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The Bentley is over-packed and indignant about it.

Crowley has wedged a ficus between the passenger seat and the door, three spider plants looped like green hair around the headrest, and a crate of books balanced where a person ought to be. Every time he brakes, a cardboard box slides a centimetre and the Bentley emits a low, wounded hum.

“Oh, don’t start,” Crowley mutters, one hand on the wheel, the other steadying a pot that insists on leaning. “You’re not the one who got evicted from a six-thousand-year tenancy by an angel with a conscience crisis.”

The car hums again, sulkily.

“I didn’t say you asked for this. I’m saying it’s necessary. There’s a difference. You used to understand nuance.”

Rain needles the windscreen. Grey sky. Grey road. Everything London-shaped is behind him now, and he refuses to check the mirror in case it still is.

The radio clicks on of its own accord.

A bird song warbles through the speakers.

Crowley flinches and slaps it off. The silence that follows is worse.

“No,” he tells the dashboard. “Absolutely not. We are not doing that. I’ve had quite enough avian symbolism for one apocalypse-adjacent century, thank you very much.”

The Bentley’s engine deepens into something that might be sympathy.

He exhales through his teeth. “Don’t look at me like that. You’re on my side. You’ve always been on my side.”

A corner of a star atlas slides forward and bumps his elbow. He nudges it back with two fingers. The book falls open anyway, a spill of constellations across his lap—Orion, Cassiopeia, the slow scatter of names he learned before gravity meant falling.

He shuts it without looking.

“Used to love them, you know,” he says, because the road isn’t listening and the car is. “Stars. Made half of ’em myself. Or helped. Minor tweak here, a bit of shimmer there. Nothing fancy. Just… nice.”

The wipers keep time.

“Can’t even look up now. Every time I do, it feels like being laughed at by a ceiling I’m not allowed to touch.”

The Bentley slows slightly as the rain thickens, as if offering him the excuse to stop. Crowley doesn’t take it.

“I didn’t ask him to choose me,” he snaps, and the words surprise him by being sharp. “I just… thought he might. Once. Just once. That it wouldn’t always be me doing the falling.”

A lorry roars past in the opposite lane, spraying water across the windscreen. The world blurs. Crowley leaves his sunglasses on.

He laughs, short and ugly. “You know what the worst part is? I’m still being nice. Can’t help it. Still fixing things. Still keeping plants alive. Still making the world less awful in tiny, infuriating ways.”

He gestures at the jungle behind him.

“Look at this. Look at me. I left Heaven and I built a greenhouse in a car.”

The Bentley’s engine purrs, warm and steady, as if to say: yes. And?

Crowley swallows.

“I don’t trust it anymore,” he says quietly. “Niceness. Mine. Theirs. Anyone’s. It’s always got a catch. Always comes with a door closing somewhere else.”

The road curves north. The land opens. Hills begin to shoulder into view, dark with rain and stubborn green.

He drives.

He doesn’t know where he’s going. Only that he cannot stay where every pavement remembers two shadows walking side by side.

So he keeps moving, demon and car and a forest of living things, carrying the stars in boxes because he can’t bear to look at the real ones.

Behind him, London fades.

Ahead of him, something waits.

He pulls off at a lay-by that smells faintly of wet leaves and diesel, kills the engine, and just sits there with his hands on the wheel as if the road might try to steal him back.

The Bentley ticks as she cools. Rain drips from the hedges. Somewhere a bird argues with the weather.

Crowley exhales, leans across the crate of books, and drags out a folded road map. It crackles as he spreads it over the bonnet, corners weighted with a pair of sunglasses and a potted aloe that refuses to stay put.

“Right,” he tells no one. “Let’s have a look at the world, shall we? See if there’s anywhere left that hasn’t got Heaven’s fingerprints all over it.”

The map is old. Paper, not screen. He likes it that way. Lines and names. Promises you can touch.

London is a bruise at the bottom.

He stabs a finger at it. “No.”

The finger travels. Bristol. Birmingham. Manchester.

“Also no. Too loud. Too bright. Too… people.”

The Bentley gives a low, patient rumble.

“I know,” he mutters. “You like people. You like driving past people. It’s different.”

He traces roads that curl away from the thickest clusters of dots. Towns thin. Space opens. Hills appear, sketched in brown ridges like knuckles.

He pauses.

There’s a memory he hasn’t meant to have. A field. A sky that went on forever. A time before ceilings.

Crowley straightens abruptly, as if caught in the act of wanting something.

“You know what I miss?” he says, too loudly. “Stars. Actual ones. Not the theoretical sort. The kind you don’t have to imagine because the world’s too busy trying to sell you coffee.”

He lifts his head, squints at the washed-out afternoon. The sky is a pale, useless thing. He doesn’t even try to look through it.

“Can’t see a damn thing here. Light everywhere. Smoke. Reflections. It’s like living under a lid.”

His finger drifts again, following the map upward. The dots grow sparse. The names turn strange. Rivers lengthen. The land wrinkles.

North.

“Don’t get ideas,” he tells the Bentley. “I’m just… browsing.”

But the idea has already taken hold.

A place where night still means something. Where dark is allowed to exist. Where you can step outside and the universe answers back.

He taps the upper edge of the paper.

“Scotland,” he says, testing it. The word tastes like rain and rock and stubbornness. “Cold. Wet. Probably full of sheep with opinions.”

The Bentley’s engine gives a soft, approving thrum.

“Traitor,” Crowley tells her fondly.

He folds the map, decisive now. Slips it back into the car.

“Fine. We’ll go north. Don’t make a thing of it. It’s not symbolic. I just want a sky that hasn’t been paved over.”

He starts the engine.

The Bentley turns onto the road as if she’d been waiting for permission all along, and Crowley drives—south-born, stubborn, carrying a forest and a box of stars—toward a place dark enough to let him look up again.

He crosses the border without ceremony. No thunder. No revelation. Just a change in the shape of the land, the road beginning to argue with itself, hills rising like old shoulders out of the rain.

The Bentley climbs willingly.

Crowley drives until the world thins. Until towns become suggestions and lights fall away. Until the dark starts to feel… honest.

He pulls over on the edge of a wide, empty stretch of nothing. Kills the engine. Steps out into cold air that smells like peat and wet stone and distance. The sky above him is no longer a ceiling.

It is a depth.

Stars spill across it—too many, too bright, too real. The Milky Way is a pale wound across the dark. Constellations he hasn’t seen in centuries burn back into being.

Crowley stares.

Then he climbs onto the bonnet and lies back against the warm metal, a bottle in hand, coat bunched beneath his shoulders. The Bentley shifts under him, a small, worried creak.

“Oh, hush,” he mutters. “I’m not scratching you. Dramatic.”

He takes a long pull from the bottle. Whatever it is, it isn’t doing much. He can still count the stars. He can still name them.

“There you are,” he whispers, and for once it isn’t sarcastic.

The Bentley hums, uneasy.

“Yes, I know,” he says. “Cold. Damp. Terrible for the paintwork. We’ll survive.”

The engine note deepens—disapproval.

Crowley tips his head to one side, eyes never leaving the sky. “I’m allowed to be unhappy,” he tells her. “Just for a bit. I’m allowed that much.”

Another swallow. The bottle knocks lightly against the bonnet.

“I didn’t even ask for forever,” he says, softly now. “Just… next.”

The stars don’t answer. They don’t judge. They simply exist, vast and indifferent and achingly beautiful.

Crowley lies there, demon-shaped and small beneath a universe he once helped build, letting the cold bite and the drink blur and the night remind him that there are still places Heaven does not own.

For the first time since London, he doesn’t drive on.

He stays.

Morning comes thin and pale, the kind that never quite commits to being day.

Crowley wakes with his neck at a mutinous angle and the distinct impression that the Bentley is glaring at him. He opens one eye. The sky is a washed bowl of grey. The bottle is empty. His coat is damp.

“Don’t,” he tells the car, pre-emptively.

The Bentley does not start.

Crowley sighs, rolls off the bonnet, and pads around to the back seat. A leaf brushes his cheek. The ficus looks offended. One of the spider plants has a brown edge, crisped by cold.

He freezes.

“…Oh.”

He crouches, fingers hovering. The brown spot is small. Harmless, really. A mortal thing. He has ended cities for less.

Instead, he pinches the edge gently and snips it away with a fingernail.

“There,” he murmurs. “That’s better.”

The plant does not straighten in gratitude. It simply continues being alive.

Crowley sits back on his heels, surprised by the ache in his chest.

He digs his phone out of his pocket, powers it on, and checks the balance of the account he still pretends is normal. The one with receipts and a debit card and a history that doesn’t involve miracles.

The number is… lower than he likes.

Not dire. But trending.

“Well,” he tells the Bentley. “Look at that. Turns out eternity still costs money.”

The car idles in a way that suggests I told you so.

“I’m not doing it,” he says. “No conjuring. No little nudges. No convenient inheritance from a long-lost aunt who never existed. I am not pinging either side just because I can’t be bothered to budget.”

He opens the map again, this time on the seat. Not to flee. To count.

Fuel. Food. A roof that doesn’t leak. Somewhere the plants can live without sulking. Somewhere he doesn’t have to fold himself into leather every night.

A future, then.

The thought lands oddly.

Crowley leans back against the door, rubbing at his eyes beneath the sunglasses.

“All right,” he mutters. “If I’m going to be miserable, I may as well be… stable about it.”

He starts listing things in his head, practical and small.

A place with a window that faces north.
A town that doesn’t glow like a shopping centre.
A roof that doesn’t argue with rain.
Enough space for green things.

Maybe a shop. Something that looks like a joke and feels like a shelter.

He looks at the brown-edged leaf in his hand.

“I can’t even smite a plant anymore,” he tells the Bentley. “This is what you’ve done to me.”

The Bentley’s engine warms, quietly pleased.

Crowley folds the map with care this time. Not as an escape plan.

As a beginning.

The road narrows the way decisions do—gradually at first, then all at once.

Crowley follows it west out of Inverness, past places that still think of themselves as towns, into a country that has stopped explaining itself. Hills rise. Stone replaces brick. The sky lowers, then opens. The radio gives up entirely.

He is not looking for anything in particular.

Which is how he finds Morven.

It announces itself with a hand-painted sign that has seen better decades:

MORVEN’S REACH
Population: enough

Crowley snorts. “Honest, at least.”

The Bentley slows without being asked.

The village is a curve of stone buildings gathered around a green that refuses to be tidy. A post office. A pub with windows fogged from warmth. A shop that sells bread and batteries and something knitted that might be a hat. Beyond it all, water—grey, wide, patient.

Crowley parks on instinct. The engine ticks.

He gets out, stretches, and is immediately clocked by a woman walking a dog the size of a small bear.

She looks him up and down. Red hair. Black coat. Sunglasses in weather that cannot possibly justify them.

“You’re not from here,” she says, conversationally.

“No,” Crowley agrees. “That obvious?”

She considers him. The Bentley. The plants visible through the windows.

“Bit,” she says. “You lost?”

“No,” he says, and surprises himself with how true it is. “Just… browsing.”

“Hm.” She nods, as if that explains everything. “You’ll want the shop. Maggie’s bread goes by noon.”

She walks on.

Crowley stands there for a moment, then obeys.

The shop smells like yeast and soap and raincoats. A bell tinkles. Behind the counter is a woman in her sixties with silver hair in a braid and hands dusted with flour.

“You’ll be wanting something,” she says, without looking up.

“Possibly a life,” Crowley offers. “But I’ll settle for bread.”

She finally looks at him. Her gaze flicks to the sunglasses, then away again, politely pretending not to notice.

“White or brown?”

“Surprise me.”

She does. He leaves with a loaf still warm and a bag of something sugary he didn’t order.

Outside, he tears a corner off the bread and eats it with his hands.

It tastes like staying.

He walks the green. Nods at a man repairing a fence. Watches two children race a stick along a wall. No one stares. No one asks questions. They notice him the way people notice weather: with interest, then acceptance.

There is a building at the far end of the curve with a narrow front and a window that catches the light just right. A sign hangs crooked above the door:

TO LET

Crowley stops.

The Bentley hums.

He looks up.

The sky is already darkening, and in it—faint, patient, unmistakable—are the first stars.

Not remembered.
Seen.

Crowley exhales.

“All right,” he tells the village, softly. “We’ll try you.”

The space is colder than he expects.

Crowley stands in the doorway of the narrow stone-front unit, breath fogging faintly, keys still warm in his hand. The place smells of dust and old wood and a century of damp. There’s one long window at the front, clouded with age, and a back room that might once have been a storeroom or a confession booth. The floor slopes gently, like it’s tired of pretending to be level.

He steps inside.

His footsteps sound too loud.

“Right,” he says, to the echo. “You and me, then.”

He doesn’t have a plan yet. Only a sense of shape. Light. Somewhere warm. Somewhere that doesn’t ask questions.

He walks the length of the room, running his fingers along the stone. He imagines shelves—no, not imagines, feels them. The way a place tells you what it wants to be if you listen.

A chair by the window.

He freezes.

No.

He shakes his head, pushes the thought away, and keeps moving. The back room is darker. He opens the door. A single narrow window looks out onto a strip of grass and, beyond it, a rise of land that promises water somewhere on the other side.

Crowley leans against the frame.

“Could be anything,” he mutters. “Tea shop. Plant nursery. Museum of regrettable life choices.”

