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I. Silas
God forgive me! I know not what I've done -
A simple misfire. I never meant for this -
Is this bullet meant to be my Judas kiss?
Will you, my father, forgive your fallen son?
Failed once again by one I've come to trust -
Betrayed by he who claimed to speak the truth -
Beguiled, yet once more, by lies uncouth -
So winds the troubled pathway of the Just.
But you saw to it I never walked alone;
When I bore my cross, you knelt to wipe my face -
When I was lost, you helped me find my place -
And though I sinned, you never cast a stone.
This life you gave me, I offer up for you,
The only father I have ever known -
What I've done has been for love of you alone.
I had no faith in God 'til I met you.
Father, take my hand once more, walk with me;
My will grows weak, I cannot carry on.
What shall await me when the light has gone?
I've done my best - what shall my judgement be?
II. Aringarosa
I have been a shameful shepherd my son -
Myself too easily led astray,
And my flock, alas, made easy prey -
Oh, Silas, forgive me for what I've done.
You, my protege, and I a fool
To believe a single word that liar said -
The Teacher? No, a madman in his stead -
And in his hands, we too, the devil's tools.
But so long as I have breath, be not afraid.
Your sins are mine; I take them as my own -
I will not have you bear this cross alone
Nor suffer for the choices that I've made.
Your soul is free, sweet Silas; now, take flight;
You are an angel, and never mine to keep.
Lay yourself down, restless servant, now to sleep -
Dreamless and pure. I'll pray for you tonight.