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‘’So there is no way for you to get rid of this? ‘’
‘’ I tried everything . But it never worked. I only know I’m mortal , yes . So I tried .. to end my days … but , guess the energy love near death experience because it never worked. I’m like this since 13 years old…’’
Thomas looked at Crydamoure. Both felt that the situation was so strange. So weird. It was like a dream, the reality as an obscure situation illuminated the sea of confusion with its blinding light. Several things escaped Rolled leaving his mind wandered, his assumptions came to an end. What was real?
They were sitting on the couch and Thomas was looking at Crydamoure.
‘’It’s unreal. It must be a dream. ‘’
‘’Maybe life is a dream . And death , is only the time we wake up . ‘’
Thomas shivered.
‘’I don’t know Crydamoure. I thought life was fun . I thought my life was complete. ‘’
‘’What is life without love , Thomas ? ‘’ asked Crydamoure , folding his arms , as a heart tear fall. ‘’ My life is what it looks when you have something but can’t consume it. When you give something that you can’t have , it’S like trying to scream with silences’’
Roulé wiped the tears slowly , and he licked the tears. As he licked it , he felt it was all sweet , all the sweetest taste of the world ; like pure ambriosia and then… it was acid , disgusting , it was so salted that he almost choked.
‘’Its magical. ‘’
‘’Chemical , if you ask me. Everything can be explained . The other things that can’t be explained are made to be philosophed. ‘’
Roulé looked at the wings of Crydamoure :
‘’Can I … touch them ? ‘’
Crydamoure smiled :
‘’Of course but be carefull. It’s really sensitive.’’
Thomas entered his hand in the thick feathers of the wings of Love. It shivered in a carnal manner and to the darkness, he stretched his divine wings. Roulé stroked each segment of its wings with amazement. They were so sweet, and so hot. As Crydamoure smile, he found himself thinking.
‘’Why did you save me ? ‘’ asked Roulé , looking at the reddish lips of Crydamoure.
Crydamoure opened his eyes and looked at Thomas.
‘’I guess.. I … well…. ‘’ Crydamoure had a so sweet voice , so high pitched when he was shy ; it was to die for.
Roulé chuckle and stroke his chin with one finger. Love looked at Thomas , tilting is head , of love.
‘’I have to go . I don’t want to bleed in your apartment , in the morning. ‘’
‘’Are we…dating . ‘’ said Roulé , taking the hands of Crydamoure and leaning closer to him , as his heart was racing so fast .
‘’I…I…fuck off. ‘’
Crydamoure jumped on Thomas and fold his wings around him , building a love cocoon around them. Crydamoure was kissing Roulé passionately as he was on the top of him , feeling his erection. Both shivered , it was so unreal . The wings , the atmosphere. It was like pure psychadelia.Crydamorue moaned as Thomas was kissing his neck , helping him to undress him. Each touch of Love was like a metamorphic explosion of sensation, a cataclysm, powerful esoteric and sensual energy, an explosion of wonderful orgasms in full magical osmosis on the smallest piece of skin that was caressed. Their breaths were running together as wild horses on the field of passion. So fast , so youthful. Their kisses were thunder unleashed and mighty , filled with the sound of the kisses , the soft moans and soft gasping , as well as some squeals from Crydamoure. Making out with Eros was something beautiful. But making love wit Eros and Crydamoure was something mystical. Crydamoure wings stretched, the rhythm of their kisses, a bright halo seemed to come out of his body, where sweat beaded on his pearly skin. Their tongues touched and whenever it happened Roulé , wanted more, their hearts, their skin together. It was the kiss of Eros and Psyche. It was the Ariadne and Theseus reunion. It was a cocktail of ambrosia, a pomegranate beauty and wonder. An angel from heaven. Crydamoure was smelling sugar and rose. It was pure and chaste but it was also really strong . A love nectar from a passion flower . It was something cheesy but … meaningful at this moment. They looked at each other … They were almost nakked . Thomas looked at the boy with wings , facing him , his pale skin shading in pink , his blue eyes filled with desires , his hair falling on his forehead . And the halo around him and closed his eyes as Crydamoure was giving small kisses on Thomas chest . The wings of Crydamoure were stuck on his back.
Roulé kissed the boy all over his body.
‘’I-I want it Roulé Donne le moi ‘’ said Crydamoure , his voice shaking fear , filled with tears.