The Bentley, parked outside, ticks faintly as she cools.

He pulls one of his boxes inside—one marked STAR MAPS in a hand that’s never been tidy. Sets it down. Opens it.

Paper spills out. Atlases. Charts. Dog-eared paperbacks about constellations and comets and dead astronomers who stared too long into dark and called it wonder.

He picks one up.

It falls open to a familiar page.

Orion.

He huffs a laugh. “Oh, you’re not subtle, are you?”

He carries the book to the front window and sets it on the dusty sill. Light touches the page. The stars printed there look almost real.

Crowley steps back.

The room shifts.

Not magically. Not dramatically. Just… aligns.

He sees it.

Shelves along the walls. Not aggressive. Not towering. Just enough. Tables that invite wandering. Books that are there to be found, not sold. A place where people can drift and not be asked what they’re looking for.

A bookshop.

Of course it is.

Not because he’s an angel. Not because of Heaven. But because books are how humans remember the stars when they can’t see them. Because they are portable skies. Because they are quiet places where people go when they don’t want to be alone.

He swallows.

“No,” he tells the room. “We’re not doing that bit. We’re just… selling paper.”

The room does not argue.

He goes back to the Bentley and starts unloading boxes. Not all of them. Just a few. Enough to line one wall. He doesn’t sort them. Doesn’t curate. He just places them where they want to go.

By the time the light fades, there are books in the room.

Not many. But enough to say: Here is a place to pause.

Crowley stands in the doorway again, keys warm in his palm.

“A bookshop,” he says, incredulous. “I run a bookshop.”

The wind off the hills lifts his coat.

He smiles, just a little.

“Well. Could be worse. Could be Heaven.”

He does it the human way.

No shimmer. No snap of fingers. Just boards, brackets, a borrowed drill from the man two doors down who introduces himself as Callum and says, “Bring it back when you’re done, or when you’re dead, whichever’s first.”

Crowley builds shelves along the walls, measuring twice, swearing once, adjusting when the stone refuses to be square. He wants them tall enough to feel like possibility but low enough that no one needs a ladder. Books should be reached, not conquered.

He decides where the counter goes by standing in the room and imagining flow. Where people will pause. Where they’ll hesitate. Where they’ll glance up and meet his eyes—well. Meet his sunglasses.

The register sits near the window, light slanting across it in the afternoon. Close enough to the door that he can watch the street. Close enough to the tea table that he can pour and ring up and scowl all at once.

Plants come next.

The ones that like company go downstairs. Ferns, ivy, a rubber plant that insists on being dramatic. They soften corners. They spill over shelves. They make the place breathe. He arranges them like sentinels, like old friends, like something between.

“Don’t get ideas,” he tells the trailing pothos. “You’re decorative. That’s all.”

The tea table is small and round, tucked just off the counter. The cabinet behind it holds cups and pots and plates that have never met each other before.

A blue mug with a crack in the handle.
A china teacup with roses fading into ghosts.
A squat brown pot that pours like a sulk.
A thin one that sings when hot water hits it.

They are all wrong.

They are perfect.

Crowley lines them up, frowns, rearranges, then stops trying to make them match.

“Fine,” he says. “Be a family. See if I care.”

By the time the shelves are filled and the window cleaned and the bell hung on the door, his hair has lost its sharp intention. The red has grown soft at the edges. It falls into his eyes when he bends.

He catches his reflection in the glass one afternoon—sunglasses crooked, shirt untucked, hair in a state—and huffs a laugh. He pulls it back with a black elastic he finds in a drawer and doesn’t think about it again.

No one here needs him polished.

Morven doesn’t care.

The shop opens quietly. No ribbon. No announcement. Just a door unlocked one morning and the smell of tea drifting out.

Crowley stands behind the counter, hands braced on the wood he sanded himself, and looks at what he’s made.

It isn’t Heaven.

It’s better.

It’s a place that says: You may rest here. Briefly. Without explanation.

And he thinks—just once, and then pushes it away—

Someone will understand this.

So he sets out the biscuits Maggie brought that morning, straightens a fern, and waits.

He finds them by sound first.

A low, indignant muttering carried on the wind. The sort of noise that suggests grievance as a lifestyle choice.

Crowley is walking the rise behind the shop with a mug in hand, steam curling into the cold air, following the land the way he’s learned to—without asking it for permission. The grass gives way to reeds. The ground softens. The sky opens.

And there it is.

A loch, narrow and long, tucked into the curve of the hills like something the world decided to keep for itself. Dark water. Pale sky. A mirror that doesn’t flatter.

Along the edge, a line of ducks.

They are not ordinary ducks.

Black and white bodies cut sharp against the water. Heads like polished ink. Eyes a hard, unnatural gold—too bright, too knowing—set in faces that look perpetually affronted by existence. Their posture is upright, alert, as if they have opinions about everything and intend to enforce them.

Goldeneyes.

They see him.

They do not waddle.

They advance with purpose.

They hiss.

Crowley stops.

“…Right,” he says. “So that’s how it’s going to be.”

The lead bird flares its wings, flashing white like a warning sign.

“Oh, don’t,” Crowley tells it. “I’ve faced principalities. You don’t scare me.”

The duck advances anyway.

Crowley lowers himself onto a rock, slow and deliberate, and reaches into his pocket. He doesn’t have anything suitable. He sighs, stands again, and retreats to the shop.

Ten minutes later he’s back, scattering seed in a careful arc.

The Goldeneyes hesitate.

Then they surge.

Crowley watches, bemused, as discipline dissolves into a sharp, splashing riot—hissing, jostling, diving with unnecessary force.

“Well,” he says. “You’re easily bribed.”

One bird strays closer than the rest, eyeing him sideways with that bright, reptilian stare.

He crouches.

“I live here,” he tells it. “That means you don’t get to murder me.”

The duck blinks.

Crowley nods. “Excellent. Boundaries.”

He sits there until the mug is cold, listening to the water shift and the ducks argue and the wind move through reeds that don’t care what he is.

On the walk back, he stops once and looks over his shoulder.

The loch holds the sky.
The Goldeneyes settle, black and white against blue.

Crowley smiles, small and private.

“Right,” he says to the hills. “I’m staying.”

The house on Bannerman Road closes quietly.

No sirens. No speeches. Just boxes stacked with care, a hand resting on the banister one last time, K-9 waiting at the door with his head tilted as if listening for something that is no longer there.

Sarah doesn’t sell everything.

She can’t.

The alien artefacts go to the Brigadier’s garage first—wrapped, catalogued, teased out of the world like splinters. Kate takes the files, the shelves of clippings, the strange half-maps that only make sense if you’ve once stood in a TARDIS. They argue gently over a compass that once pointed at nowhere. The Brig insists on the weather vane shaped like a dragon. Sarah lets him have it.

The house goes.

She keeps the trunk.

She keeps K-9.

She keeps herself.

France is first.

A café in Lyon where the waiter calls her madame and means it kindly. She sits in sunlight with a notebook she doesn’t write in and learns how to drink coffee without waiting for a man in a long coat to burst through the door. K-9 patrols pigeons. She helps a woman find a solicitor who speaks three languages and doesn’t blink at bruises.

Spain comes next.

A shelter in Valencia that needs shelves. Sarah builds them. She teaches a girl how to fill out a form without apologising. At night she walks along the harbour and lets the sea be only water.

Italy is harder.

Rome still remembers him.

So does Florence. So does a little town near Pompeii where a guide points at the sky and talks about gods who walked among mortals.

Sarah stands there and does not look up.

She breathes.

She leaves.

Egypt is worse.

She goes anyway.

Cairo smells like dust and heat and time. The ruins press close. Every stone feels like a memory with teeth. She stands at the edge of something older than language and waits for the familiar ache.

It comes.

It passes.

She helps a boy translate a letter. She finds a missing passport. She teaches a woman how to pack a bag that doesn’t rattle. Human things. Anchor things.

By the time she reaches Scotland, she is tired in a way that feels earned.

She goes to Loch Ness.

It is just water.

Wind. Tourists. A boat with a loudspeaker. No shadow in the deep. No ripple of the impossible.

She smiles, small and private.

“All right,” she says. “That’s that, then.”

Aberdeen is grey and ordinary and hers.

She walks the streets where she was once left and no one rescues her.

She doesn’t need it.

So she keeps wandering.

West this time.

The land lifts. The roads thin. The sky grows honest.

Morven doesn’t announce itself.

It curves into being—stone buildings gathered around a green that refuses to be tidy, a post office, a pub with windows fogged by warmth, a shop that smells like bread and batteries and wool. Beyond it all, water. Quiet and wide.

Sarah parks the little hired car and stretches. The air tastes clean. K-9 rolls down beside her, antennae angling.

“Goodness,” she says softly. “This feels… kind.”

She goes into the village shop because that’s what she does—because people live there. Maggie is behind the counter, silver hair in a braid, hands dusted with flour.

“Morning, love.”

“Hello,” Sarah says. “I wondered if you might have any bread.”

Maggie does. It’s still warm. Sarah thanks her, hesitates, then adds, “Is there anywhere nearby to get a cup of tea?”

Maggie tilts her head. “If you want something that tastes like it’s trying, there’s the place down by the green. New man. Odd. Makes a peppermint that’ll clear your head and a cake that makes you rethink your life.”

Sarah smiles. “That sounds dangerous.”

“He’s not friendly,” Maggie adds, cheerfully.

“That’s all right,” Sarah says. “I am.”

From the end of the counter, a man looking for batteries says, “He keeps ducks.”

Maggie snorts. “He feeds them. They don’t keep him.”

Sarah pauses.

Ducks. Tea. Books. A place people describe by what it does.

“Oh,” she says, softly.

She walks the green, bread warm under her arm, K-9 at her heel. Children race a stick along a wall. A man repairs a fence and nods as she passes. The wind carries the smell of water.

And then she sees it.

A narrow-fronted shop with plants in the window and light spilling warm across shelves. A small round table near the counter. Mismatched cups catching afternoon sun. A sign over the door:

Morven Books & Tea

It looks like a room someone built for strangers.

Sarah stops.

Not because it’s strange.

Because it feels like a place that knows how to hold people.

She opens the door.

The bell rings.

The bell is soft. Almost apologetic.

Crowley looks up from the counter with a scowl already in place, a tea towel slung over one shoulder and flour dusting the front of his black shirt like he’s lost a fight with a cloud.

“Shop’s open,” he says, automatically. “Try not to touch anything fragile or alive.”

Sarah steps inside.

The room smells of warm sugar and mint and paper. Plants trail from shelves. Light pools in gentle places. On the small round table sits a plate of something golden and ridiculous—scones, still steaming, one split open and bleeding jam.

The man behind the counter has red hair tied back with a plain elastic, a few rebellious strands escaping to curl against his temples. He wears black like armour, sunglasses indoors like a dare, flour ghosting his shirt in pale fingerprints. There is a faint smear of batter on his knuckle.

He is, unmistakably, wild in the way people become when no one has been watching them for a while.

And for half a second—just half—Sarah’s breath catches.

Not because he is the Doctor.

Because the universe has offered her a familiar outline.

The height. The angle of the shoulders. The way he occupies space as if it’s both a burden and a privilege. It isn’t him. She knows it isn’t. The feel is wrong. The gravity is wrong. This man is rooted in the floor in a way the Doctor never was.

Still.

Something in her remembers how to stand beside that shape.

Sarah blinks.

Not in alarm.

In recognition.

“Oh,” she says.

Crowley’s mouth tightens. He expects confusion. Curiosity. Worship, sometimes. He does not expect… that.

“Well,” he says, “you’ve said it now. Might as well come in properly.”

K-9 rolls over the threshold, tail wagging.

Crowley freezes.

The world tilts.

“…You’ve got a robot dog,” he says faintly.

“Sort of,” Sarah replies. “He’s very polite.”

K-9’s voice is gentle and precise. “Greeting acknowledged. Sensors confirm recent baking activity. Morale impact: significant.”

Crowley stares at him.

Then at Sarah.

Then back at K-9.

“I have,” he says. “I did. Don’t make a thing of it.”

Sarah smiles at him.

It is not small.

It is not tentative.

It is the smile of someone who has walked into danger a thousand times and learned how to greet it like a friend.

“I was told you make tea that can change a person’s life,” she says. “I thought I’d better check.”

Crowley snorts. “People say a lot of rubbish. Sit if you like. Or don’t. I’m not running a spa.”

She sets her bread down carefully, as if the counter matters. She looks around again, slower this time. The books. The cups. The plants. The way the room feels like a held breath.

“You built this,” she says.

It is not a question.

Crowley stiffens. “Objection. Speculation. Also—rude.”

She only tilts her head. “It’s got your fingerprints on it.”

He opens his mouth to deny it, then stops.

“…Tea?” he offers instead.

“Yes, please.”

He moves to the kettle, grumbling under his breath. “Peppermint or Earl Grey. Or I’ve got something experimental that tastes like regret and blueberries.”

“Peppermint sounds lovely.”

He pours. The kettle sings. Steam curls. The shop settles.

Sarah watches him as he moves—careful, irritable, precise. A man who does not want to be kind and keeps doing it anyway. A man who has made a room for strangers and pretends it’s an accident.

He sets the cup down in front of her with unnecessary force.

“There. Life changed.”

She takes a sip.

Her eyes soften.

“Oh,” she says again, this time with wonder.

Crowley’s scowl falters.

Just a fraction.

