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“My name is Dazai Osamu, I am fifteen years old and by the time you’re seeing this I’ll be dead.”
Or; Dazai plans to die on his eighteenth birthday and decides to document his last 3 years alive.
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01 Feb 2026
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chap. 6
- I wanna give 15!zai a hug :((
- implied skk??
- oml one where they're all happy this has to be a dream -
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If someone told fifteen-year-old Chuuya that he was playing Osamu Dazai’s love interest in a film, he would’ve lied about the amount of butterflies that he got in his stomach upon hearing that.
Now, though, telling twenty-two year old Chuuya that same thing? He has no reason to lie about the nausea that rolls through his gut.
And the idea of fake dating him makes it ten times worse.
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03 Jan 2026
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chap. 9
- FUCKKK this is the saddest mutual pining I've ever had to read stop unintentionally hurting each other holy...
- writing. hits. HARD.
- odaisaliveodaisaliveodaisalive
- star-crossed lovers is a perfect term for them so happy it was used
- btw this fic hasn't been updated since almost two years ago (as of 2026) so if u plan on reading it then I wouldn't anticipate more content ngl -
Like the Holding of Hands (Like the Breaking of Glass) by Mid_archer
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
06 Feb 2026
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The semi-sentient god that posesses Chuuya is one that Dazai's family has worshipped for centuries. Take the Mafia's most powerful duo and throw them into an undercover mission disguised as traumatized teenagers at U.A. High for aspiring heroes.
(OR: Dazai worships Arahabaki. Chuuya carries Arahabaki. "What do you mean we need to infiltrate the heroes?")
"And this pure, brutal love, like everything holy, burns the eyes of Humans who observe it, that's why they'll never see the terrible beauty of it all."
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24 Dec 2025
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chap. 19
- don't have to wait 50 smth chapters for them to kiss (what a miracle)
- religious dazai is just a GOOD concept in general and he's REALLY portrayed well in this fic -
The Only Way He Knows How to Love You is by Hurting You First. || SIGLAI|| by fyodorchinatownpiano
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
07 Feb 2026
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bully nikolai and victim sigma ooo
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20 Dec 2025
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chap. 12
- can canon fyodor be replaced by this amazing au version (/j /nsrs!!)
- ty for incorporating sigma liking cookies <33
- hell yeah I love seeing sigma being more than just an agreeable shy boy anyday my child is NOT three years old -
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Step 1: Risk your spot on the basketball team by failing a class.
Step 2: Flirt with your tutor to try to fix it.
Step 3: Flunk the flirting and the quiz.
Step 4: Accidentally fall for said tutor, who looks like he hasn't smiled since dinosaurs went extinct.Cheng Xiaoshi didn't plan on catching feelings. He just wanted to pass statistics so he wouldn't get benched from the basketball team. But now, he’s plotting regression equations and calculating the trajectory of Lu Guang’s perfect shoulders— and one of them is certainly his preferred variable in this equation.
Or, Star Basketball Player: Cheng Xiaoshi’s got a kink for hot nerdy tutors.
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02 Sep 2025
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chap. 37
- love love LOVE how this slowburn was done
- lg and cxs are so well-written in this au I want to cry and protect them at all costs
- time / universe references hurt my soul in a good way idk how to explain it
- deliberate kissbaiting is wild