Roulé took the face of Crydamoure cupped in his hand and kissed him to reassure him as his hand slip into Crydamoure boxers , caressing his cock slowly . Thomas was smiling with malice
‘’OH…OH ROULÉ . CONTINUE. D-Don’t stop ‘’ screamed Guy-Manuel , arching back ; shivering toes to head.
Roulé went down and , looking at Guy-Manuel gave small licks on his cock. All of Guy-Manuel was shivering , even his wings. Crydamoure moaned and put a hand on Thomas head , pushing his head up and down on his dick . God it was gorgeous , Thomas mouth felt so good on his mouth , swirling his tongue against the hard cock of Crydamoure , playing with his balls ,and all . Thomas was going up and down , always looking at Crydamoure ; his face was pure delight , his features were so beautiful , his mouth half-open , the sweat on his forehead , his bedroom eyes so soft and virginal . Wow .
‘’T-Thomas…I…I will cum … god… no..wait ‘’
‘’No way , Crydamoure ‘’ laughed Thomas looking at the wings that were shivering so much that Crydamoure was almost flying : ‘’You are cumming in my mouth. Yeah . It feel good. Cum on Crydamoure let me here your cry of love ‘’
Crydamoure screamed ,his eyes open wildly as he pushed the head of Thomas , who made a deep throat as Crydamoure or Eros was having an orgasm. As Thomas was swallowing he felt a strong electro magnetic field coming up from the ground . The objects were almost levitating , colors and lights were running in waves around him , from blue to purple , a strange halo that was coming from Crydamoure heart as he was having his orgasm . It was beautiful and when the light and the strange waves hit Thomas , Roulé felt the same sensation . It was …something.
The light went down and Crydamoure kissed Roulé tasting his own sperms. The atomosphere was filled with electricity and magic . Crydamoure smiled and began to suck the cock of Thomas. Thomas almost came . It was something he never felt before. Almost like if seven person were giving him a blowjob at the same time. Roulé growled and pushed the head of Crydamoure who was squealing and giggling as he was making some pop sound while sucking his shaft. God , if he didn’t stop , Thomas would cum right there on his face.
Thomas motioned Crydamoure to stop and took him to his bed … to finish him in beauty.
**
Crydamoure was lying on the bed , his wings spread , as Thomas was putting on a condom. They both looked at each other , making sure it was ok. Thomas had to make attention not hurting the beautiful wings of Crydamoure .
‘’HUmf. Fuck me . Fuck me Thomas . ‘’ moaned Crydamoure as Roulé was teasing his entrance with his dick .
‘’Not yet. ‘’ laughed Roulé as he keep on teasing .
When he felt it was right , he pushed a little deeper . Crydamoure screamed and wrap his legs around the hips of Thomas , as a pink halo was coming from his heart . Thomas closed his eyes of pleasure and started to move back in forth in Guy-Manuel who screamed , giggled , gasped , moaned , groaned , and cried.
‘’Yess…yesss … fuck yeah ‘’
‘’You’re so tight , you little perve . You like it , don’t ya cupid . ‘’
‘’Yes , oh yes Roulé ‘’ sighed Crydamoure ‘’Harder . Harder , fuck me …ugh god .. ‘’
Thomas fucked him harder and thrust faster , roughly , moaning and groaning at each thrust as Crydamoure was breathing so loud. It was so hot , so sensual . Thomas didn’t wanted to stop as the pleasure grew as fast as the halo that was now lighting up all the room . It was beyond love. Beyond life. Beyond dreams . Beyond everything. Thomas felt the pleasure tickling his belly he took his hips roughly and fucked him even harder , small tears beading at the eyes of Crydamoure that was all sweaty . Thomas came in a final scream as he screamed the name of Crydamoure who himself came for a second time just after Thomas .
The room was literally exploding of lights , of pure colors hovering over the bedroom , pulling them closer , in harmony , it was so strong and so electric . Beautiful . It all began to turn like a tornado and then after a big detonation it stopped and all the objects that were hovering with ‘’the orgasms’’ of Guy-Manuel fall down or went back to their places. Thomas and Guy-Manuel were lying side by side , breathing so loudly , too much tired to go take a shower so Roulé licked all the sperm on the belly of Guy-Manuel that giggled like a little kid . Thomas closed his eyes and kissed Crydamoure .