“Don’t,” he warns. “You’re making a face.”

“It’s a very good face,” she says. “You should be proud.”

“I absolutely should not.”

K-9’s head tilts, scanner light flickering briefly across the room.

“Environmental assessment complete. This location exhibits elevated warmth, reduced threat vectors, and statistically anomalous comfort parameters.”

Crowley exhales. “Traitors. Both of you.”

Sarah laughs.

It’s quiet. Human. It lands in the room like a promise.

“My name’s Sarah,” she says, offering it the way she offers everything: openly. “I’m just passing through.”

Crowley hesitates.

Then, grudgingly, “Crowley.”

She meets his sunglasses without trying to see through them.

“Well,” Sarah says gently, “thank you for building a place like this.”

He doesn’t know why that hits.

He looks away.

“Tea’s three pounds,” he mutters. “And you can’t stay forever.”

She lifts her cup in a small salute.

“Of course not,” she says.

But the room, which has been waiting, does not believe either of them.

The pub is warm in the way only small places manage.

Not curated. Not styled. Just wood that remembers hands, a fire that exists because someone lit it, tables that have held a hundred small lives. Sarah sits with a half-pint she didn’t really want and tells herself—gently, firmly—that it’s time to move on.

Morven is dangerous.

Not in the way Egypt was dangerous. Not in the way Rome cut. In the softer way. The way that says you could belong here. The way the shop smells of bread. The way the hills hold the sky. The way a man with red hair and flour on his shirt pours tea like it matters.

She has learned what happens when she lets herself orbit a fixed point.

So she finishes her drink and rehearses leaving.

Tomorrow, perhaps.

“You’re not from here.”

The voice is kind. Curious. Not territorial.

Sarah looks up to find a man standing beside her table with a notebook tucked under his arm and ink on his fingers. Late forties. Tired in a way that suggests effort rather than defeat.

“No,” she says easily. “Is it that obvious?”

He smiles. “Only to people who’ve stayed.”

He gestures at the chair opposite. “Mind?”

“Not at all.”

He sits. “Tom Fraser. I run the Morven Chronicle. Such as it is.”

“Oh,” Sarah says, delighted despite herself. “A local paper.”

“Four pages on a good week,” Tom admits. “Weather, council, dogs that have ambitions. But it matters. Or at least, I’d like it to.”

She tilts her head. “You write it all yourself?”

“Mostly. I’d like not to.”

They talk. It happens the way it always does when Sarah is herself. She asks about the harbour. About a planning notice she saw pinned in the shop. About the shelter two villages over that’s closing.

Tom watches her in growing astonishment.

“You’re a journalist,” he says finally.

She laughs. “I used to be.”

“You still are,” he replies. “You just stopped being paid.”

She doesn’t contradict him.

He rubs a thumb along the edge of his notebook. “I could use someone like you. Someone who asks the right questions. Who notices things.”

Sarah looks at the fire. At the room. At the ordinary magic of people talking.

“I’m only passing through,” she says.

“So am I,” Tom replies. “Been doing it twenty years.”

She smiles.

“There’s a problem,” he adds, apologetic. “I can’t afford you.”

She turns back to him. “What can you afford?”

He names a number that makes him wince.

Sarah thinks of hotels. Of packing. Of always being the woman with a suitcase.

“I don’t need much,” she says slowly. “Just… enough.”

Tom stares at her.

“It wouldn’t be permanent,” he says.

She lifts her glass in a small, wry salute. “Nothing ever is.”

They shake hands.

Later, walking back through the quiet streets, Sarah feels the place settle around her—not as a trap, not as a promise. Just as a room she is allowed to stand in for a while.

She tells herself she can still leave.

She also, without quite admitting it, buys a notebook in the morning.

And stops at Morven Books & Tea on the way to work.

It begins with a disagreement about parking.

The Bentley has settled into her usual place at the edge of the green—angled just so. Close enough that Crowley can see her through the shop window. Far enough that no one mistakes her for ordinary. Rain stipples her bonnet. Her engine idles in a low, proprietary hum.

K-9 rolls past on a patrol Sarah did not technically assign.

He stops.

Sensors sweep. Anomalous mass. Elevated emotional field. Internal combustion engine exhibiting adaptive behaviour beyond standard mechanical parameters.

He advances.

The Bentley’s mirrors adjust a fraction.

K-9 tilts his head.

“Salutations. You are a vehicle.”

The Bentley’s headlights brighten by a degree too small for anyone human to notice.

K-9 recalculates.

“Correction: you are a conveyance exhibiting emergent sentience and loyalty-pattern reinforcement. Designation: guardian-class adjunct.”

The Bentley’s engine deepens, protective.

K-9’s scanner light flickers once across her frame, then retracts.

“Primary human exhibits elevated distress markers,” he reports calmly. “Secondary environment indicates partial stabilization. This is… statistically significant.”

The Bentley does not move. She simply is there, a presence shaped like a car.

K-9 processes.

“Sarah Jane Smith maintains attachment vectors to multiple external anchors,” he says. “Current location includes one such anchor.”

The Bentley’s radio clicks on of its own accord. Not music—just a soft, steady tone, like an open road waiting.

K-9’s tail lifts.

“Amendment to operational framework,” he announces to no one.
“New subroutine: Bentley—monitoring and liaison. Priority: parallel to Sarah Jane Smith environmental safety protocols.”

The Bentley’s windscreen wipers twitch once, almost a nod.

K-9 rolls a fraction closer, careful not to intrude.

“Objective: cooperative influence. Method: non-intrusive alignment of trajectories. Outcome: increased probability of long-term stability for primary humans.”

The Bentley eases her brakes.

Agreement.

From that day on, paths intersect with improbable gentleness.
Engines hesitate at useful moments.
Leads shorten.
Doors open.

Neither human ever names it.

But sometimes, when Crowley locks up for the night, the Bentley is parked closer to the shop than he remembers.

And sometimes, when Sarah looks up from her notes, K-9 is waiting at the end of the street as if he has been guided.

Two guardians.

Sharing a watch.

And very quietly, teaching the world how to hold its people.

They settle into one another the way weather does.

Not with declarations. With rhythm.

Sarah comes in most mornings before work. Crowley pours tea without asking which kind. She brings Tom’s paper and leaves it folded on the counter. He pretends not to read it. He reads every word.

They talk about ordinary things.

The weather, because Scotland insists on it.
The ducks, because they are impossible.
Maggie’s biscuits, because they are heroic in their mediocrity.
Whether peppermint counts as “proper” tea.

“You’re exhausting,” Crowley tells her one Tuesday.

“Thank you,” Sarah replies brightly.

He snaps at her for straightening a stack of books. She apologizes and does it again more carefully. He mutters. She smiles. It works.

Sometimes she stays and writes at the little round table, K-9 parked beside her like punctuation. Crowley moves around them, grumbling, refilling cups, pretending this is not exactly the shape he built the place for.

They are not close.

They are adjacent.

Which is how real belonging begins.

The Goldeneyes become news on a Wednesday.

Sarah hears it in the pub first—two men near the bar, one of them red-faced and indignant.

“They’re a nuisance,” he says. “Mess everywhere. Council should’ve sorted them years ago.”

“They’re wildfowl,” someone else counters. “Been there longer than you.”

“Aye, well. I’ve filed. It’s unsanitary.”

Sarah does not turn around.

She goes home and makes a phone call. Then another. She writes a small, precise piece for the paper. She doesn’t mention Crowley. She doesn’t mention the shop. She names them properly—Goldeneye. She frames it in terms the village understands: breeding habitat, heritage species, balance. A loch that holds birds like these is not a problem. It is a responsibility.

By Friday, an environmental group has taken an interest.

By Monday, the council quietly backs down.

The Goldeneyes go on being Goldeneyes.

Crowley finds out because the man comes into the shop in a temper, slaps a coin on the counter, and complains into the steam.

“That woman from the paper’s a menace,” he says. “Dragged in some bird people from Inverness. Now they’re saying the loch’s protected. Protected! For Goldeneyes.”

Crowley pauses with the kettle halfway to a cup.

“Terrible,” he says flatly.

The man harrumphs and leaves.

Crowley stands there a moment, then pours the tea he no longer needs.

He does not ask Sarah.
He does not thank her.

He watches her later, through the window, laughing with Tom outside the paper office, and something in him eases.

That evening, when he walks up to the loch with seed in his pocket, the birds lift their dark heads, eyes catching the last of the light like sparks.

They advance with their usual affronted dignity.

Crowley crouches.

“Carry on,” he tells them. “You’re safe.”

They hiss anyway.

He smiles.

The goat is winning.

Not by much. But enough to make it personal.

It has escaped from the smallholding at the edge of Morven and is currently making excellent time across the green, pursued by a red-faced child of about ten who is carrying a length of rope and the crushing certainty that this is now entirely their fault.

Sarah sees it from the paper office window.

“Oh,” she says.

By the time she gets outside, Crowley is already there.

He has not planned to be. He was carrying a crate of books from the Bentley when a blur of horns and attitude streaked past his knees. The child followed, breathless and near tears.

“Sorry—sorry—I can’t—he’s not meant—”

Crowley pivots, instinct taking over.

“All right, all right,” he snaps. “Don’t panic. He feeds on that.”

The goat skids, reconsiders, and launches itself toward the loch.

Crowley swears.

He moves—not fast in a flashy way, just precisely. He steps into the goat’s line of thought rather than its path. A hand lifts. Not commanding. Redirecting.

“Not there,” he murmurs.

The goat veers.

Crowley walks.

Not chasing.

Shepherding.

The child stumbles to a halt, watching in disbelief as the strange man in black guides the animal in a widening arc, never touching it, never raising his voice. The goat slows. Hesitates. Allows itself to be found.

Crowley reaches out and catches one horn, gentle as a promise.

“There,” he says. “See? You’re not lost. You’re just dramatic.”

The goat bleats.

Sarah has stopped a few paces away.

She sees the way he’s crouched in the grass, one hand steady on the animal, the other braced on his knee. She sees how he has turned his face aside from the child—instinctively, reflexively—so that whatever is in his eyes remains shielded.

“Is he—?” the child asks, small.

“He’s fine,” Crowley says. “Just offended.”

The child laughs, shaky.

“I thought he’d go in the water.”

“He considered it,” Crowley admits. “Decided against. Not a swimmer.”

He passes the rope back.

“Go on. You’ve got him.”

The child beams, ties the knot with trembling hands, and scampers off, goat in tow, calling thanks over their shoulder.

Crowley straightens.

And forgets.

He forgets because the wind shifts. Because the afternoon is soft. Because for once there is no one he needs to guard against.

Sarah is watching him.

Not with fear.

With something that feels like home.

His sunglasses are off.

Just for a moment.

Just long enough for her to see that his eyes are not human at all.

Gold, yes—but slit through with vertical pupils, reflective in a way no person’s eyes ever are. Serpentine. Ancient. A predator’s gaze, unsoftened by biology or apology.

They are the eyes of something that has never belonged on Earth.

And yet.

They are gentle.

They hold no hunger. No threat. Only watchfulness. Only care.

He realises.

Freezes.

The glasses are back on in a heartbeat.

Too late.

Sarah doesn’t gasp.

Doesn’t step back.

Doesn’t do the small, human recoil he has learned to expect.

She simply smiles at him the way she always does—steady, warm, unafraid.

“Thank you,” she says quietly. “You were very kind.”

He opens his mouth to deflect.

Stops.

Because she isn’t afraid.

She never was.

“Don’t make a thing of it,” he mutters.

She doesn’t.

She just walks beside him back toward the shop, and for the first time since Heaven, Crowley does not feel like a secret.

He feels… seen.

He hears about it the way small towns tell secrets—sideways.

Tom comes in one afternoon for tea, rain in his hair and proofs under his arm. He stands at the counter complaining about the council’s insistence on repainting a bench that no one sits on, then pauses.

“Her birthday’s this week,” he says, as if it’s an afterthought.

Crowley doesn’t look up. “Whose.”

“Sarah’s. Friday, I think. We tried to buy her a pint last night. She wouldn’t have it. Said she was ‘past the age where numbers are friends.’”

He gives a rueful smile. “She’s not difficult. Just… I think it’s tender, somehow.”

Crowley pours the tea too fast. It slops.

“People are allowed to be tender,” he mutters.

Tom shrugs. “Aye. Still. Would’ve been nice to make a fuss.”

He leaves with his cup, the bell chiming softly behind him.

Crowley stands there long after the kettle has gone quiet.

He doesn’t do birthdays. They’re celestial nonsense. Time is fake. Years are an accounting error.

Except.

He remembers a conversation from a week ago. Sarah leaning on the counter, watching steam rise.

“I always liked lemon sponge,” she’d said idly. “My aunt used to make one every year. Nothing fancy. Just… bright.”

He’d scoffed. “Lemon. Aggressively optimistic.”

She’d smiled. “That’s why it works.”

He tells himself it’s stupid.

He tells himself it’s coincidence.

He tells himself it’s none of his business.

He bakes anyway.

The cake is small. Just enough for four slices. He gets flour on his sleeves and sugar in his hair. He swears at the oven when it runs hot. He tastes the icing and scowls at it until it behaves.

He puts it under a glass dome on the counter Friday morning, beside a single unlit candle.

When Sarah comes in, she’s talking to K-9 about a missing cat.

She stops.

Her eyes find the cake.

Crowley does not look at her.

