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"You're staring again, Sebastian"
To his credit, Ominis had waited a long while before calling him out this time. Somehow he could always sense when he was staring, which was rather inconvenient for him lately. Sebastian had gotten this idea into his head that he just couldn't shake out, and so he found himself constantly ogling Ominis out, debating if he should say something or not. He knew that Ominis didn't always think his ideas were good, well… most of the time he did call them stupid… So he knew he needed to play it just right if he was going to get him to agree to it.
Basically, it had recently gotten into his mind the desire to kiss. It wasn't really about Ominis, of course not… it was just that he was curious of how it would feel like to do it. He hadn't had the opportunity yet with a girl and so he thought that maybe they could try it out together, as… practice one could say. They did do everything together after all so why not this? In a friendly way of course.
So he decided to just go for it and casually ask him. What was the worst that could happen anyway? He could just say no and be done with it.
"Hey Om?" He casually asked.
"Yes, Sebastian?" His voice did have a little bit of annoyance in it… probably due to all his staring.
"I was thinking…" he continued.
"Oh no…" Ominis muttered under his breath.
"Neither of us has kissed someone yet… Right?" He carefully set the topic.
"Right…? So?" Always so skeptical, his dearest friend… but no matter.
"So I was thinking… I wouldn't want to make a fool out of myself… once I got the opportunity to kiss a girl." He casually added.
"I suppose that's a valid concern" At least there was no longer annoyance in his tone. Definitely a good sign.
"Sooo… I thought that maybe… we could help each other out, you know?" He timidly uttered.
"I'm not sure I do actually" Right… there was that skepticism again. Hmmm…
He needed to be carefull with his next words.
"Well you know, like practice! With each other… as friends! of course." He couldn't help holding his breath, waiting for his reply.
"What?" Ominis attention was now fully on Sebastian. Ok don't panic… there's definitely a hint of consideration in his eyes. I mean… He hasn't said it's stupid yet. That was good! He supposed…
"I mean, we could help each other learn how to do it properly… and practice! so that we're ready, when the actual time comes." He was rambling a bit now. Definitely not a good sign. Yet Ominis remained quiet. His face only revealed a soft frown as if he was intently going over it in his head. So of course he simply kept going.
"Like, we're best friends, and we trust each other, right? So we wouldn't judge, if we were bad… and that way we could help each other get better!" Well… he didn't think there was more to say so he just kept looking at Ominis, trying to figure out what exactly he could be thinking. He was beginning to feel a little anxious when he finally replied.
"I suppose… that does make sense." Oh Merlin! Is he actually saying yes?! I mean… of course, why wouldn't he? After all, they would be just doing it as friends only. As a simple learning exercise….
"I guess I wouldn't want to make a fool of myself either…." He was clearly self-conscious now in something that apparently hadn't even crossed his mind before. Sebastian felt just a little bit bad about bringing him this new concern… but no matter! Because that's what the practicing was for!
"Right! That's what I'm saying! So… Do you want to try it?" He was getting rather excited now, this idea had been plaguing him for days and now he would finally get to do it.
"Ummm… sure, but how would we do this?"
Ominis was still looking somehow uneasy with the whole situation, but if he was willing to try, he would make sure to make it worth his time.
"I'm not sure, really… But I suppose I could start by giving you a kiss? And then you can tell me how it was?" He really wasn't sure, he hadn't thought that far ahead honestly. He had focused all his planning into getting Ominis to just agree to it.
"Okay" Ominis said and then he awkwardly shifted himself on the couch so he was now completely facing Sebastian. He then simply waited for whatever it was that his friend would do next. His face still showing some kind of uncertainty
"Okay then…" He couldn't believe he was actually about to kiss his best friend. This was his idea after all, yet he was beginning to feel a strange fluttering inside his stomach that he couldn't quite place, surely it was just the nerves, he didn't want to be bad at it after all, even if it was the whole point of the situation.
He realized he was stalling now, so he just shut his mind off and just sort of went for it.
