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"Lance... lance. You have to wake up" shiro said with worry in his voice, he noticed that lance slept longer than useual. Lance had almost never been a morning person by a night person.
Lance just groned and put the covers over his head. He was so tired... he was Just very tired. He didnt wanna think, save the galxy, eat, or anything. He missed his favorite person. The person who would make his life more enjoy-able, but since they were gone and most likely not ever comming back he just wanted to cry all his feelings out. Which ge did almost every few nights. His eyebags were starting to become notice-able alot more thag used to so he just tryed to sleep. But he couldnt. He had nightmare after nightmare about them.
The them is Keith.
Shiro just pulled the blanket off of lance just to see a sqiunting lance looking at him. Lance started shivering because he decided to wear shorts to bed insted of long pants. Shiro noticed and put the comferter back om his legs.
"Good night lance... you missed a whole day of training and everyone enjoying thenslefs" shiro said normal.
"Why should i care?" Lance said sad
"You should care because hunk was looking for you he had something for you"
Lance just remebered how tmr was supposed to be his birthday but didnt share that with anyone.
Lance was guessing that hunk had prob told shiro or pidge. Pidge alredy knew but forgot so pidge went out of her way to make him something... Something that lance probably wanted? Something helpful? Something usefull?
No. It was a dumb birthbay card and nose cancling headphones... he could use thoes. He needed them. He yerned for them. He needed peace, He liked peace. He wasnt afraed of death, ( not anymore) he just got really tired of having to live it became sad. He wannted to jump off a clip. He wanted to be submurced by water. But he couldnt because he was barley near water and because he could swim very well since he lived in Cuba. He just wanted it to end it since he figured no one cared about him...
Everyone was very busy and had rhings to do but lance had nothing. Lance was being "useless" im simple words to allura. Allura hated the way the paladens slacked after "being too tired and needing a break" but she also for got that they were human. Not altean. Not galra. Not even from space to be exact. They were just humans... Humans that had to save the galxy not even voltenterded. They were forced when they had no way home. (Spider man refreance. Should i do spider man work? Well see in the futer) No recption. No family. No Nothing. They had only themselfs to depend on. Not even to mention Kieth found out he was Half-Galra which made things even harder for lance. Which was very hard for lance bc now he was crying himself to bed almost every night because the teams hard comments had a majore impact on him.
"The dumb one." That just played in his mind untill he just felt like he wasnt enogh to anyone. He just need some clarence to to make sure he was still engouh tovthe team. He tried helpung out but always got sent way because he was either "playing", "messing around with the tool" or just didnt understand what was going on and just pissed off pidge which wasnt a very good thing and it ment pidge yelling at him endlessly untill he left or pidge calmed down which he hatted. He just wanted to help but couldnt he was getting yelled at which made him wanna cry which made him hate that feeling. Pidge would aplogize but then again he would lafght it off as nothing happend but right after he went to him room to lock to door and cry which he didnt realy understand why he would... was it out of pitty? Sadness? Bottled up feelings? Everything? Being overwhelimed? It was everything. And the comments didnt help him either
This really went off topic. Anyone want any spider man context? Pbskids? (Questionable) Encanto, More voltron let me know ill even do criminal minds content and probably other shows i haved watched. Thank you fir read and if you have enjoyed reading this leave either a kudos or s comment for more please
Good day people and rember to take care off youreself