“Before you start,” he says, brisk. “It’s not a party. It’s… surplus. I made too much. Happens.”

She swallows.

“It’s lemon,” she says.

He finally glances up. “So?”

“So,” she says quietly, “it’s my favourite.”

He scowls. “Lucky accident.”

She doesn’t laugh.

She steps closer, fingers hovering over the glass.

“You didn’t have to,” she says.

“I didn’t,” he agrees. “Which is why I did.”

She looks at him then—not searching, not startled. Just… seen.

“Oh,” she says, the word warm this time.

He lights the candle without ceremony and sets a plate in front of her.

“You’re not allowed to pretend it’s nothing,” he adds. “But you’re also not allowed to make it a thing.”

Her smile trembles.

“All right,” she says. “Just a cake, then.”

She closes her eyes.

Makes a wish.

Crowley looks away.

Outside, Morven goes on being itself.

Inside, a woman who thought she had no right to be marked by time eats lemon sponge in a shop that knows how to listen.

And a demon who pretends not to care stands guard over a candle’s flame.

The sky breaks without ceremony.

One moment Morven is grey and holding. The next, thunder cracks so close it feels personal, and the rain comes down in sheets, sudden and merciless.

Sarah is halfway across the green when she hears it.

Crowley is already there.

They see each other at the same time—two figures caught between shop and paper office, wind tearing at coats, rain flattening hair.

“Of course,” Crowley shouts over the storm. “Of course it waits until I’m carrying books.”

Sarah laughs. It’s helpless and bright, the kind of laugh that says well, here we are.

They run.

Not together, not apart—converging from different angles toward the same refuge. Water soaks through Sarah’s sleeves. Crowley’s boots skid on stone. Another thunderclap splits the air and Sarah yelps, then laughs again.

“You all right?” Crowley barks.

“Fine!” she calls back. “You?”

“Deeply offended!”

They reach the shop door together. Crowley fumbles the key, swears, then they’re inside, breathless, dripping, wind following them in before he slams the door shut.

The shop is dim and breathing.

Rain hammers the windows. The plants shiver.

Crowley rakes wet hair back from his face. “I’m getting towels.”

He vanishes up the narrow stairs.

Sarah stands in the quiet that follows. The storm roars around the shop like something alive.

Then the lights go out.

The shop goes dark, sudden and complete.

Sarah stills.

“Crowley?”

“Power,” he calls from above. “Brilliant. Just—stay there.”

She doesn’t.

She moves by memory, hands brushing the counter, the tea table. Her fingers find a small candle in a saucer—left from a power cut weeks ago. She strikes a match.

The flame is small.

Steady.

Enough.

She climbs the stairs, candle cupped in her palm.

The loft smells of rain and paper and something sweet left half-finished.

Crowley stands near the window, towel in hand, hair darkened by water. He’s bent slightly forward, scrubbing at his face with more force than necessary.

Sarah stops in the doorway.

The candlelight finds him.

Not all at once. Not dramatically. Just enough to soften edges. To pick out the curve of his cheek, the line of his jaw, the way his shoulders have gone tight.

His sunglasses are off.

He freezes.

For one suspended moment, neither of them moves.

Thunder rolls in the distance.

Crowley lowers the towel slowly.

“You… didn’t have to come up,” he says.

Sarah steps in. The candlelight lifts and settles around him.

“I thought you might need one,” she says gently, holding it up. “The stairs are a bit treacherous.”

He swallows.

He cannot quite tell what she saw.

He knows she might have.

But he isn’t certain.

And that uncertainty is worse than fear.

“You shouldn’t—” he starts.

She sets the candle on the little table by the window.

The flame steadies.

She doesn’t stare.

She doesn’t flinch.

She only looks at him the way she always does: present. Kind. Unafraid.

“You don’t have to hide from me,” she says.

It isn’t accusation.

It’s invitation.

Crowley’s mouth opens.

Closes.

The storm beats on, relentless.

“People don’t… usually mean that,” he says finally. “They think they do. Then something’s different. Then they don’t.”

She nods, slow.

“I know.”

He laughs once, without humour. “No, you don’t.”

Sarah steps closer.

Not into him. Just near enough that the space between them becomes shared.

“I’ve stood in rooms with gods,” she says softly. “I’ve watched the impossible tear itself open. I’ve loved someone who was never going to stay. I’m not frightened of difference, Crowley. I’m frightened of being left in it.”

He exhales.

Rain tracks down the window behind him like veins of light.

“I don’t want you to see me and decide I’m… a problem to be solved.”

She smiles, small and sure.

“You’re not a problem,” she says. “You’re a person.”

The candle flickers.

He closes his eyes.

Just for a moment.

And in that moment, he lets himself believe her.

The storm does not move on.

It settles in, thick and deliberate, rain needling the windows, thunder pacing the hills like something too large to be seen. The shop creaks. The loft holds.

They sit on opposite ends of the narrow sofa at first, damp towels draped over a chair, the candle between them on the low table like a third, quiet presence.

Crowley has found a bottle.

It appears from nowhere, as bottles often do around him, dark glass beaded with cold. He doesn’t open it yet. He just turns it in his hands, watching the light bend through it.

“You always get weather like this?” Sarah asks.

“No,” he says. “Sometimes it pretends to be polite.”

She smiles.

The silence stretches, not awkward. Settling.

“So,” she says eventually. “You said once you were… in education.”

He snorts. “I said I attempted education. Briefly. Catastrophically.”

She leans back, interested.

“There was this kid,” he says. “Supposed to be… important. Very. End of the world important. All prophecies and trumpets and everyone losing their minds over whether he’d grow up to be a monster or a messiah.”

“And?” Sarah asks.

“And he grew up to be a perfectly ordinary, deeply irritating American boy who put frogs in microwaves and thought homework was a conspiracy.”

She laughs, startled and real.

“I tried,” Crowley says. “Honestly did. Subtle nudges. Suggestions. Encouraged empathy. Recycling. Not setting things on fire.”

“Heroic,” she says solemnly.

“He called me ‘Miss Pointy Shoes’ and asked if I was in the mafia.”

Sarah’s shoulders shake.

“And the world?”

“Did not end,” Crowley admits grudgingly. “Turns out destiny is… optional. Who knew.”

He takes a breath, then another story, softer around the edges. About a bookshop in London. About centuries of small arrangements. About trying, in ways that never quite worked, to bend terrible systems a fraction away from terrible outcomes.

He does not say Aziraphale’s name at first.

But Sarah feels the pauses.

They come like shallow places in a river—moments where his voice slows, where something careful moves behind his eyes. A space shaped like a person.

She does not ask.

She doesn’t need to.

Somewhere in the middle of a sentence about disasters that didn’t quite happen, Crowley’s voice catches on a word he doesn’t finish.

He looks at the bottle.

Twists the cap.

The sound is small in the storm.

He pours.

Takes a swallow.

Then, after a moment, pushes the glass across to her.

“You don’t have to.”

She considers him.

Then the glass.

“All right,” she says.

She takes a careful sip.

It burns, bright and clean, like something that insists on being noticed.

She coughs once, recovers with dignity.

“That’s… serious.”

“Ancient,” he says. “Like regret, but distilled.”

She smiles into the rim of the glass.

“You know,” she says, thoughtful, “I don’t really believe in apocalypses.”

Crowley arches an eyebrow.

“Oh?”

“I believe people think they’re in them,” she clarifies. “All the time. Cultures build stories about endings because they’re frightened of change, or because they want to feel important inside chaos.”

He watches her closely.

“But,” she continues, “I do believe in systems. In power. In the way structures teach people what kind of choices they’re allowed to make.”

She glances at him, gentle and sharp all at once.

“And I believe you tried to push back.”

He looks away.

The storm presses closer to the glass.

They drink.

They talk.

The candle burns lower.

And between the thunder and the quiet, something settles into place that neither of them names—but both of them recognize as real.

Sarah turns the glass in her hands.

“You know,” she says slowly, “I didn’t meet him chasing mystery. Not really. I met him thinking he was the enemy. Military project. Secrets. Strange machines. I was absolutely convinced he was the bad guy.”

Crowley gives a short, approving hum.

“He was… older then. White hair. Serious. Velvet jackets. Looked like he belonged in a command room, not a police box. I spent weeks trying to expose him.”

“And?” Crowley asks.

“And he saved the world,” she says. “Several times. While making tea.”

Crowley snorts.

“But the first time I truly lost him,” she continues, “wasn’t Aberdeen. It was before that. He was dying. Radiation. Whole planet at risk. We were standing in a lab that smelled like burning metal, and he was trying to make me smile.”

Her voice softens.

“He said, ‘A tear, Sarah Jane? No, don’t cry. While there’s life there’s—’”

She stops.

Crowley doesn’t interrupt.

“He never finished,” she says. “He just… changed. New face. New voice. Same man.”

She exhales.

“I learned then that loving him meant watching him leave without going anywhere. Over and over. That he would always be both the same and not the same. That I’d never get to keep the version I knew.”

Crowley stares into his glass.

“That’s… cruel,” he says.

She smiles faintly. “It’s just how he is.”

A pause.

“Years later,” she adds, “he left me in Aberdeen. Promised he’d be back. Smiled. Vanished. That time he didn’t change. He just… didn’t return.”

Crowley’s jaw tightens.

“I waited,” she says. “You do, when someone’s taught you that waiting is part of the story. Eventually UNIT came. The Brigadier took me home. Everyone said I was lucky. That it had been dangerous. That it was over.”

She shrugs.

“He never came back. Not then. Not for years.”

Crowley rises without a word, crosses to the cupboard, and returns with something wrapped in paper. He pushes it into her hands.

“Eat.”

She blinks. “I’m not—”

“Eat anyway.”

It’s a slice of lemon cake.

Still soft. Still bright.

She takes a bite.

Crowley pretends he isn’t watching the way her shoulders ease, the way she closes her eyes for half a second as if letting something land.

He doesn’t yet know why that matters.

Only that it does.

The bottle is half-lower. The candle has burned into a shallow pool of light. Rain still lashes the windows as if the night has decided to stay.

Sarah’s words taper off.

Not because she’s finished.

Because she’s tired.

It shows in the small things: the way she blinks a fraction longer between thoughts, the way her shoulders sag when she exhales, the way the glass rests forgotten in her hands.

Crowley notices.

Of course he does.

“You’re done,” he says gently.

She frowns. “I’m fine.”

“You’re exhausted.”

She considers arguing. Thinks better of it.

“It’s still pouring,” she says instead. “I can’t very well drive.”

“You’re not,” he replies.

She lifts her chin. “I’ll sleep on the sofa.”

He snorts. “Absolutely not.”

“Crowley—”

“You’re taking the bed. I’ll take the couch. End of discussion.”

“That’s ridiculous. It’s your—”

“I don’t care,” he says, more firmly than he means to. Then softer: “You’ve had enough endings for one night.”

She hesitates.

He stands, crosses to a drawer, rummages, and produces a black T-shirt with a faded constellation printed across the front.

“It’s clean,” he says. “Probably. Close enough. Bathroom’s there. Towels are in the cupboard.”

She looks at the shirt.

At him.

“You don’t have to—”

“I do,” he says simply.

She takes it.

The loft door clicks shut behind her.

Crowley sits very still.

He listens to the storm.

To the pipes.

To the quiet, ordinary sounds of someone washing up in his space.

When she comes back, hair damp, wearing his shirt like it belongs to her, he doesn’t comment. He just gestures toward the bedroom.

The room is small. Spare. Bed made with care. A plant on the windowsill that leans toward the light even at night.

She pauses in the doorway.

“You’re sure?”

He nods.

She steps in.

Crowley waits.

He hears the bed shift. The soft rustle of fabric. The moment where she settles, careful not to disturb what isn’t hers.

He stands at the threshold.

Doesn’t enter.

Doesn’t leave.

Just… keeps watch.

Rain drums on the roof.

Sarah’s breathing evens.

Crowley remains until he is certain.

Until the storm outside is no longer the loudest thing in the world.

Then, quietly, he turns away and lies down on the sofa beneath a blanket he doesn’t remember fetching.

He does not sleep.

He listens.

And for the first time in a very long while, the night does not feel empty.

Morning in Morven arrives the way it always does—without drama.

The storm has spent itself. The world is rinsed clean. Hills breathe steam. Water beads on leaves like a second sky. The shop smells faintly of tea and rain and something warm.

Sarah wakes slowly.

Not in the jolt of hotels or borrowed rooms, but in that soft, domestic way that tells her she has been allowed to rest. For a moment she doesn’t know where she is.

Then she remembers.

Crowley.
The storm.
The candle.
His voice in the dark.

She sits up, hair in disarray, wearing a T-shirt that smells faintly of ozone and books and him.

“Oh,” she murmurs.

Embarrassment blooms—not sharp, just warm. She remembers talking. Remembering. Being seen. She hadn’t meant to unload. It simply… happened.

And he didn’t flinch.

She swings her legs out of bed, washes, smooths her hair with her hands. Pauses in the doorway, listening.

Downstairs, there’s the clink of a kettle. The low murmur of Crowley’s voice on the phone.

“Yes. I know. She’ll be in later. No, I said later, not ‘missing.’ Don’t make it dramatic. She’s fine. Just—tell him.”

A beat.

“Yes, Tom. I fed her.”

Sarah smiles despite herself.

She goes down.

Crowley looks up from the counter. He’s already in black, hair tied back, mug in hand. The shop is open. The world is functioning.