He crassly pecked his lips against Ominis' in such a quick and harsh way that felt like more of a tiny punch rather than what he thought a kiss should actually be…
"What the hell was that?!" Ominis exclaimed, looking annoyed again. He clearly was also expecting something softer…
"Im sorry! I panicked! Isn't that what this is for?! I thought we weren't supposed to judge each other…" Clearly this wasn't how he thought it would be at first either…
"You're right, I'm sorry Sebastian. Please… do try again. Softer this time, if you will" Ok… he could definitely do that. So he popped the tension on his neck and stretched his shoulders a bit trying to relax himself so he could try again, properly this time.
"Okay…" So he leaned again towards Ominis' lips, very very slowly this time and almost without moving his lips at all, he simply pressed them against his friend's. This time he lingered for a few seconds as he took in the softness and warmth that the other lips offered. He then parted and asked "Well?"
"Well… It was definitely softer this time, but I think there's supposed to be some kind of… movement involved? I mean I have never actually seen people kiss so I could be wrong… but from what I've had the misfortune to hear, it does seem there should be something more going on…" Well… he should have known Ominis would simply call it as it is, no sparing of his feelings of course. He was somehow regretting ever asking, could he really be this bad?!
"Here, let me try" Ominis was now somehow taking control and a tiny part within Sebastian was instantly snapping into obedience. Interesting, he thought, but he quietly answered with a mumbled word of compliance and braced himself for Ominis approach. He then stared as his friend's hand ever so softly traced the length of his arm until he reached his neck and stopped by his jaw, then with a quick and featherly caress he checked for the position of Sebastian's lips as he slowly pressed their lips together again.
Of course he was the better kisser… Sebastian thought with a bit of annoyance, but it was quickly erased with the soft movements that his lips where doing against his. He couldn't help but reciprocate the action. It just somehow felt right now, much more natural. There was that small jealousy again but he decided that instead of wallowing in it he would just have to show him next how much better he could actually do it.
"So… how was it?" Ominis softly asked, clearly self-conscious again. All his envious feelings now out the window as he looked at his friend's concerned face.
"That was actually quite nice, seems you're a natural Ominis" Yes… he decided he would instead be proud, this was his best friend after all, and he knew he'd made the right choice when he saw his face light up, there was now a slight blush on his face and a cute tiny smile. "Thanks… I suppose." He said in a small voice. And he couldn't help but smile back.
"See? This is why I knew this was a great idea!" It was Sebastian's turn now, and he knew he could definitely do better. So he asked him "Can I try again?"
"Of course, we are practicing after all" Ominis was back to his confident self again. So he decided to grab onto his shoulders this time, so he could get more leverage or something… and once again closed the gap, this time emulating what Ominis had just done, but bigger. So he moved his lips with rougher and quicker motions, slightly opening his mouth so he could take in more of his friend's lips between his. He wanted to show him how good he could do it, better even, but as he thought about it more as he did it, he suddenly started clashing their teeth together.
"Ouch!" Ominis had instantly parted the kiss at their impact. "Do you pretend to leave me toothless Sebastian?!" He was clearly upset again but definitely not more than he was with himself. What the hell was wrong with him?! He'd come into this expecting praise and a chance to boast about how naturally gifted he was. Yet somehow he was doing absolutely everything wrong!
"I'm sorry! I really don't know what's wrong with me! Why the hell can't I do this right?!" He was so frustrated now that he was just about to run out of the undercroft. But then Ominis gently put his hand on his arm.
"No, I'm sorry, again… for losing my temper, you just caught me off guard is all." Again he was apologizing to him, as if he hadn't actually almost cracked his teeth off… well maybe he was exaggerating a bit, but still…"
"I think you're overthinking this Sebastian, you need to just feel it. Let your instincts tell you what to do instead of trying to think about it." Well that did make sense… and of course Ominis was good at it then… after all, he was all about feeling.
"Here, try again… just, dont think about it, okay? Just try and listen to what your body is telling you to do" He was always so wise… leave it to his best friend to now be giving him advise about his own damn idea. But he knew he was right and he desperately needed this to go well this time. So he took a deep breath, followed by some more stretching, and finally a huge exhale.
"Fine…" So once again, he steadied himself with his friend's shoulders and slowly made his approach. He willed himself to stop thinking completely, and that's when he noticed that fluttering again, it felt somehow strange but exciting at the same time, so he did as he was told and allowed his body to make the choices, and as he finally connected their lips he was once again noticing how nice and soft and warm it all was.
