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she took my fingers to her mouth (the kind of thing that makes you proud, that nothing else had ever worked out) by find_chideva
Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)
18 Jan 2026
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“Besides,” she says, sheepish, “It’s not like there’s much to do at night; nowadays, anyway.”
“Sure about that?” Bismuth deadpans, and Pearl dissolves into a very unladylike string of snorts.
“Hush, you,” she says, and Bismuth can’t help a grin.
“Hon'. Kid’s fifteen; he’ll be okay. He’s got the powers and the strength to protect himself. No Homeworld upper-crusts are after us anymore. Ain’t it time to let ‘im fly the nest?”
Pearl stiffens against the crook of her neck, and she wraps her legs around Bismuth instead, a beat of silence between them for her to think. “You’re right. But he said he wanted to watch a movie with me and everyone else after dinner; he said you would like it too.”
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or, the old forge brings on the heat. alternatively, bismuth is a great stepparent. -
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“Say that again,” replied Luz, grinning widely. She was always so good at compartmentalization: she didn’t mention bullying incidents to her mom, instead directing towards her spilled iced coffee (containing enough sweeteners that would give Lilith a premature heart attack) at lunch. Five entire dollars, down the drain like that.
“It was necessary?”
“Before that.”
“I felt bad.”
“You really are better than him,” Luz muttered to the dying sky. He was conscious of shaking his head but didn’t fuss. She slung her arm over his shoulders. “You try. That’s what matters, right?”
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or, when everything is over, luz finds hunter by the graves. -
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Hello. I watched your performance, and it did not disappoint. I have heard your voice many times over my life, and it remains as radiant as ever. I know we have an unsavory history, but I was simply doing my job. Surely you understand?
“I was simply doing my job,” Furina echoes aloud, scoffing. “For the Fatui!” —She continues on.
By “surely you understand,” I am referring to your masquerade. My Lady, the Lady of Love, seems to hold much respect for you. While I cannot fathom why, I realize you must have done something quite extraordinary to have earned the respect of a God. While you are justified in your fear of me, do understand that it was nothing more than diplomacy. I kept your secret; that should be reason enough to trust me.
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or, furina is having trouble using her vision, and the knave keeps making attempts to befriend her. things couldn’t possibly be worse, but maybe an unlikely friendship is what they both need. -
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The first thing Sasha says when they sit down is, “I went on a date this weekend.”
Anne’s breath hitches. Why does she care so much? Sasha deserves a happy life. “Oh. With who? Did you like it?”
Even this is unusual. In the Before, they’d always known everything about each other, from food preferences to idol biases.
Sasha is no stranger to confessions. This time, it’d been an eighth grader from the middle school department, a boy with fluffy red hair and freckles. He was cute , she admits, but in the same way a fad fashion trend or lost raccoon was. Not pretty, like the Perseids, Anne’s smile, or Marcy’s rambles. Sasha is… a selfish person. She was too cowardly to confess, so she went for the next best thing.
Did you like it? On that, Sasha contemplates. Going on a date with a random person to fill a void was not something a nice girl did. Sasha has long known she is far from a nice girl. Nice girls don’t steal.
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or, anne, sasha, and marcy, in the aftermath.Series
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all the king’s horses, all the king’s men (couldn’t put me back together again) by find_chideva
Fandoms: The Owl House (Cartoon)
27 Jun 2025
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Now that it was being said aloud, it really did sound horrible. The head of the Emperor’s Coven…
(“A lapdog for a tyrant!”)
…used a human teenager as bait to capture her sister. At the time, she’d thought it necessary.
(“To be great, you have to make sacrifices.”)
“I heard when you told Eda about the Emperor’s ultimatum," Luz said simply. She was still folding. “You still scare me, a little.” A little was an understatement. “But you had your reasons, so…”
“You’re a child. I was the adult,” Lilith replied, like it was the simplest thing in the world, like she hadn’t done it a few days ago. “If you feel uncomfortable with me living here—”
“I do,” she continued sheepishly. “But this is Eda’s house, and it’s not like you have anywhere else to go.”
Lilith swallowed.
“If it means anything, you saying sorry… makes me feel better.”
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or, five times luz feels afraid around lilith, and one time she feels safe around her.
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i’ll die like a girl (in your arms; as the world caves in) by find_chideva
Fandom Amphibia (Cartoon)
20 Jul 2025
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a series of fics about the calamity trio, their lives, and their relationship with each other.
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a series of fics about furina, focalors, and their plan, spanning over five centuries.
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- 16,969
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- 4
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find what you’re not looking for by mimdecisive
Fandoms: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018)
01 Mar 2020
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Double Trouble remembered who this was and how they left her. She pointed her finger at them and clapped her wings accusingly, “You!”
“Ah, hello.” They say politely, though they know she isn’t pleased.
“You said— you sent me on that scavenger hunt!” Flutterina said, “I searched for weeks for that make-your-own-glitter-wings kit!”
Double Trouble goes to Elberon again, and runs into a familiar face.
alternate title: very pink moth child adopts bastard lizard she found
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- Part 1 of Fics That Embarrass Me, By Me
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Pearl doesn't understand human beings. But she wants to--for Steven. A little coda to Three Gems and a Baby.
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When the child argues for her, he puts his hands parallel to the ground, holds them out as if to shield her from the gaze of the other gems.
Something in her howls and shrieks and sobs, because she knows him. Past all the white, the fog and pain that occupies every inch of her gem, there is a part of her that sees him and thinks, there you are.
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Amethyst and Pearl and defects.
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Imagine that the world of Steven Universe is better than ours (it is) and that it took them 20 years to get to where we are now: a virus, an election, and Pearl freaking out.
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- Part 1 of future visions