“You sleep well?” he asks, too casually.

“Yes,” she says. “Thank you.”

A pause.

“About last night—”

“You don’t owe me an explanation,” he says immediately. Then, after a fraction, “But you can have tea.”

They stand in the fragile morning light, both a little unsure of where the lines have shifted. Sarah watches him from the corner of her eye.

Crowley is turned slightly away, as if giving her space without making a thing of it. His hands busy themselves with the kettle, then the cups, then nothing at all. He doesn’t meet her gaze until she speaks. When he does, it’s quick, almost cautious, like he’s bracing for something she hasn’t said.

It occurs to her—not with sadness, just clarity—that he moves like someone who has learned not to assume. Not to expect.

She doesn’t reach for him. She simply stands there, letting him see that she’s still here.

Whatever last night changed, it hasn’t broken the shape of them.

It has only made it quieter.

The bell rings.

They both turn.

The constable stands in the doorway, cap in hand, rain still darkening the shoulders of his coat.

“Morning,” he says. “Sorry to intrude.”

Crowley’s mouth tightens. “Shop’s open.”

“Not about tea,” the constable replies gently. “Tourists. Couple from Leeds. Didn’t make it back from the ridge last night before the storm hit. We’re organizing a search.”

Sarah sets her cup down.

“We’ve got folk out already,” he continues. “But someone mentioned… well. Your dog.”

“Tracking capability acknowledged,” says a precise, resonant voice from the doorway.

The constable startles and turns.

K-9 stands just outside the threshold, rain beaded along his casing, ears lifting as if he has only just decided to join the conversation.

Crowley blinks. “How long have you been lurking out there?”

“Observation: the Bentley’s perimeter integrity is satisfactory,” K-9 replies. “Secondary observation: human distress indicators within this establishment warranted intervention.”

Sarah’s mouth curves despite herself.

The constable exhales. “Right. That’s… helpful.”

K-9 rolls forward, unbothered by the attention.

“Query,” he continues. “Are the missing humans in possession of personal items suitable for olfactory reference?”

“Yes,” the constable says, recovering. “Their rucksacks. We’ve got those.”

“Then probability of successful location increases by thirty-eight percent,” K-9 informs him. “I am prepared.”

Sarah is already reaching for her coat.

“Of course,” she says again, and this time it feels less like agreement and more like purpose.

Crowley watches her.

Not with fear.

With something like recognition.

“I’ll get your scarf,” he says, because that is what he does: turns crisis into logistics.

Outside, Morven is gathering itself.

K-9 stops at the mouth of the ravine.

Not dramatically. Just… halts.

The wind threads through stone and heather. Water runs in thin silver lines down the rock face. Beneath it, a dark crease in the earth opens into shadow.

The constable swallows.

“Right,” he says. “That’s… further than I’d hoped.”

K-9 tilts his head.

“Olfactory trace confirmed. The missing humans proceeded into this geological structure.”

A murmur ripples through the volunteers.

“That’s a cave system,” someone says.

“And not a small one,” another adds.

The constable rubs the back of his neck. “We’ll need to wait for proper rescue—ropes, lights, people trained for it. I’m not sending anyone down there blind.”

Sarah steps forward.

“I’ve been in worse.”

Crowley makes a sound like a choking kettle.

“You have not been in worse than a collapsing Scottish cave full of water and regret.”

She turns to him, calm. “Crowley.”

“No. No. Absolutely not. You are not going down a hole in the ground because someone else made a poor navigational choice in a rainstorm.”

K-9 rolls to the edge, sensors flaring.

“Life-signs detected. Faint. Depth: significant. Delay increases risk.”

Sarah looks at the constable. “How long before the rescue team arrives?”

“Hour, maybe two,” he says. “Weather slowed them.”

She nods once.

Crowley’s heart does something profoundly unhelpful.

He sees her as he saw her last night—small, human, brave without spectacle. He sees water and stone and the way the world eats people who don’t belong to it.

And somewhere in him, old memory stirs: stories of bodies pulled from dark places. Of lungs filled. Of people who didn’t come back.

He steps in front of her.

“No.”

It’s quiet.

Final.

She looks at him, surprised by the weight of it.

“Crowley—”

“I will go,” he says. “If someone is going down there, it’s me. You can tell me where to walk. The tin dog can tell me where to turn. I am very difficult to kill.”

“That’s not the point,” she says softly.

“It is entirely the point.”

He lowers his voice. “You don’t get to be the one who disappears.”

She holds his gaze.

For a moment, it is not about caves.

It is about Aberdeen.
About doors closing.
About waiting.

“Crowley,” she says gently, “I am not leaving you. I am walking ten metres into the dark with a torch and a dog who can see through rock.”

His jaw tightens.

“You say that like it’s comforting.”

She reaches out—not to grab him. Just to rest her fingers briefly against his sleeve.

“I came back this morning,” she says.

That lands.

Not dramatically.

But completely.

He exhales.

“…Fine,” he mutters. “But I’m coming with you. I have excellent night vision and a long-standing professional relationship with subterranean nonsense.”

K-9 swivels.

“Assessment: dual entry increases probability of success by fourteen percent.”

Crowley glares at him. “You’re supposed to be on my side.”

“I am on Sarah Jane’s side,” K-9 replies calmly.

Crowley snorts. “Traitor.”

But he steps in beside her as they move toward the cave mouth.

Close.

Not touching.

Not letting go.

It narrows quickly.

The mouth of the cave gives way to a long, sloping corridor where the stone has been chewed thin by water and time. Every step shifts. Pebbles slide. The air smells metallic and old.

Crowley takes off his sunglasses.

“See better this way,” he mutters, as if that explains nothing at all.

Sarah clocks it.

Doesn’t comment.

K-9 moves ahead, scanning, projecting a narrow beam of light across the floor. Crowley shadows him, eyes flicking between the rock face and Sarah’s footing.

“Left’s bad,” Crowley says quietly. “Hollow under there.”

“Confirmed,” K-9 replies. “Structural weakness at seventy percent probability.”

“Right then,” Crowley says. “We like the middle. The middle is our friend.”

They move in a strange, seamless rhythm—machine and demon, logic and instinct. K-9 maps. Crowley reads the stone like a language he learned before bones were invented.

“Three steps,” Crowley murmurs. “Then pause.”

Sarah obeys.

A slab of shale slides away under her boot.

She goes down.

So does K-9.

The floor gives with a sound like a breath being pulled from the world.

Sarah yelps.

Dust roars.

Crowley does not think.

Wings burst into being in a flare of impossible dark, catching the light like spilled night. He dives, grabs her around the waist, and wrenches her back from the drop.

K-9 clatters against a ledge below, sparking as he lands hard.

Sarah is still in Crowley’s arms when the dust settles.

Her hands are knotted in his coat.

Silence crashes in behind it.

“You all right?” he asks, hoarse.

She nods, breath ragged. “Yes—yes—thank you—”

Then she sees K-9.

He lies on a slanted ledge below, one side dark, casing split. There’s a sharp crack—a sound too much like bone—and smoke curls from a seam.

It’s terrifying in the old way.

Not alien invasion terrifying.

Losing family terrifying.

Sarah drops to her knees instantly, hands already reaching.

“Oh no—no, no, no—K-9, talk to me—”

Crowley is across the chamber before he thinks.

Not with drama.

With instinct.

He doesn’t snap his fingers. He doesn’t glow. He just lifts one hand and exhales, the way someone does when blowing dust from a book.

The smoke thins.

Then vanishes.

K-9’s lights flicker.

A beat.

Then:

“Operational integrity restored. Systems nominal.”

Sarah freezes.

“K-9?”

“All primary functions are within optimal parameters,” he continues calmly. “Minor surge event neutralized.”

She presses her forehead briefly to his casing, relief shaking through her.

Behind her, Crowley has already stepped back. Sunglasses are in place again. His hand lowers as if nothing happened.

Sarah turns.

Doesn’t accuse.

Doesn’t gasp.

Just looks at him.

“You didn’t have to do that,” she says.

He shrugs, too quickly. “He’s part of you.”

Which is the most honest thing he could possibly say.

She rises and steps closer—not into his space, just near enough that he isn’t alone in it.

“Thank you,” she says.

The cave opens into a narrow chamber where the ceiling dips low and the floor turns treacherous, slick with mineral sheen. Water drips somewhere in the dark, slow and patient.

K-9 halts.

“Life signs detected,” he reports. “Two humans. Elevated stress markers. Mobility impairment probable.”

Sarah exhales. “All right. Let’s find them.”

Crowley mutters something under his breath about “absolutely cursed hobbies” and follows close behind her, one hand hovering near her back without quite touching.

They find them huddled against the rock wall.

A man with his ankle twisted at a wrong angle. A woman wrapped in his coat, shivering, lips tinged blue. Their torch lies dead between them.

The man looks up in wild relief. “Thank God—”

Crowley is there a heartbeat later.

He takes in the scene with an old, precise stillness. Not panic. Assessment.

“Hypothermia,” he murmurs. “Shock. That ankle’s fractured at best. How long have you been down here?”

“Since last night,” the man says hoarsely. “We… we thought it was a shortcut.”

Crowley exhales through his nose. “Everyone always does.”

He shrugs out of his coat and wraps it around the woman’s shoulders without ceremony, firm but gentle. Then he crouches at the man’s side, already steadying the injured leg as if his hands have been waiting for this shape of problem.

“This is going to hurt,” he says, not unkindly. “But if I don’t align it, you won’t walk out of here at all.”

The man nods, eyes glassy.

Crowley’s fingers are warm.

Not human-warm. Something steadier. Regulated. As if warmth itself answers to him.

He sets the bone in one clean motion.

The man cries out.

Crowley holds him through it, one hand braced at his shoulder, voice low and constant.

“Breathe. There you go. Stay with me. You’re doing fine.”

Sarah realizes she has stopped moving.

Not because she is afraid.

Because she is watching.

The way he keeps his body between the injured man and the water.
The way he speaks, not to command, but to anchor.
The way his hands do not hesitate, do not fumble, do not seek permission from doubt.

He told her he was a demon.

He’d said it lightly. Like a bad joke you stop trying to correct.
He’d said something once about sauntering vaguely downward.

A fall.

Her mind, traitorous and precise, begins assembling pieces.

Not emotionally.

Structurally.

Healing.
Roads.
Travelers.
Medicine practiced as craft, not spectacle.

The stories she read as a girl. The ones UNIT pretended not to know. The ones the Doctor dismissed as metaphors until they weren’t.

Raphael.

Not the flaming one.
Not the trumpet one.
The quiet one who walked beside people and kept them alive long enough to reach the next morning.

Her gaze drops to Crowley’s hands as he finishes the bandage. The way his fingers linger, checking circulation. The way he keeps talking, gently, until the man’s shaking slows.

Medicine had a symbol once.

A staff.
Wings.
A serpent.

A caduceus.

A winged snake.

She exhales, very softly.

A demon, he says.

But demons don’t do this.

Not first.
Not instinctively.
Not when no one is watching.

Sarah doesn’t say anything.

She doesn’t look at his eyes.
She doesn’t say angel.

She files it away the way she files everything dangerous and true.

Carefully.

And later—much later—when she finally says, lightly,

“You know… you never really act like the thing you call yourself,”

he will stare at her as if she’s spoken in a foreign language.

And she will only smile.

Because by then she will already know:

Whatever Crowley fell from,

he never stopped being what he was made to be.

They don’t move again until Sarah and K-9 reach the upper chamber where the rock thins and the air changes.

She braces herself against the wall, radio lifted.

“Morven Search, this is Sarah Jane Smith. We have located the missing hikers. Cave system east of the ridge—north fork. One fractured ankle, both hypothermic but conscious. We need a stretcher team and thermal gear.”

Static.

Then: “Copy that, Sarah. We’re on our way.”

She lowers the radio.

Crowley is already scowling.

“You could have slipped,” he says flatly. “That ledge wasn’t stable.”

“I was careful.”

“You always are. Right up until the moment you aren’t.”

She meets his eyes, calm. “They needed us.”

“Yes,” he snaps. “And I’d rather you didn’t die being correct about it.”

The rescue team arrives within the hour—helmets, ropes, practiced calm. The hikers are bundled, lifted, reassured. The cave fills with human voices and careful efficiency.

Crowley watches it all with barely contained irritation.

If it were just them, he’d already have them on the surface. He’d have taken Sarah in one arm, K-9 in the other, and been done with it.

But Sarah is still here, kneeling beside the woman, holding her hand, making sure she’s warm.

Of course she is.

He exhales through his nose.

“Typical,” he mutters.

They begin the long walk out.

The rescue team moves slowly, burdened by stretchers and uneven ground. K-9 follows, but his casing slips on wet stone; his treads hesitate on shale.

Crowley watches him stumble once.

That’s enough.

He stops, kneels, and uncoils a length of rope.

“What are you doing?” Sarah asks.

“Making this less ridiculous.”

He threads the rope through K-9’s frame with practiced efficiency, looping it into a harness across his own shoulders.

“K-9, remain stationary,” he says.

“Query: is this transport method safe?” K-9 asks.

“Safer than you face-planting into a ravine,” Crowley replies.

He lifts.

K-9 settles against his back, surprisingly light, eyes swiveling.

“Transport status: acceptable,” K-9 reports.

Sarah stares at him.

“You don’t have to—”

“I know,” Crowley says. “But I am.”

