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    “What is this ‘ball and chain’?” Ilya frowned.

    Ilya's teammate grinned. “Wife. Girlfriend. Nagging you. Controlling. No fun allowed.”

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya marched out of the elevator as soon as it opened and Shane was fast behind him, pressing a hand to the small of his back. Ilya knew Shane enough by now–and Shane, him–that he couldn’t just blurt out what he wanted to until they had the door shut and locked, the curtains drawn over the windows, and the room debugged.

    So, as soon as Shane flipped the deadbolt on their hotel room door, Ilya leaned against the dresser in his casual way and asked, “You told me you wanted me to eat my cum out of your ass?”

    Shane’s back hit the door like he had been shot. Guilty.

    “You remember?” Ilya asked, waving an impatient hand between them.

    Shane finally found his voice and his legs, carefully crossing closer to his husband. “I remember. I, yeah, I really remember.” He swallowed and let his eyes linger on Ilya’s lips before dragging up to look in his eyes.

    “Yes, great, me, too,” Ilya announced cheerfully. “That brain of yours made my brain on only one track: Shane Hollander sex fest.”

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane really isn't looking for a relationship, which is why having Ilya around is nice. No strings attached, only great sex. It's a win all around.

    The only problem is that Ilya is way, way too nice to Shane's stupid cat.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”

    “M’not–”

    “Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”

    “Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.

    “Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.

    “Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.

     

    OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included

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    13 Feb 2026

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    And he would've been happy, really, to have set it aside completely. Well, maybe not completely.

    But it could've been one of those scenarios that stayed in his head and was useful for when they hadn't seen each other in weeks and Shane was driven to using his dildo and trying desperately to replicate the motions that were really awkward to perform on yourself, actually. It could've been something to drive him over the edge, quickly, right when he needed it, in the privacy of his own mind.

    Ilya using Shane for his own pleasure, no matter what they were doing. Ilya getting what he needed from the interaction and then just stopping, sated. And that would've been fine, because then they wouldn't have had to address it, and Shane could've felt mildly guilty for having such odd desires, but he was used to being strange, strange and aware of it, always. So, fine.

     

    Or: Shane wants something he feels he definitely shouldn't; Ilya is highly enthusiastic about the prospect of his boyfriend being into free use. Over time, they figure it out.

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    12 Feb 2026