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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    He mentally summed the list up as he walked, breath fogging up in the cold Montreal air. In just over two months he’d had skin to skin contact exactly six times.

    It had been bad before, during the Canadian winter, when everyone was always fully covered from head to toe, it always got worse than in summers, but this season was a new record low, even for him.

    And he was going mad because of it.

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    Shane has only had skin on skine contact six times in two months. He's going insane because of it, becoming obsessed with every possibility of it. It impacts his sleep, concentration and eventually his game on the ice. In desperation he books a session with a massage therapist, supposedly for his tense muscles. Enter one Ilya Rozanov, massage therapist from heaven, Russian asshole, consent king and all-around good boy once you get past his general demeanor.

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  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    “You’re impossible.”

    “Yet here you are.”

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    A skiing accident sidelines DU hockey’s golden freshman center.

    A Russian phenom arrives to replace him.

    And a very poorly made housing assignment.

    A stupid tree may have cost Shane Hollander his first collegiate season, but Ilya Rosanov has cost him the rest of his peace.

    It would be easier if they stayed enemies.
    It would be easier if they didn’t have to go home to the same place every night.

    Between rehab sessions, early practices, and an apartment that’s way too small for this much ego, Shane and Ilya discover that rivalry is easy—it’s everything else that’s complicated.

    Or… enemies to friends (kind of) to lovers (ew, Ilya, no, that’s gross), with hockey, bad decisions, and feelings no one asked for.

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  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    “I know of you. But uhm… no. I don’t remember ever meeting you.” He’s as careful as he can be with his words despite his drug-addled mind.
    Ilya nods with a pained expression as he releases Shane’s hand. He takes a deep breath to compose himself before speaking. “I am captain of the Raiders. My teammate, Marlow, was the one who hit you. He feels terrible. He did not mean to hurt you.”
    Confusion washes over Shane. That’s all? Had Shane really just imagined how emotional Rozanov had been? Maybe he was just a really empathetic guy. “Oh, okay… my parents already gave me the run down of it. They’re pissed, but I know, it happens. Part of the game, we all get our bell rung eventually, right?” He smiles at Rozanov, trying to ease whatever guilt he might have. That must be why he’s so upset, guilt.

    (Shane Hollander's injury causes him to lose his memory and forget Ilya Rozanov)

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  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    You haven’t gone home with anyone else in ages, Ilya's brain treacherously supplied, you’d wait for him for months. At that thought, the slight itch in his throat quickly cascaded into a coughing fit, and this time he didn’t bother to cover it up. Little flurries of leaves spluttered onto the floor in front of him.

    It’s reminiscent of that stupid documentary of Shane’s cottage, that one scene when they panned out to the lakefront and stayed there for a few seconds as the leaves fluttered across the camera. He hated that he could remember the whole thing by heart.

    He heaved out a last cough to dislodge the last bit of mass clinging onto his mouth, but instead of the spikeness he was expecting, this was round. He opened his eyes, and a tiny flower bulb stared back. Great.

     

    Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki.

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    Later, he’ll blame it all on a momentary lapse of judgement.

    He’ll blame it on the loneliness maybe—on the fact that, despite never having been physically closer to Shane this consistently in his entire life—that despite regularly getting dinner with Shane’s parents—that despite finally having found what he’d spend his entire life searching for he’s also, somehow, never felt more alone.

    He’ll blame it on Cliff not texting him back since he’d signed with Ottawa. He’ll blame it on Sveta, face pulled into a perpetual frown during every facetime call.

    Or maybe he’ll blame it on Anya—sweet, beautiful Anya—who’d been just a little too cute not to share.

    or: Ilya accidentally rehabilitates his image one puppy tiktok at a time

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