only tears
all kinds of pain, the good and the bad, the ones where you relate so much you end up crying, the ones so gentle it leaves an ache in your heart and the ones full of angst
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“Miya Atsumu.” The stranger’s gravelly voice lilted with fondness, a feathery chuckle on his lips. “The man in love with a painting.”
A man haunts Atsumu's dreams again and again until the hazy recollection of his face paints every canvas in his room. Meanwhile, Kiyoomi's notebooks are overflowing, bleeding into the margins with a lifetime of memories that belonged to another version of himself.
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Atsumu took in a deep breath, steeling himself for what was about to be a terrible conversation. He opened the door, meeting eyes with his furious brother.
“Ya son of a bitch, I knew-“ Osamu cut himself off when he noticed the bruise on Atsumu’s cheek. His eyes trailed down, stopping at the finger-shaped bruises around his neck.
“‘Samu, you really shouldn’t be here,” Atsumu said quietly, all his loud confidence gone as he shifted uncomfortably under Osamu’s gaze.
“He’s fuckin’ hittin’ ya?” Osamu’s voice was lower now, but his angry tone made Atsumu shrink away from him. “That why ya been avoidin’ me?”
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Atsumu learns how to heal.
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There’s something extremely pathetic about him sitting alone in a king size bed, curled over himself and tugging on his cock while Kiyoomi’s probably lighting another joint in the living room, waiting for another guy to come in and suck his dick. Tears prickle at Atsumu’s eyes, this time not from the lack of oxygen.
He comes apart with a silent gasp, Kiyoomi’s name on his lips.
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The one thing you need to know about Miya Atsumu is that he’s utterly, insanely in love with Sakusa Kiyoomi. And Sakusa Kiyoomi is… not.
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“The Kansai region—which includes Kyoto, Amagasaki, and Osaka—experiences a rainy season known as tsuyu (alternatively: baiyu). It is written with the characters ‘plum’ and ‘rain,’ as it coincides with plums purpling and plumping. Beginning toward the birth of June and lapsing in late July, tsuyu lasts approximately six weeks.”
Your name is Miya Atsumu. You have learned that life is armed to the teeth, and you have bared your fangs in return.
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Hinata smiles— golden and warm as if Atsumu is the only person left in the universe. There’s a dimple on his left cheek, a thin-liner muji pen clasped between the fingers of his left hand, and a casual confidence in the way that he rises from his seat to greet him. He’s a lot shorter than Atsumu had imagined.
He smiles, and Atsumu knows that he’s fucked.
( or: The AU where Hinata is a museum curator, and Atsumu is a struggling artist trying to escape the rat race, and together they navigate the price of dreams.)
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in memory of the living by bringingglory
Fandoms: 恋与深空 | Love and Deepspace (Video Game)
30 Mar 2025
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You know you never found Gran’s body, but you start to wonder if you never found Caleb’s either.
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what do you do with all the messages that never got a reply?
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Atsumu takes texting your ex to a new level by sending Sakusa postcards in Animal Crossing instead.
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In which Sakusa Kiyoomi is raised to believe that gay people go to hell but then takes one look at Miya Atsumu and thinks, then why the hell did God make them so fucking hot?
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- Part 1 of Miya Four Vs. The World
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Loving you is hard, letting you go is impossible.