He began to move then just as Ominis had before, but instead of trying to do more, he simply let himself get lost in the motions. This is really nice… he thought and he couldn't help the soft sigh of pleasure that escaped him. And as they kept at it for a bit, his body now somehow urged him to use his tongue, so just as he was told to do he simply obliged. So he slightly opened his mouth more and used his tongue to taste Ominis lower lip. Oh Merlin, he tasted really good, he thought. But his friend clearly startled by it quickly broke the kiss again.
"What was that…?" Ominis face was now blushing and he looked a bit nervous. But Sebastian had already had a sample and now wanted to taste the cake, as one could say….
"Sorry… I just… felt like doing that and you told me to not think and just feel and listen to my body! so I did that…" Sebastian was now getting self-conscious again. That had felt really good to him and he was sure he was doing it right this time, so why was Ominis stopping him again…
"Oh! Of course… that was nice! Just took me by surprise and I ummm… It's okay, you can try that again… I'll be prepared this time." Ominis was still blushing and clearly second guessing himself too. But he'd also said it was nice! So they were on the right track after all.
"Okay… so I'm going to do that again with my tongue. Do you think you could do it too? I think it would make it nicer perhaps? I mean we can try it and if we don't like it we'll just stop. It that okay?" He was slightly nervous again as he really wanted Ominis to go along with this, his curiosity was almost unbearable now as he wondered how his tongue would feel against his friend's.
" Sure, I'll give it a try" Great! He thought, so now to actually do it. His confidence was strong again and this time as he began the kiss, almost immediately he started to use his tongue against his friends lips. He was sure he felt him shiver a bit, maybe he was nervous about how to do it. So Sebastian separated just enough so he could guide Ominis a bit.
"Open your mouth a bit Om, yeah, just like that, now rest your tongue on your lower lip. Perfect! Now I'm going to use my tongue too, okay?" He felt his friend softly nod and so he closed that small distance once again, immediately connecting their tongues together. Oh Merlin… his tongue was simply divine. He proceeded to kiss him while alternating on softly pushing his own tongue into Ominis mouth, where his was now obediently reciprocating his movements.
This is incredible! Sebastian now felt completely lost in the kiss, Ominis taste was making him dizzy with pleasure and as he allowed the warmth in his body to take over, he found himself opening his lips more and almost fully pushing his tongue into his friend's mouth. He instantly heard the choked moan that Ominis released into his own. He needed more but first he would make sure his friend was okay. So he broke the kiss just a little bit again.
"How does it feel, Om? Was that good?" Ominis didn't reply right away so he separated a bit more so he could look into his face. To his surprise he looked absolutely undone. His blush now almost crimson, his eyes now hooded and his mouth still open from their kiss, the wetness on his lips was almost making Sebastian go for it again. But Ominis had managed to regain some senses by now so he gave him his answer.
"Yes… that was… quite pleasant. I… think we should try it again… you know, for practice…" he was almost mumbling, his words broken by his uneven breaths. But he had said he wanted more… so of course Sebastian would be a good friend and oblige.
"All right, I want you to open your mouth bigger this time, can you do that for me Om? And this time you try pushing your tongue into my mouth, okay? Would you like to try that?" His friend just nodded again, clearly still lost inside his own mind. So he grabbed onto the sides of his face this time and angled himself just right so their mouths could now completely open for the other's.
And just as he was told, Ominis pushed his tongue deep into Sebastian's mouth and once again neither could help the moans that they released into the other's mouth. They kept doing it, now alternating though all the previously rehearsed movements. Sebastian was now incredibly proud of himself. His idea had been brilliant after all, and he couldn't help but gloat about it.
"Aren't… you glad… my idea… was so… damn… good?" He couldn't help smiling a bit against his lips as he mumbled in between their kisses.
"Just… shut up… Sebastian." Was all his friend said as he continued to eagerly feast on Sebastian's lips. Oh what a wonderful idea it had been at last. He was beyond ecstatic now. The excitement coursing through his body, pleading for more and more. So they kept at it for a long while and Sebastian prayed that Ominis would want to keep practicing in the future. It had been quite the successful experience after all, or at least he thought, so he would definitely keep his hopes up. And at the end of the day, he was sure they both knew, that it was indeed, always smart to be prepared.