Thomas was humming a song. This experience inspired him … a melody popped up in his mind as he putted words inspired by his journey . He just found it now . The words came out suddenly as he was looking at crydamoure . It was like a lullaby , a love ballad….
Crydamoure listen as the melody and the lyrics that just improvising Thomas filled his soul : ‘’Love…Beyond love.Come alive,Angel eye,Forever watching you and I.You are the night, you are the ocean.You are the light behind the cloud,You are the end and the beginning.A world where time is not allowed.There's no such thing as competition.To find our way we lose control.Remember – love's our only mission.This is the journey of the soul..’’
Euterpe was watching from the air and heard the song. She didn’t materialized herself , not wanting to disturb this private situation , but saw as his musician was singing for Eros . She listened carefully and Thomas , inspired and in love , kept on singing softly , in a husky tone :
‘’The perfect song is framed with silence.It speaks of places never seen.Your home's a promise long forgotten.It is the birthplace of your dreams’’
Euterpe smiled , the musician finally find the truth , she leaned closer , making her dust that was like small pieces of her soul that couldn’t be seen but were now floating in the air more closer to the bed :
‘’It’s so beautiful …’’ whispered Crydamoure as his nose was pressed against his chest.
‘’ I don’t know… it comes from my heart , Crydamoure. I think it is… ‘’
Crydamoure cried and kissed Roulé on the cheeks , whispering to his ear :
‘’Roulé…I think I’m in love with you .’’
**
A whole month has passed. And Roulé and Cyrdamoure were still dating. Crydamoure was mixing the day . And the night he would do his cupid job. Things were stable . But Thomas saw how much Guy-Manuel suffered from this. They were not yet in a clear relationship. Because , everytime Crydamoure tried to loved Thomas , the more his powers were weak and the most spirit became angry . Thomas was kinda worried because Guy-Manuel was never sleeping , was never eating . Always producing music . And when they date ( and made love) he always saw that Crydamoure was weaker and weaker everytime he saw him. Roulé had to find a way to stop the night mare of Crydamoure. He was ready to do everything he could for him. But he didn’t knew where to start .
One day where he was at home alone , he felt someone was behind him. He didn’t knew it , but he was Euterpe that was watching him , a ghost ,pale pastries of energy in the air. He sat at his piano and a tender melody filled the air , sad and filled with love :
‘’If you were my man …’’ began to sing Roulé , in a high voice ‘’If you were my man .’’
Euterpe , who was touched by the story of Roulé and Crydamoure who could only give love but not receive any , took the voice and the piano melody Thomas was playing and made the sound travelling all across Paris , to Guy-Manuel ears . Guy-Manuel went to the window and open it. Then he heard Thomas playing for him and let his lonely soul get purified by Thomas was playing Piano. At the end , Eros looked up in the sky and whispered a small thanks to Euterpe . A shooting star flew across the night as Thomas was looking at the sky…Crydamoure , while Thomas was making a wish at the shooting star , felt so weak. The energy was killing him slowly and he knew it. He will die in a week , and he knew he had nothing else to do . He called the hospital. And a week later he was hospitalized for grave cancer. All his friends came to visit him. Crying as the doctors said there was nothing to do , he had a month if not less , to live … But only one man knew the truth behind this mysterious cancer.
**
Thomas was in the hospital bed of Crydamoure who was now having fever , and really hard time with his Eros role : the energy was destroying all his body , it was too much . He cared so much about Guy-Manuel . He was always in the hospital room , no matter if the doctors had to be there or not , trying to change the mind of the now sickly man . There was nothing to do but wait and Thomas , who loved Crydamoure with all his soul felt useless as he saw Cupid slowly dying on his hospital bed. He was crying …
Roulé had stayed the whole week at the hospital just for Crydamoure.
‘’Crydamoure…don’t leave me . ‘’ he was crying , his face on the belly of Crydamoure
‘’At least… I have met the most important thing in my life…’’
He took his head and put a second cold and wet tissue on his forehead. He was so pale. He looked at the monitor showing the heart beat of Crydamorue
‘’Please don’t leave me ‘’ cried again Roulé
Crydamoure closed his eyes , he was shaking. He was afraid . But at least , his pain was gone. But Thomas… Thomas…
‘’I feel the light Thomas ‘’ whispered Guy-Manuel as his breath was escaping him .
Thomas was panicked , what to do . Suddenly all became clear.