He straightens, adjusting the weight, and mutters, “Honestly. One metal dog and suddenly I’m a pack animal.”

She walks beside him.

Not touching.

Not leaving.

The rescue team glances back once, puzzled, then simply accepts it.

Because this is Morven now.

And Crowley, carrying Sarah’s companion without complaint—well. Without much complaint—fits into the shape of the day.

He doesn’t fly.

He doesn’t vanish.

He walks.

With them.

All the way out.

It happens in the late afternoon, when Morven is exhaling.

The shop door is open. Sarah’s voice drifts out in fragments—thanking someone, promising to check a fact, laughing. Crowley is in the back garden, swearing quietly at a stubborn knot in a hose.

The Bentley has drifted into her preferred place at the edge of the green. Not blocking anything. Not quite in a marked spot. Close enough that Crowley can see her through the window if he glances up.

She idles.

Not for transport.

For presence.

K-9 rolls down the street on a circuit Sarah did not formally assign. His sensors sweep habitually—movement, pressure, heat, anomaly.

He stops.

The Bentley’s mirrors adjust by a fraction.

K-9 advances.

“Salutations,” he says. “Guardian Bentley.”
The volume of his speech lowers slightly, becoming almost conspiratorial.

“Sarah Jane Smith maintains multiple attachment vectors,” he continues. “Current location includes one such anchor.”

The Bentley’s radio clicks on of its own accord. Not music—just a low, steady tone, like an open road waiting.

K-9’s tail lifts.

“Observation,” he says. “Crowley previously oriented toward a male-presenting attachment. Sarah Jane Smith is female-presenting.”

A pause.

“Query: does variance in presentation reduce bonding viability?”

The Bentley answers by unlocking her doors.

Once.

Then nothing.

K-9 runs the data.

“Conclusion: presentation is non-determinant. Primary variable: mutual recognition.”

The Bentley’s wipers twitch, a reflex that is almost a nod.

K-9 rolls a fraction closer, careful not to intrude.

“Crowley restored my systems under hazard conditions,” he adds. “Action was unprompted. No strategic gain detected. Reclassification: Trusted Guardian Node.”

The Bentley’s engine hum shifts. Warmer.

K-9 adjusts his stance.

“Amendment to operational framework,” he says. “New subroutine: Bentley—monitoring and liaison. Priority: parallel to Sarah Jane Smith environmental safety protocols.”

The Bentley eases her brakes.

Agreement.

“Objective,” K-9 continues. “Non-intrusive alignment of trajectories. Minor environmental adjustments. Outcome: increased probability of long-term stability for primary humans.”

The Bentley’s indicators flash.

Left.

Right.

Accepted.

They do not touch.

They do not need to.

From that day on, coincidences acquire a shape.

It happens on a Thursday.

Not a dramatic one. Just grey. Wind off the hills. The sort of day Morven wears without comment.

Sarah locks the paper office and turns toward the green. K-9 is already there, angled as he always is when it’s time to go home.

“Ready?” she asks.

“Affirmative,” K-9 replies—and then does not move.

His chassis hums. His sensors flick. One wheel rotates half a turn and stops.

Sarah waits.

“K-9?”

“Minor recalibration required,” he says. “Estimated delay: forty-two seconds.”

She glances down the street.

Crowley’s shop is still open. The bell above the door rings as someone leaves. Crowley appears in the doorway a moment later, frowning at a ledger.

Sarah shifts her weight.

“All right,” she says patiently. “Let me know when you’re—”

“Recalibration ongoing,” K-9 repeats.

Crowley looks up.

He sees her.

She lifts a hand in a small, apologetic wave.

“Technical difficulties,” she calls.

Crowley hesitates.

Then, because he is Crowley, he locks the shop and walks over as if he has no particular reason to be doing so.

“Your dog’s sulking,” he says.

“He says he’s thinking,” Sarah replies.

K-9’s sensors dim and brighten once.

“Recalibration complete.”

He rolls forward.

Sarah blinks.

“That was quick.”

“Optimal conditions achieved,” K-9 says calmly.

Crowley snorts. “Convenient.”

Sarah smiles, unaware of anything except the ordinary pleasure of walking home with both of them.

Behind them, K-9’s tail gives a small, satisfied lift.

Coincidences, after all, have to start somewhere.

Maggie does it the way she does everything first: as if it’s nothing at all.

Crowley is at the counter, pretending to be irritated by a display of fudge that has no business being that sticky.

“You going with her?” Maggie asks lightly, sliding a paper bag across to him.

“With who?” Crowley replies at once.

She blinks. “Sarah.”

“To what?”

“The dance.”

Crowley snorts. “What dance.”

Maggie’s mouth curves. Not a smile. Not yet.

“The one Tom’s organizing. Saturday. Everyone’s going. You know—music, hall, questionable cake.”

“I do not dance,” Crowley says flatly. “It’s undignified.”

She considers him.

Hands him his change.

“All right,” she says, as if she’s asked him whether he takes sugar in his tea.

Crowley takes the bag and leaves, convinced he’s won.

Maggie watches him go.

She gives him this one.

It happens the next morning.

Crowley turns the key.

Nothing.

He tries again.

The Bentley gives him a polite, immovable silence.

“Oh, don’t,” he mutters. “You were fine yesterday.”

He pats the dashboard. “Come on. I’ve got places to—”

Nothing.

Crowley exhales through his nose and leans back in the seat, suspicious. “You’re doing this on purpose.”

The Bentley remains serenely inert.

Down the street, Sarah appears from the paper office, coat over one arm, K-9 at her side. She slows when she sees him, stranded in his own car.

“Trouble?” she calls.

“Temporary betrayal,” Crowley replies.

She approaches anyway, because of course she does.

The moment she steps onto the pavement beside the Bentley, the engine turns over. Smooth. Perfect.

Sarah startles. “Oh!”

Crowley stares at the dashboard.

“You like her,” he accuses.

The Bentley’s radio clicks on and off once.

Sarah laughs. “She reminds me of Bessie,” she says fondly, patting the bonnet. “Doctor had a car once. Bit temperamental. Very loyal.”

Crowley narrows his eyes. “You’ve been talking to her, haven’t you.”

“Only listening,” Sarah says. “Cars have stories.”

The Bentley idles, smug.

Crowley starts driving.

He does not miss the way the engine hum settles into a happier rhythm with Sarah beside him.

He tells himself it’s mechanical.

The Bentley knows better.

Maggie catches him between customers.

It’s that soft hour when the shop smells like tea and sugar and nothing urgent is happening. Crowley is rearranging a stack of astronomy books that were already in perfect order.

“You know,” Maggie says, not looking at him, “men will ask her.”

He stills. “Ask her what.”

“To dance.”

He snorts. “She’s not—”

“Yours?” Maggie finishes, finally meeting his eyes. “Then you might want to decide what she is.”

Crowley’s jaw tightens. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Maggie’s voice stays level. “She’s kind. She listens. That reads like invitation to half the village. Some of them will mean it nicely. Some of them won’t. But they’ll ask.”

“She can handle herself,” he says.

“I know.” Maggie leans on the counter. “That’s not the point.”

Crowley turns a book so its spine lines up with the others. It doesn’t need it.

“She won’t be rude,” Maggie goes on. “She won’t embarrass anyone. She’ll smile and say no. And if someone keeps asking, she’ll start wondering if she’s being unfair.”

Crowley’s hand stills.

“And one of these days,” Maggie adds, “she’ll think—maybe I should stop waiting for something that isn’t coming.”

Crowley opens his mouth.

Nothing comes out.

He sees it too clearly: Sarah’s gentle tilt of the head, the way she makes room even when it costs her. It’s all right, really, in that soft, steady voice. The way she never asks anyone to stay.

Waiting.

Again.

He swallows.

“She won’t,” he says, too quickly.

Maggie doesn’t blink. “She will. Not because she’s weak. Because she’s finished with it.”

Crowley looks at the door.

At the street beyond it.

At the shape of a future he is about to lose by standing still.

“She won’t chase,” Maggie says, softer now. “She’ll leave. Kindly. Cleanly. And you won’t even get to be angry about it.”

The bell above the door rings as someone enters.

Crowley doesn’t turn.

He stands there, discovering that not choosing is a choice the world understands perfectly.

Tom does it the way Tom does everything—with warmth and no agenda that isn’t written on his face.

Sarah is leaning in the doorway of the paper office, coat over her arm, reading back a paragraph to him while he frowns at a proof.

“Sounds good,” he says. Then, as if it’s the same kind of detail, adds, “You and Crowley are coming, right?”

She blinks. “Coming to what?”

Tom looks up, grinning. “The dance.”

She laughs. “Oh. No, I don’t think—”

“Ah,” he says, wagging a finger. “That’s not an answer. That’s a stall.”

“I don’t dance.”

“You walk,” he counters. “You talk. You own more than one pair of shoes. You qualify.”

She shakes her head. “It’s not really my—”

“Sarah,” Tom says gently, ““Sarah, you’ve crossed deserts and things that don’t have names. You can cross a village hall.”

She smiles despite herself.

“I’d just be in the way,” she says. “Everyone will have partners.”

Tom leans back in his chair. “Everyone will have nerves. Partners come later.”

She hesitates. He sees it.

“And before you say it,” he adds, “no, I’m not asking you. I’m assuming you’re already going.”

“With Crowley?” she asks, careful.

Tom’s grin turns knowing. “I’m assuming Crowley will eventually remove the stick from his rear.”

She laughs outright then, helpless.

“I don’t want to make him uncomfortable,” she says.

Tom’s voice softens. “He’s already uncomfortable. That’s not on you.”

She looks out at the green.

“I’ll think about it,” she says.

Tom nods, satisfied. “That’s all anyone ever asks.”

As she steps outside, she doesn’t see Crowley in the shop window across the green.

But Tom does.

And he hopes.

Maggie doesn’t bother with pleasantries this time.

The shop is quiet. Late afternoon light slants across the counter. Crowley is pretending to reorganize a stack of paperbacks that have not moved in weeks.

She leans forward, palms flat.

“It would serve you right,” she says, “if someone with the bollocks to ask her to dance made her notice them instead of you.”

Crowley looks up sharply.

“You don’t get to—”

“Right now,” Maggie continues, unflinching, “you’ve got the advantage. You won’t forever.”

He scoffs, but there’s no heat in it. “She’s not—”

“She’s not waiting,” Maggie cuts in. “Not the way you think. She’s kind. She makes room. That looks like patience from the outside.”

Crowley’s jaw tightens.

“But she won’t sit in a doorway for someone who never steps through,” Maggie says. “She won’t do it out of politeness. She’ll leave if she thinks nothing’s coming.”

Something in him falters.

Not anger. Not pride.

Memory.

A bookshop. Dust in sunlight. Words finally spoken after centuries of rehearsal. The way the world had answered him by taking everything that mattered and placing it somewhere he could not follow.

He grips the edge of the counter.

Maggie watches it land.

“I’m not saying this to be cruel,” she says more quietly. “I’m saying it because she won’t chase. She won’t beg. She’ll decide—very kindly—that she’s in the wrong place. And she’ll go.”

Crowley swallows.

The fear isn’t that Sarah will refuse him.

It’s that she won’t.

It’s that he will finally have something real again—and the universe will remember him.

Maggie straightens.

“Whatever happened before,” she says, “is not what’s happening here. But if you let it choose for you, it might as well be.”

She leaves him with the books and the light and the space where a future could be.

Crowley stands very still, realizing that silence is no longer neutral.

It is an answer.

The village is already changing when Sarah finishes buttoning her coat.

Music drifts faintly across the green—fiddle and laughter, a pulse of life she can almost feel through the floorboards. Lights move behind curtains. Doors open and close. People choosing to go.

She stands in her bedsit and tells herself it doesn’t matter.

She told Tom she’d think about it.
Crowley never asked.

She smooths her hair, then stops. There’s nowhere to go. No one to meet.

It shouldn’t hurt. It’s ordinary. Sensible. The sort of thing grown women do every day.

Still.

Outside, an engine turns over.

The Bentley.

She freezes.

For one foolish second, hope flares.

Then she closes her eyes.

Not again.

She does not go to the window.

She refuses to stand in a doorway for someone who hasn’t come.

The knock is soft.

Almost hesitant.

Sarah opens the door before she can talk herself out of it.

Crowley stands there.

Not in black this time. Dark blue coat. Shirt without irony. Hair tied back with a narrow silver band that catches the light. In one hand, a bundle of lilies that are very clearly not from Earth—petals translucent, edges glowing with a soft, ocean-blue shimmer. In the other, a box.

He swallows.

“Right,” he says. “So. I’ve… done this badly.”

She doesn’t speak.

“I should have asked earlier,” he continues. “Like a functional being. With time. For you to decide. Instead of—” He gestures vaguely at himself. “This.”

He holds out the box.

“And if I weren’t an absolute arse,” he adds, quieter, “I’d have trusted that you’d say no if you meant no. Instead of assuming I’d already lost.”

She looks at the flowers.

At him.

At the way he is standing as if he expects the ground to go.

“What’s in the box?” she asks.

“A dress,” he says. “Which I picked. Poorly. Probably. But I tried to make it… you.”

A beat.

“I’m not very good at this,” he admits. “But I’d like—” He stops. Breathes. Tries again. “I’d like to take you to the dance. If you still want to go.”

He doesn’t dress it up.

