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The pair of dices are slipping through his fingers, vanishing like everything else in his life.
The girl … He tights his fist, trying to forget the feeling of the dices in his hand. To forget the feeling of her fingers grazing his skin. The girl … How dare to shut the door in his face. He will pay it back. Break the bond and destroy her.
She cannot hide forever. He will find her. Make her pay for denying him twice. The bond will help him. She cannot close it forever. He will find a way to open that door. And when he does, he will let her feel his hate. That she means nothing now and never meant. He will make sure that her friends get knowledge of the bond. They will despise her. Oh, how they will despise her. And fear her. And tell her to leave. She will be truly alone, with no one to turn to. And when she is finally crawling back to him, he will deny her. Kill her. Then finally, he will be free of the sparkle of hope she gave him. His stupid, little heart will finally give up the light and embrace the darkness he’s yearning for.
Let the past die, kill it if you have to. That’s the only way to become what you meant to be.
With this thought, he gets up. Goes back to the place he has chosen. Supreme Leader Ren. The man who will bring back order and balance to the galaxy. He will fulfill the destiny of his grandfather.
The bright light of the salt desert blinds him. Reminds him.
Rey …
No, no more thoughts on her. What could have been. He feels a sting in the chest.
Don’t be pathetic.
That’s his last thought, before the darkness engulfs him.