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**This is a new verse for me.
It will feature Kinn/Porsche/Tae as a triad
Macau/Kim/Chay as a triad.
Big will be alive and well
and a few other divergent things will happen, but not too much.
Korn is as bad as Kan in my head, just less directly.**
KINN PORSCHE VERSE TIMELINE:
- Chapter 63: Kinn x Porsche x Tae <3 Morning Cuteness
- Chapter 67: Kinn x Porsche x Tae <3 Nightmare
- Chapter 82: Kinn x Porsche x Tae <3 Sick Kinn
There are so many things that I know about my two boyfriends that they don’t even seem to know about themselves. I have always been good at reading people, I am pretty sure I am the first to figure out that these two loved each other. You know, before I was part of their relationship. It was hard at first to be the new one in a relationship between two people, there were just some things I wasn’t part of. However, Porsche made me realize that I needed to break up with Time, it was the best moment of my life because I could finally find somebody who actually loved me. I had no idea that ‘Somebody,’ would be two somebodies. Oh, and not only two somebodies, but honestly two of the hottest guys I have met in my whole life.
Kinn and Porsche are the definitions of crazy and sexy, hold on no that is Pete and Vegas, no Kinn and Porsche are hot and sweet. Well, Porsche is like everyone’s best friend, which was great then and it still is except for the part where he gets a little too comfortable with other guys, then it’s not. Yes, I get super jealous sometimes because of his kindness, because people hit on him constantly. Oh and, that is not even talking about the jealousy I sometimes feel with my two boyfriends, I was just a close friend when they started. Now, I am equal to them, and yeah it’s amazing being with them, I feel so loved, desired, wanted, and sometimes needed. It still can be tricky though, because I am getting to know them in a way they both already know each other. However, as Macau said, “You might be figuring them out, but they are figuring you out too. Well, they should be doing the same as you, but here is something you need to know sometimes you will find things out about each of them that they don’t even know. Actually what is even better is when you finally feel like you are part of their relationship, that it doesn’t feel weird that you are with multiple people that it just feels like love.”
At the time, I teased him for his cheesiness, but I knew he was right and thanked him for the help. Honestly, for a triad relationship with three people who have pretty awful childhoods and are all ones who had protective older brothers, they are pretty great together. I sometimes feel jealous of how well they work together when I feel like I barely can get a solid foothold on my relationship. Though this was all in the beginning, it’s changed because I know a lot about both of them that they don’t even know about themselves. Porsche is very kind to everyone and seems like he is naive but he isn’t, he knows that there are truly evil people out there. I always want to give anything I can to him because for somebody who didn’t grow up in the mafia business like Kinn and I, his childhood wasn’t good either. Having to not only grow up so much to take care of your baby brother but having to deal with a huge debt and a collector who would probably kill your brother if he could.
Porsche is super kind to everyone, he is everyone’s best friend because he sees good in most people. Some people see that as naive, but I don’t especially since he has seen the good in many people most don’t. He was the first person to approve of Vegas and Pete because he could tell that Pete knew what he was doing and could tell that Vegas wasn’t as bad as people thought. Porsche knew what familial expectations were like and I know that Kinn gets jealous of Porsche and Vegas being even friends and doesn’t get it. I get it though because they have a similar issue between them. They both practically raised their younger brothers and took everything on just so their brothers wouldn’t have to. That attitude of always taking care of everyone is not just with Chay, but it’s with Pete, Kinn, Me, and honestly anyone that he cares about.
Kinn, on the other hand, has a hard time trusting people, but when you become somebody he trusts, you have it for his whole life. He is so loving and caring, but he also has a hard time being fully happy or not being scared of losing everyone. I think he is a sweetheart inside under his tough exterior, it makes sense because he has had so much put up on at such a young age. In many ways, his brothers were able to get out of the world that they grew up in because Kinn took it on. Being his best friend since we were kids, was great, because it made me feel like he could be himself around me and I loved it. Then Porsche came in and made it so much better for Kinn, and I am grateful for that so much. It’s kind of funny they are slightly opposites attract, Kinn is hard or rough on the outside but sweet and soft inside like a coconut or a prickly pear. Whereas, Porsche on the other hand is sweet on the outside with his heart on his sleeve well seems that way, like a kid, but a tough interior with so many emotions and hurt to go through. I feel like I spend a lot of time, trying to figure out where I fit into this relationship.
Though I don’t know big parts about them, little as well. I know Porsche won’t admit it but he loves to cuddle and he feels safe in a few people’s arms, which is why I always have an arm around him if we are around trusted people. Sometimes it’s just subtly or sometimes it’s me laying on his lap, especially after a bad day for him, it will make things better for him. I don’t even think he knows I do it purposefully for him, because I know he loves it and it makes him feel better and cared for. Touch is something that is a vulnerable place for him especially when somebody else initiates it, but if somebody does, he is the most pliable person ever afterward. Speaking of pliable, I smile as I hear the small sigh that comes from the man laying to my right.
I look over to see Kinn looking back at me slightly blushing, I lean down to kiss his cheek and smile, and say, “Good morning Baby.” I see him blush more and try to turn his face away.
Honestly, when we first started dating I had no idea Kinn was like this in the morning, even Porsche said that he was confused because it didn’t happen to him before all three of us got together. We were both confused and tried to talk to Kinn but he always refused to talk about it so we went to the other person who knows him the best. We met Big at the pool area because he was finishing training some younger bodyguards and asked him about it. He just said “I only saw that side of him when he had terrible nightmares or panic attacks related to his brothers. As far as I know, you two were in the first relationship that saw this side of him. I think Kim, Khun, and I saw them because we were just there in those moments. However, I think it was a very vulnerable time for him and he was scared to trust anybody enough to show them this side of him. Now though, I am honestly surprised it took you two both being with him for a month before he did this. Since I know he trusts you two the most, I mean you two are probably his most important people.”
I feel butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it because it took us a couple of weeks before we could talk to Big about it. It was pretty close to the beginning that he started it. It feels good to be this trusted and now years later, it still feels great to see this blushing cuteness in the morning. I honestly forgot how much I love him until this moment, but I do love him and Porsche way more than I ever did Time. I think it’s because they show me the love, want, and care that I always gave Time, to but didn’t get in return. My thoughts get interrupted by a pair of arms wrapping around me and laying me on my back. I smile as I see Kinn shuffle towards me and hide his face in my chest while Porsche just keeps his arms around me and kisses my chest and then Kinn’s forehead. Kinn is so quiet, but also so sweet in the morning that it just makes me smile and want more time with both of them. If I had my two boyfriends with me, I would stay here for hours.