He doesn’t demand.

He simply stands there with his alien flowers and his honest hands and the space between them that is no longer empty.

Sarah feels something unhook inside her.

Not triumph.

Relief.

She takes the lilies.

They are warm.

“You know,” she says softly, “I was just telling myself not to look out the window.”

His mouth curves, just a little.

“Good,” he says. “I’d have been offended.”

She opens the box.

The dress is simple. Flowing. A colour between starlight and sea. It looks like it belongs to someone who walks between worlds and still knows how to dance.

She looks up.

“Well,” she says, eyes bright, “you’re going to have to wait while I change.”

Crowley exhales, a sound very close to laughter.

“Take your time,” he says.

This time, he means it.

And for the first time in a very long while, Sarah lets herself believe:

He came.

Tom is standing near the edge of the hall with a paper cup of something that pretends to be cider.

He told himself he didn’t mind coming alone. He even believes it, mostly. There’s comfort in being the one who watches, the one who knows how everyone fits together. It’s what makes him good at his job. It’s what makes him good at this place.

Maggie spots him first.

She’s with her husband—solid, kind, one hand always finding hers without looking—but her attention is on the door.

It opens.

And the room changes.

Not loudly. Not all at once.

Just enough that the air shifts.

Sarah steps inside.

Not dressed for spectacle. Just… herself, distilled. The dress moves like water. The colour catches light the way the loch does at dusk. She pauses, a little unsure, as if checking whether the room will have her.

Crowley follows.

Tom had thought he understood what Crowley looked like.

He revises that thought.

The man moves like someone who has decided, at last, to be present. Not performing. Not hiding. Just there. His hand hovers at Sarah’s back—not touching yet, but ready.

Maggie exhales.

“Oh,” she says, very softly.

Her husband glances at her. Then at the pair on the threshold. Then back at Maggie.

“That them?” he asks.

“That’s them,” Maggie replies.

Sarah spots Tom and lifts a hand in a small wave, as if asking permission to exist here. Tom raises his cup in salute.

You’re safe, it says. You belong.

The music shifts. A reel begins—bright, insistent.

Crowley leans in. Says something Tom can’t hear.

Sarah laughs.

It’s not loud.

It’s real.

They move onto the floor.

Crowley is… not bad.

Not great either.

But he’s attentive. He watches her feet. Adjusts. Follows her rhythm. When he stumbles, he mutters something that makes her grin wider and take his hand more firmly.

Maggie’s grip tightens on her husband’s fingers.

“She’s been alone a long time,” she murmurs.

Tom watches the way Sarah’s shoulders loosen as the music carries her. The way Crowley’s hand settles at her waist—not possessive. Anchoring.

“They both have,” Tom says.

On the floor, Sarah spins.

Crowley catches her.

For a second—just one—Tom sees it.

Not romance.

Recognition.

Two people who have both learned how to leave.

Choosing not to.

Maggie’s eyes shine.

“About time,” she says.

And for once, in a village that knows all its endings in advance, the future opens without anyone bracing for loss.

They don’t speak on the walk back.

The village is still warm behind them—music leaking from open doors, laughter drifting like smoke—but the night between Morven and the bookshop is quiet. Crowley’s hand finds Sarah’s without ceremony. She squeezes once, as if confirming that this is real.

Inside, he locks the door.

The shop smells of tea and paper and night air.

For a moment they simply stand there, breathing.

Then Crowley steps into her space.

Not hesitant now.

Not hiding.

He kisses her.

It isn’t careful. It isn’t rehearsed. It’s all the things he never allowed himself to want—heat and urgency and relief braided together. Sarah answers him without pause, hands in his coat, mouth fierce and certain.

For a heartbeat, he forgets the shape of the world.

He forgets Heaven.

Hell.

Rules.

He only knows that she is here, that she chose him, that the universe did not end.

He lifts her without asking.

She laughs into his mouth, startled and unafraid.

Up the stairs. Past the landing. Into the room where he sleeps beneath stars.

He sets her down.

Kisses her again.

And then—

He hears her breathe.

Not metaphorically.

Physically.

The hitch of it. The warmth. The fragile rhythm of a human chest.

Mortal.

Finite.

His hands still.

The world rushes back in all at once.

He pulls away as if burned.

“Crowley?” she asks, confused.

He turns from her, raking a hand through his hair.

“I’m—” His voice breaks. He swallows. “I’m not what you think I am.”

She sits up. “I know what you are.”

“No,” he says, too sharply. “You don’t. Not in the ways that matter.”

He faces her, eyes bright with something that is not anger.

“You’re human,” he says. “You breathe. You age. You end. And I—” He gestures helplessly. “I don’t. I can’t pretend I do. I can’t let you pretend either.”

She frowns. “Crowley—”

“I forgot,” he says. “I forgot what I was. I forgot what it costs you.”

He looks at her like someone who has just stepped back from a cliff he didn’t see.

“Being with me isn’t… a walk in the dark. It’s a fall. And I won’t drag you with me. I won’t be the thing that damns you just because I wanted to feel human for a night.”

She doesn’t retreat.

She doesn’t cover herself.

She sits on the edge of the bed and looks at him with the same steady attention she brings to broken worlds.

“Crowley,” she says. “I don’t believe in Heaven and Hell the way you do.”

“I know,” he replies, rough. “That’s the problem.”

She tilts her head. “I’ve seen gods. I’ve seen monsters. They all lie about their own importance.”

“This isn’t about importance,” he says. “It’s about jurisdiction.”

She blinks.

“My fall,” he continues, “changed sides. That’s all. I went from one set of rules to another. I didn’t stop being me. I just… moved desks.”

He gestures vaguely, frustrated with language.

“But you?” His voice lowers. “You’re meat.”

The word is ugly. He means it to be.

“You’re mortal. You die. And when you die, systems you don’t believe in still get to make claims on you. Hell doesn’t care whether you think it’s a metaphor. It only cares that you breathe.”

She opens her mouth.

He shakes his head.

“No—listen. When I fall, I land. When you fall, they take you apart. Slowly. Forever. Not because you’re bad. Because you’re reachable.”

Sarah goes very still.

“You think kissing you does that?” she asks.

“I think choosing me might,” he says. “I think loving me might put you in a ledger you can’t see. I think it makes you visible to things that don’t deserve to know your name.”

She studies him, not frightened—measuring.

“You think Heaven would protect me?” she asks.

His laugh is sharp. “Heaven doesn’t protect. It files.”

Silence settles between them, different now. Denser.

She speaks carefully. “You’re telling me this because you care.”

“Yes,” he says immediately. “And because I’ve watched what happens to people who believe love is worth any cost.”

Her voice softens. “Crowley… I’ve spent my life running toward danger because people were there.”

“I know,” he says. “That’s why I won’t be one more fire you walk into.”

She looks at him for a long moment.

Then, quietly: “You’re afraid that being with you would damn me.”

“I’m terrified,” he admits.

“And you think stopping tonight proves you’re not a monster.”

“I think it proves I’m not willing to be.”

She considers that.

Not as faith.

As ethics.

“You’re asking me to understand a world I don’t believe in,” she says. “Because you live in it.”

“Yes.”

“And you’re saying that your care for me is worth more than what you want.”

He nods once.

“That,” she says slowly, “is the first thing you’ve told me about Heaven or Hell that makes sense.”

She doesn’t reach for him.

She doesn’t leave.

She simply stays—sitting in the space between danger and trust—letting him know she has heard him.

And for Crowley, that is more intimate than any touch.

They do not hear the door open.

They are still standing in the upstairs room—too far apart, too close in every way that matters—when the air in the shop below changes.

Crowley feels it first.

Not sound. Not heat.

Pressure.

A wrongness in the shape of the room.

He swears under his breath.

Sarah tilts her head. “What is—”

“Company,” he says. “The kind I didn’t invite.”

They go down together.

The shop is lit. The kettle is on. Two figures sit at the tea table as if they have always belonged there.

Gabriel is pouring.

Neatly. Precisely. Cups aligned. Steam rising in patient curls.

Beelzebub lounges opposite him, boots on a chair, expression carved from pure irritation.

Gabriel looks up and smiles at Sarah as though she is expected.

“Tea,” he says, warmly. He lifts a cup. “It’s very good.”

Sarah hesitates—then, because she is Sarah, steps forward and accepts it.

“Thank you,” she says.

Crowley stops dead.

“Get out.”

Beelzebub doesn’t bother turning her head.

“Now,” she says.

Gabriel sighs. “Bee. Be nice.”

“No,” Beelzebub replies flatly. Then she turns, eyes bright and merciless. “Do you know what I had to do to get you to stop sulking and actually function again, you lazy, star-eyed idiot?”

Crowley bares his teeth. “Not the time.”

“Oh, it is,” Beelzebub snaps. “What it took was Heaven taking back your angel.”

Gabriel winces. “Bee.”

“And this time,” Beelzebub continues, gaze flicking—not unkindly—to Sarah, “you nearly damned yours.”

The word hangs.

Angel.

Sarah looks at Crowley.

Not confused.

Curious.

Gabriel clears his throat. “He calls you that,” he says gently. “In his head. Constantly. It’s… quite loud.”

Crowley’s shoulders sag.

He does not deny it.

Beelzebub leans forward. “You felt it, didn’t you?” she says. “That edge. That moment where a human steps one inch closer than the universe permits. You did the right thing. It nearly broke you. And now you’re standing there thinking that restraint is the end of the story.”

She gestures at Sarah with a sharp flick of her fingers.

“She is not Aziraphale,” Beelzebub says. “She is not property of Heaven. She is not an asset. She is a variable. Which means this can be negotiated.”

Crowley lifts his head. “You can’t.”

Gabriel meets Sarah’s eyes.

“You don’t believe in us,” he says. Not offended. Just stating fact. “That is… refreshing. But belief is not what gives us jurisdiction.”

Sarah takes a sip of tea.

It is very good.

“You’re saying,” she says carefully, “that being with him puts me on a board I didn’t know existed.”

Gabriel nods.

“And that you,” she continues, looking at Crowley, “are trying not to put me there.”

“Yes,” he says hoarsely.

Beelzebub exhales.

“This,” she says, “is why I came.”

Gabriel tilts his head. “And me.”

Crowley stares at them. “You can’t just rewrite cosmology.”

Beelzebub bares her teeth in something that is not quite a smile.

“No,” she says. “But I can draft contracts.”

Sarah sets her cup down.

“Show me,” she says.

Crowley turns to her in alarm.

“Sarah—”

She looks at him.

Not reckless.

Not naïve.

Just very, very herself.

“You stopped,” she says. “Because you were afraid for me. Now I want to understand what you’re afraid of.”

Beelzebub watches them with interest that borders on respect.

“See?” she mutters. “Angel problem. Every time.”

They sit.

Not like enemies.

Not like judges.

Like… colleagues who have all been trapped in the same badly-run institution for too long.

Sarah remains standing at first. Habit. Crowley’s hand hovers near her back, not touching, just there.

Gabriel folds his hands. Beelzebub kicks her boots off the chair and leans forward.

“You want the short version,” Bee says, “or the one that makes you lose sleep?”

Sarah considers. “I’ve survived aliens, gods, and an exploding moon. Try me.”

Bee snorts. “Fine. Heaven and Hell are not morality. They’re departments. Outcomes. Pressure systems. God built you lot as a… project. A variable. Something that could choose.”

Gabriel winces.

“He’s not wrong,” he says quietly. “You were meant to be unpredictable. The ineffable plan was never about good. It was about novelty.”

“And when novelty stops being interesting,” Bee adds, “systems get bored.”

Sarah’s mouth tightens. “So… we’re entertainment.”

“Research,” Gabriel offers, politely.

“Ant farm,” Bee says.

Crowley watches Sarah, braced for the flinch.

She doesn’t flinch.

She absorbs.

“So what did those two break?” she asks.

Gabriel smiles faintly. “Everything. Briefly.”

Bee rolls her eyes. “They proved that obedience was optional. That the plan could be… negotiated.”

“You let me go,” Crowley says to Gabriel. “You let him leave.”

Gabriel’s gaze softens. “Because it was wrong.”

“And because,” Bee adds, “once a rule breaks, it’s broken forever. You showed that alignment isn’t destiny. That Heaven and Hell don’t get automatic custody of love.”

Sarah looks between them.

“And me?”

Bee’s eyes sharpen. “You’re a human who has already stepped outside the experiment. You’ve seen the machinery. You don’t worship it. That makes you dangerous.”

“Valuable,” Gabriel amends.

“And edible,” Bee finishes. “Which is why your demon stopped.”

Crowley’s jaw tightens.

Sarah exhales slowly.

“So,” she says, “being with him paints a target on me.”

“Yes,” Gabriel says.

“Yes,” Bee echoes.

She turns to Crowley.

“And you thought loving me would make me prey.”

He nods.

“I thought,” he says, “that the universe would notice you the way it notices angels who step out of line.”

Sarah is quiet for a long moment.

Then she says, very calmly, “It already has.”

They all look at her.

“I’ve been abducted. Possessed. Shot at. Erased. Forgotten. I’ve stood in rooms where gods argued over whether I mattered.” Her voice does not shake. “I didn’t survive because I was protected. I survived because I kept choosing.”

Bee’s mouth curves.

“See?” she says to Gabriel. “I like her.”

Sarah looks at Bee. “You said this could be negotiated.”

Bee nods. “It can.”

Crowley turns sharply. “No.”

