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   Until You Breathe Again by underthewolfstars

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike/Jackie Pike
   • David Hollander/Yuna Hollander
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Cliff Marlow
   • Jackie Pike
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • no beta we die like Shane in this fic
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Canon divergence - episode 5
   • Yuna and her new favourite son
   • so much crying
   • Ilya fucking with Hayden
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Good Friend Hayden Pike
   • Good Parent Yuna Hollander
   • Boston Bears (Game Changers)
   • Montreal Voyageurs (Game Changers)
   • Shane Hollander Lives
   • Episode: s01e05 I'll Believe in Anything (Heated Rivalry)
   • supportive Boston Bears
   • I don’t know shit about medicine or CPR

   Summary

   Shane Hollander has a heart attack and "dies" on the ice after the hit from Marlow in the Montreal vs Boston Game.

   Ilya handles his emotions poorly and has a very public meltdown.

   Series

   • Part 1 of underthewolfstars hollanov fics

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   English

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   6/6

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   Bookmarked by SunnyMalec

   09 Feb 2026

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   A Love Worth Sacrificing Everything For by Aria_Lerendeair for weeb_grass

   Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV), The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Aug 2021

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Magnus Bane/Alec Lightwood
   • Magnus Bane
   • Alec Lightwood
   • Max Lightwood
   • Isabelle Lightwood
   • Jace Wayland
   • Maryse Lightwood
   • Asmodeus
   • Lydia Branwell
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Happy Ending
   • Immortal Husbands
   • borderline suicidal ideation
   • Alec Lightwood Deserves Nice Things
   • Magnus Bane Deserves Nice Things
   • Bad Parent Asmodeus
   • BAMF Max Lightwood
   • Broken Hearts
   • Miscommunication
   • Self Harm Tendencies Discussed
   • Canon-Adjascent
   • marriage proposals
   • Immortality Proposals
   • Author has a slight obsession with plants that can give immortality
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Getting Back Together
   • Lydia is the fucking best
   • We stan BFF Lydia in this house
   • Additional tags may be added - but the important ones are covered

   Summary

   Alec loves Magnus enough to do the unthinkable - to break his heart. His own heart never mattered in the equation, only Magnus'.

   Demoralized, alone, and abandoned, the last person Magnus expects to show up after Alec summarily dumped him was his father, and a stubborn Max Lightwood.

   -

   With a mountain of pain, and even more unsaid between them - Magnus and Alec have to find a way forward without each other, only to realize that is not what either of them want. But after everything - is it truly worth trying again?

   Series

   • Part 49 of The Immortal Alec Method List

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   English

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   Chapters:

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   Bookmarked by SunnyMalec

   12 Oct 2025