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a certain star

Summary:

Suji's thoughts about Jaeun, their past, and their present.

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

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Jaeun… She's too nice. I frowned. She can’t tell a lie, she’s too naive, too self-sacrificing… 

 

Ever since I saw her in the bathroom stall that day, ever since I saw her wrists scarred from the coldness of this world, I knew I couldn’t let it happen again. Somi. Her gloomy hospital room, her angry words, the ever-present sense of guilt.

 

How can she forgive so easily? I’m not like Jaeun, a person who trusts like she's ready to be hurt. I thought people like her didn't exist. A person who always sees the kindness in everyone, despite the fact that she's a star that could only be dimmed by the polluted night sky. 

 

But… I think I’ve changed. Because her light, no matter how rare, no matter how small, was enough to captivate me. 

 

Why am I even thinking about this right now…? It's because--even if she's too kind for her own good, maybe…

 

Bang!! A sudden pound on the door as my vision started to blur at the edges. A pained scream as hot water soaked his shirt and I regained my senses. A sudden crash of plaster and the warmth of her presence.

 

Maybe…

 

“Suji, you’re a good person.”

 

Just maybe…

 

“Suji? Your hands are shaking… Are you cold?”

“Hm? No, you must be imagining things.”

 

...Maybe that’s why I like her so much. I thought as she slipped her hand softly into mine.

Notes:

thanks for reading this short story! I really love this webtoon and I'm sad to see that it's ending, so I had to write a fanfiction for this so I wouldn't regret not doing it. I don't know if anyone else is as fan-content starved as I am, but if you are, please let me know that I am not alone :^D
suji is honestly pretty hard to write, but her feelings towards jaeun in the webtoon were so sweet (the blushing, defending her, the fact that she would only do this for jaeun) and vice versa, when jaeun blushes about suji defending her, when jaeun says "it's been a while since anyone was so concerned for me", i love them