Sarah meets his eyes.

“You stopped because you didn’t want to choose for me,” she says. “Now let me choose with you.”

Bee leans back, satisfied.

“God made humans as an experiment,” she says the focuses on Crowley. “You broke the system because you fell in love with one angel. Now you’ve fallen for a woman who refuses to be an outcome.”

Gabriel smiles, small and real.

“Seems… ineffable,” he murmurs.

Sarah reaches for Crowley’s hand.

He lets her.

And for the first time, Heaven and Hell are not the room’s gravity.

Choice is.

He does not take the front gates.

Gabriel’s corridor opens in a place Crowley remembers as a maintenance artery—an in-between of white and shadow, where nothing important was ever meant to happen. Heaven is still Heaven beyond it: marble that hums, light that weighs something when it lands on you, order so absolute it feels like pressure on the bones.

Crowley steps through anyway.

He has the sword on his back.

Not because he plans to use it.

Because once, long ago, it belonged to Aziraphale.

He moves the way he always has—half a rule, half a rumor. Doors hesitate. Walls forget to notice him. He passes through catalog halls where the universe is sorted into neat inevitabilities.

He finds the place where human lives are indexed.

Sarah Jane Smith.

He reaches for the slot.

It is empty.

Crowley freezes.

“You’re early,” says a voice behind him.

Crowley turns.

Saraqael waits in the aisle, wings folded, seated in her luminous chair as if it is simply another part of Heaven’s architecture. The wheels do not touch the floor. They hover a breath above it, carried by light. In her hands is a thin, glowing folder. A life reduced to potential outcomes.

Sarah.

Crowley’s jaw tightens. “Put it back.”

Saraqael studies him. Not unkindly. Not warmly. As one studies a storm that has already chosen its direction.

“Heaven noticed,” she says. “You always forget that Heaven notices patterns.”

“You’re not meant to interfere,” Crowley snaps.

She inclines her head. “Neither are you.”

A beat.

“The sword,” she says.

He glances at it once.

Not with longing.

With recognition.

“The sword,” Saraqael repeats, “and your agreement to leave Aziraphale behind. Entirely. No returns. No corridors. No… hovering.”

Crowley laughs once. It is short and without humor. “You think I haven’t already?”

“You have not made it irrevocable,” she replies. “Heaven requires closure.”

Crowley does not argue.

He reaches back.

Unhooks the strap.

The sword slides free.

For a fraction of a second, it gleams.

Then he lets it fall.

It strikes the marble with a sound that carries farther than it should.

Something ancient ends.

Crowley extends his hand.

“The file.”

Saraqael rolls forward just enough to place it in his palm. Their fingers do not touch.

“Take care of her,” she says quietly.

Crowley does not answer.

He turns.

The corridor is already opening.

He steps through with Sarah’s life in one hand and nothing left for Heaven in the other.

Light falls away.

Gravity remembers him.

And below, in a bookshop that smells of tea and night air, the future waits.

Crowley doesn’t announce himself.

He is simply there again—standing in the doorway between worlds, rain still clinging to his coat, Heaven’s light already draining from the edges of him. The corridor closes behind him with a sound like a held breath finally released.

Sarah looks up first.

He is holding something.

Not glowing now. Just a thin folder in his hand, edges faintly warm, as if it remembers being important.

Crowley doesn’t move.

Beelzebub does.

“Well?” she says. “Did they still believe in locks?”

He doesn’t answer her.

His eyes are on Sarah.

Not asking permission.

Asking consent.

“They had it,” he says quietly. “Everything they think you are. Every outcome they’ve imagined. Every… claim.”

Sarah stands.

Not hurried.

Not afraid.

He swallows.

“I was never asked,” he says. “About me. About falling. About what it meant. Someone else decided. And that was that.”

The file tightens in his grip.

“I won’t do that to you.”

She steps closer.

“Crowley—”

“This is your life,” he says. “Once this leaves my hand, it becomes a negotiation. A jurisdiction. A battlefield.” His voice softens. “You don’t believe in Heaven or Hell. But they believe in you now. Are you sure you want to be seen by them at all?”

She doesn’t answer immediately.

She studies him.

The fear in him.

The care.

“You stopped,” she says. “You went back into the place that hurt you because you wouldn’t choose for me.”

He nods.

“So now I will,” she says. “With you.”

A beat.

“Yes.”

Only that.

Crowley exhales.

Not relief.

Release.

He turns and holds the file out to Beelzebub.

Bee takes it.

Opens it.

Reads.

Her mouth curves.

Then actually—actually—smiles.

“Oh,” she murmurs. “Oh, you idiots.”

Gabriel leans over her shoulder. His brows lift.

“They really did give this up,” Bee continues, almost fond. “Do they know what they filed? What they lost?”

Crowley watches Sarah.

Sarah watches the universe shift.

Bee snaps the folder closed.

“Well,” she says, standing. “Let’s go teach Heaven the difference between ownership and authorship.”

Hell is not surprised when Beelzebub returns.

It never is.

The air seethes. The walls listen. Demons pause mid-argument, mid-threat, mid-scheming, because when Bee walks in with that particular stillness, something has changed.

Shax is the first to break the hush.

“Well?” she says, sharp as broken glass. “You vanish without warning, consort with angels, and come back wearing that look. Please tell me you didn’t lose another territory.”

Bee drops into her seat.

Crosses one leg over the other.

Smiles.

“I gained one.”

A ripple runs through the chamber.

Dagon leans forward. “What kind?”

“The interesting kind,” Bee replies. “The sort Heaven doesn’t even know how to name.”

Shax scoffs. “You don’t bluff Heaven. You survive it.”

Bee’s gaze flicks to her.

“I didn’t bluff,” she says. “I acquired.”

Furfur clears his throat loudly from the side of the chamber. “You bring back souls now? We’re doing retail?”

Bee tilts her head.

“Not a soul,” she says. “A variable.”

Silence again.

Hell understands that word.

A few of them shift, uneasy.

“Human,” Dagon guesses.

Bee’s smile widens, just a touch.

“Extraordinary,” she corrects. “The sort Heaven keeps close because it breaks patterns just by existing. The sort they’d rather lock away than risk.”

Shax folds her arms. “And you think that’s leverage?”

“I think,” Bee says lightly, “that Heaven just handed me something it doesn’t understand. Which is always when they’re weakest.”

Furfur’s eyes gleam. “What does this human do?”

Bee’s voice softens.

“She chooses,” she says. “And systems hate that.”

A murmur spreads.

Not hunger.

Not fear.

Interest.

Bee leans back.

“They taught us a long time ago that power is about inevitability,” she continues. “About making outcomes feel prewritten. This one makes the universe improvise.”

Shax studies her. “And what does it cost?”

Bee’s voice is almost gentle.

“Everything they thought was theirs.”

For a moment, Hell is very quiet.

Then Dagon laughs.

“Oh,” he says. “This is going to be fun.”

Bee’s smile turns feral.

“No,” she says. “This is going to be educational.”

Beelzebub returns without spectacle.

No fire. No thunder. Just the sense of pressure changing, the way weather does before rain. Shax follows a step behind, irritated, already rehearsing objections that have been pre-empted.

Crowley stands in the back room of the shop with his arms folded, jaw tight. Sarah is beside him, calm in that infuriating way she gets when she has already decided.

Beelzebub produces a single sheet of vellum.

“Standard relocation contract,” she says briskly. “Amended. You are not property. You are not an asset. You are not to be assigned. You will be classed as independent demonic entity, civilian status. You will remain with him. You will not interfere with Hell’s operations. You will not be shown them. Hell gets to say it ‘won.’ Everyone else gets to pretend nothing happened.”

Shax squints. “That’s—”

“—final,” Beelzebub cuts in. “Unless you’d like to explain to Lucifer why you lost a willing fall to Heaven.”

Shax subsides.

Crowley reaches for the page. “Let me see it.”

Sarah gently takes it out of his hand.

“I trust Bee,” she says. Then, softly, to him: “And there really isn’t another way that doesn’t end with you leaving me to keep me safe. I won’t have that. I want to be with you.”

His mouth opens. Closes.

“You don’t get to—”

“I do,” she says. “It’s my life.”

Beelzebub clears her throat and produces a pen.

It looks ordinary until it doesn’t.

Sarah takes it. There’s a brief, sharp sting—surprise more than pain. A bead of blood wells at her thumb.

Crowley’s breath catches.

“Sarah—”

She presses her thumb to the vellum, steady. Then she signs her name.

The ink flares.

Not red.

Starlight.

The room holds its breath.

For a heartbeat, nothing happens.

Then Sarah inhales sharply. Not in fear—
in surprise.

Pain blooms behind her eyes, bright and brief, like pressure finally breaking. She grips Crowley’s sleeve as something pushes outward from beneath her skin.

At her hairline, the flesh darkens.

Then splits.

Two small points breach the surface, blackened as they emerge, edged in blood that is not red. It runs like ink, slow and glossy, tracing her temples before dripping to the floor.

She gasps once. Steadies.

Tiny horns curve into being—small enough to hide, but undeniably hers. Not placed. Not gifted. Grown.

Beelzebub watches, unreadable.

“Ah,” she murmurs. “That’s Hell leaving a signature.”

Sarah touches them with trembling fingers. The blood is warm. Real.

“Still me,” she says, quietly—checking.

Crowley swallows. “Yes.”

And then—

Wings.

They unfurl in silence, vast and impossible, a rush of shadow threaded with starlight and supernovas. Not bestowed by Heaven. Not branded by Hell. Something older than both, answering a choice neither realm had written.

Beelzebub stares.

“Horns,” she says slowly. “I expected.”

She looks at the wings.

“Those,” she admits, “I did not.”

Sarah turns, startled by her own shadow on the wall. “Is that bad?”

Beelzebub’s voice is almost reverent. “No.”

Crowley cannot speak.

She steps toward him, careful, luminous and still utterly herself.

“Still me,” she says.

He swallows.

“Angel,” he whispers, outloud for first time.

She smiles. Not fragile. Not careful.

Very much alive.

Sarah’s hand tightens in his coat. Not pleading. Not tentative. Decided.

“You stopped,” she says softly. “Because you were afraid for me.”

She leans in, forehead brushing his.

“You don’t have to stop now,” she says softly.

And this time, he doesn’t.

She turns, already drawing him toward the stairs with that familiar, unstoppable certainty—the one that has faced gods and monsters and never waited to be told it was allowed.

Beelzebub watches them go.

The corner of her mouth lifts.

“That’s my girl,” she murmurs.

The door closes.

And the night, at last, is theirs.

EPILOGUE

They are on a world with lavender skies and three small suns, where the air smells faintly of salt and citrus and the market is built in terraces that spill down a cliff like music.

Crowley is halfway through haggling with a six-limbed merchant over something that looks like a cross between figs and stardust.

“They’re underripe,” he says flatly.

“They glow,” the merchant replies, affronted.

“Everything glows here,” Crowley retorts. “That’s not a selling point.”

Sarah stands beside him, wings unhidden, horns bare, looking entirely unconcerned with being a demon in public. She is studying a tray of translucent berries that hum softly when touched.

“They sing,” she says, delighted.

“They whine,” Crowley corrects. “They’ll stop once they realize no one is impressed.”

She gives him a look.

“You are cooking with them.”

He narrows his eyes. “You are not in charge of the kitchen.”

“You are feeding me,” she reminds him.

“Which is an entirely different department.”

She lifts one glowing berry. It vibrates in her fingers.

“Crowley,” she says, “if I’m going to spend eternity watching you create impossibly decadent food, you’re going to have to accept that I will also insist on trying everything.”

He sighs theatrically and pays.

K-9 rolls along behind them, scanning stalls with polite efficiency.

“Statement,” he says. “Sarah Jane Smith is metabolically optimized for human nutritional intake. Demonic status does not negate caloric processing.”

Sarah snorts. “See? Even K-9 says I can still gain weight.”

Crowley points at him. “You are not helping.”

“Correction,” K-9 replies. “I am assisting with objective dietary realism.”

Sarah laughs, bright and free.

This is what Crowley hadn’t realized at first, when she decided to take him to see the stars he had helped design—not until the first world where he reflexively reached for his sunglasses and she didn’t care about her wings catching in the air.

Not until he stopped hiding and discovered the universe did not recoil.

Out here, he is simply… himself.

Eyes gold with slitted pupils.

Wings vast.

Unremarkable among beings who walk with extra limbs, extra light, extra time.

And Sarah—Sarah is not a curiosity.

She is a person in a crowd.

A woman choosing fruit.

A fallen angel in a marketplace.

The first thing the Doctor notices is the Bentley.

It is parked beside a bulbous, iridescent starship, looking smug.

Thirteen slows.

Brows knit.

“Hang on,” she murmurs.

Then she hears it.

“Statement:  Sarah Jane Smith is metabolically optimized for human nutritional intake. Demonic status does not negate caloric processing.”

Her head snaps up.

She follows the sound through the terraces, coat flapping, hearts pounding with a recognition she can’t name yet.

And then she sees them.

Sarah—wings unfurled in sunlight that is not Earth’s.

With a winged man beside her who looks uncannily like his older self, only with long red curls—complaining at a vendor twice his height.

Alive.

Laughing.

Together.

The Doctor stops.

For once in her life, she does not interrupt.

She watches.

And somewhere in the great, uncharted map of the universe, a fixed point quietly learns how to move again.