughter the truth about what happened to them back in November 1983.
(ft. an extensive flashback of elmike platonic besties addressing the total bs final battle in a way that turns it into byler proof, because screw the duffers!!!!! you're in MY house now!!!!!!!!!)
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- Part 1 of the rosieverse
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Where The River Ends by dontknow_what_imdoing
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
13 Feb 2026
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Percy Jackson was 12 years old when his mom died. He was 12 years old when he met his dad, and his whole life got flipped upside down.
Or: No Gods/Mortal AU.
Or or: Percy’s life sucks. Then it doesn't.
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When Taehyung’s competitive sister begs him to befriend the quiet outcast, Jeon Jeongguk, so she can finally outshine him in class, Taehyung agrees, thinking it will be simple. But the more time he spends with Jeongguk, the more he realizes that the boy is nothing like the rumors.....and getting close to him might change everything.
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Every morning, Buck said goodbye to Vee, with a pat on the head. Sometimes, he took them around the house with him, during his morning routine. He would look in the mirror after flossing, practising his newfound vocabulary:
"This is Vee, they go by they/them pronouns."
Again, dumb.
It helped some deep, unidentifiable part of him though, so it stayed.
Or: Buck meets a nonbinary person, becomes emotionally attached to a plushie, has a gender crisis, confesses his undying love for his best friend, and remembers he has a family who loves him. Maybe in that order.
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My little Sunshine by TrillbySkinner for ValorsLady
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Aug 2025
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Hermione knew she was good with kids but this was beyond the pale. She had been called down to Emergency for a 6 month old infant boy, the original diagnosis was splinching as he had been apparated in with an injured adult but the minute Hermione looked at him she knew better and immediately cast the counter curse and began healing the open wound on the child’s chest. Someone had cast a sectumsempra on him. The Cutting curse. What sort of person would do that to a baby? It couldn't have been an accident. The hit had been dead on and with a target that small it had to have been deliberate.
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- Part 1 of My Little Sunshine Universe
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“What’s the favor you wanted?” Namjoon asks.
“Right,” Hoseok says. “So, I drank a little bit yesterday, and I got this really good idea. And then I sobered up and the idea was still good, so… here I am.”
“What is it?” Yoongi asks.
Hoseok takes a deep breath, looks at Yoongi pointedly for a few seconds, “Let me suck your dick.”
Translations: Russian, Spanish here and here, Portuguese, French, and Italian <3
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Things Heal by The_time_is_0239am
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), the long game - Fandom, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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"His skates edge caught wrong, shifted his weight, and he fucking fell down. The world tilted just enough.
That’s all it took.One bad second. One bad angle. The puck sliding away like it was never his to begin with.
He swallows hard, throat tight.
I lost them the Cup.
The words belong to himself. They’re just there, sitting in his chest.
Why—
“What the fuck was that, Hollander?”"
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The one where Shane trips at the last Montreal vs Ottawa game and his Team are not kind about it. And what happens when he runs into Ilyas Teammate. What happens when Ilya finds out.
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Guard Hope in Ink and Light While the Clock Still Ticks by FromBlackToViolet
Fandoms: Bridgerton Series - Julia Quinn, Bridgerton (TV)
18 Feb 2026
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My rewrite of Protect the hope within you!
Penelope Featherington fell in love too late.
Benedict Bridgerton was her constant moon. Her friend who didn’t overlook the wallflower with hidden thorns. And then he was gone. At his funeral, drowning in grief and regret. Penelope follows a ghost, a ticking pocket watch, and a desperate hope… only to wake up nineteen again, standing at the start of her first season. Armed with the knowledge of how everything breaks and who she loses. Penelope must decide whether time can be rewritten and whether loving boldly is worth the risk of losing everything.
A dark, emotional time-travel romance about grief, choice, and the courage to speak by seeing before it’s too late.
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hollanov bottom prep <3 by bisexualbuckley
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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hollanov fics but we talk about bottom prep a bunch <3 yay <3
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Fall Apart by Sparkleshudson
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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