‘’In order to give a life back ,you got to give life back to music. ‘’
Thomas knew it will work
Thomas looked at the air. He knew Euterpe was there , watching them , he knew she was a good spirit that will nerver destroy him . That will leave him in peace. All she asked was to inspire other people by music . He closed his eyes.He knew … What he had to do. It was something that was scary. But in order to free Crydamoure , he had to give his life away . Did he loved Crydamoure enough to do it ? Yes . He did .. He put the hands on Crydamoure and said :
I’m ready to do everything for you … Because your ends are …My beginnings. And in order for you to be free I got to …. ‘’
Roulé opened his eyes that were now gloomy as his voice mixed with Euterpe that was melting him body :
‘’Give life back to music . ‘’
Suddenly , Thomas lost conscience and his body was levitating . Crydamoure screamed , crying , they won’t take his Thomas. No fucking way. Euterpe smiled and enter the body and the mind of Thomas that was now taking the immortal (as long as she would lived in him ) of the muse of Music . Crydamoure regain his full health so suddenly . He was screaming as he felt his wings diseapeard , the spirit of love left him and suddenly , he fall on the mattress .
The body of Thomas was now more white . His body slowly lied on the matress as the energy was taking control of a part of his body
Crydamoure cried as Thomas was resting in his arms. No . No . What happened. No . Guy-Manuel took the face of Thomas in his hands , his eyes were weakly staring at them . Thank god he was all right.
‘’Thomas… l…no … you … oh Thomas.’’cried Crydamoure stroking the man . ‘’I love you so much , why you did this for me… You're immortal ... oh god ...’’
‘’Because I love you , Guy-Manuel de Homem Christo . ‘’ whispered Thomas , his eyes still closed but alive ‘’ Since a long time . Since I saw you in the Lycée Carnot. Since I saw you in the events. Since you changed my life. Since the beginnings. Since we used to be bestfriend at school , when suddenly , you moved to Portugal and we lost sight. Since all this time … I finally found you ‘’ whispered Thomas ‘’And I know you , were always watching me , I was right , you were my love angel , If I may say. This spirit is good for me , and for us. He loves us and will protect us . I am Euterpe , the muse of music . ‘’
Crydamoure opened his eyes , brightly , smiled and hugged Thomas .
''I LOVE YOU THOMAS . NOW I CAN LOVE YOU . I LOVE YOU AND IT WON'T HURT ME. IT WON'T KILL ME '' ( He was jumping around like a little kid.)
The IV , needles and other things that were plugged into the body of Guy-Manuel fall down , the monitor was doing a beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep sound , like the heart of Guy-Manuel stopped beating.
Roulé laughed and took Crydamoure in his arms , making him swirl , and kissing him . His heart was beating so loud . Finally , Crydamoure is mine , Roulé thought as they kissed forever.Euterpe inside Thomas was smiling and make Crydamoure feeling healthy again . The doctors rushed in the room , thinking that Guy-Manuel was dying , they were all ready with the equipment . The doctors all froze , paralysez of shock and surprise . They looked at the bed , at the patient and at the room where they saw … a miracle , apparently . They made a couple of exams on Crydamoure , called all the family and the friends of Guy-Manuel who were all surprised but happy . Crydamoure had to stay one more day and everything would be ok .
Inside , Euterpe was speaking to Thomas , in his mind. It was now her , that was replacing his conscience :
''Je suis fière de toi , jeune mortel. I know it's hard to accept , and it's hard thing. You'll have to do music all your life ... and live for it . Or if not , you'll die . Are you ready to accept your new mission. And powers?''
''I could die for music . I live for music , I always knew I was living for it . I discovered in her the real happiness. But the music of my life , will always be GuY-Manuel . ''
Euterpe smiled in the mind of Thomas and said :
'' I can see albums . I can see fame and a long adventure. A band name also ... Daft Punk . Are you ready to give your life away , to chose this life ? To make music , to start to the bottom but also to be the leader of new music movement , to inspire other people , to bring generation together , and to change the world with your talent . ''
''Woah...it's a lot of Homeworks , but i'm willing to Discover all the powers and the duty i'll have do . Because I'm still Human , After All ; and those Random Memories will never die . ''
Euterpe smiled and she said :
''Well you'll have to never leave Guy-Manuel , and protect him . Are you ready to this , Roulé?''
Thomas looked at the doctors who were speaking with Guy-Manuel and thought :
''Yes Euterpe. Together , we'll give life back to music . ''
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