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I Wish It Wasn’t Me

Summary:

In a world where people are put into 3 classes, little, neutral and caregivers; Taehyung goes to finally get his classification after his multiple attempts in the past have been inconclusive.

Unfortunately for him, it’s not the class he wanted and with BTS already dealing with two littles, he’s left painfully conflicted.

Heartbroken and not wanting to disappoint his members, he tries his best to hide his true class while accidentally damaging both himself and his relationships with those around him.

 

He slowly took the paper from the doctors hands, gripping it tightly, shaking as he read the paper.

 

“ Classification : Little “

Chapter 1: Eyes closed

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Today would finally be the day.

Taehyung took a deep breath, hands on the steering wheel, eyes closed.
He was currently in the parking lot of his local clinic to, hopefully, get his classification.
Taehyung, now being the ripe age of 21, had not gotten his classification and at this point would be considered overripe.

He was overdue by 3 years. It was his dream to be a caregiver and he was excited to know, after all he exhibited many traits. It felt like destiny to him.
The young man unbuckled his belt, nervously getting out his car. He put his mask on, and walked into the clinic.

He was greeted by the lovely secretary.

“ Ah yes I’m here for my classification! “ He said feeling more cheery. The lady at the front desk smiled.

They knew who he was, since they were signed to secrecy not to reveal anything to the public. She brought him back rather swiftly to avoid the public eye. The boy was lead to a room and gestured to sit on the chair.

“ Okay so I’m assuming you know how this goes? “ She put on gloves grabbing the materials. “ You take this pill and then spit into the cup and your color is your class. Red being caregiver, purple being neutral and blue being little. “

He laughed somberly. “ Ah yes im aware. Third times a charm right? “ She handed him a pill. “ I’m sure it is sir. “

He waited for a bit, looking down at his phone, texting the other members that he’d be home soon. Then putting the pill in his mouth. The familiar taste of disappointment as it sits on his tongue.

“ Before I have you spit into the cup, would you like to see it when you do or would you like a surprise. “ He thought for a second. “ A surprise please. “

She passed him the cup. “ Close your eyes and hold the cup up to your mouth and then, you know. “ A couple minutes passed before the boy thought he was ready. He slipped down his mask and did what was asked.

“ I’m gonna take the cup now. Keep your eyes closed, okay? “ She took the cup gently from his hands and looked into it. She smiled.

“ Alright sweetie I just need to get some things printed. Keep them eyes closed okay? “ she said, softly, her demeanor changing.

Taehyung sat there, eyes still shut, oblivious. He could hear the sound of a printer, his class certificate. He could also here the nurse in the room opening a cabinet and grabbing something. He could hear the object hit each other in the bag, they sounded hollow.

Now he was nervous.

He could hear her pick the paper up and move closer. “ Okay hun, open your eyesss!! “ she said with an exaggerated excitement that the boy in front was painfully aware of.

Something he was familiar with.

He hesitantly opened his eyes, wishing he kept them closed and never opened them again. As he slowly took the paper from her hands, gripping it tightly, shaking as he read the paper.

“ Classification : Little “

Notes:

My first ever story on here. I’m sorry if there is any mistakes, English isn’t my first language. If there are any please tell me !!
It’s a slow and small start but there’s a lot more that I’m excited to write :] I was inspired a long time ago but finally built up the courage to post !!!
Also please tell me if the space between the “ is annoying. It helps me with writing but I’ll change it if I need to.