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the thousand natural shocks that flesh is heir to by ResidentHesitant
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
04 Feb 2026
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The woman in the sunglasses, the one Death has only ever heard referred to as miss and ma’am, leads them down the dimly lit hallway to the room.
As always, the Clerk is belted down around his waist. As always, the woman in the sunglasses hands Death a dagger. As always, she inclines her head towards the bed and says, in clear, unaccented English, “Have fun.”
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There has to be someone. There has to be someone you can trust enough to tell. Maybe they’ll even let you feed on them, if you ask. You’ll never do it without asking. You’ll never turn anyone without them asking you. You just want to stop being hungry. You just want someone to trust you.
Or: five scenes of people learning that Apo has been turned, and one where everyone already knew.
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- Part 2 of get my girl OUT OF THERE
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This is an allegory for what happened to you, and it is exactly what happened to you, no allegory needed.
Or: five scenes from the day of Apo’s turning.
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- Part 1 of get my girl OUT OF THERE
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reach beyond the emptiness by HesitantResident (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), The Mighty Nein (Cartoon)
09 Jan 2026
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Caleb goes to Astrid's house, but it is Eadwulf that answers the door. He was expecting a conversation. He was not expecting to be pulled upstairs and into Astrid's bed and lovingly taken apart piece by piece. They missed him, after all.
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- Part 2 of blumendrei moment
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a feeling like a phantom limb by ResidentHesitant
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), The Mighty Nein (Cartoon)
28 Dec 2025
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Caleb expects to be let go once he stands. What he does not expect is to be drawn into an embrace, pulled against his old friend’s chest and held there like he is something precious. Broad fingers brush through his hair before coming to rest on the back of his neck. From behind, a slighter hand alights on his hip, other arm sliding around his waist, as Astrid hooks her chin on his shoulder. For a moment, they just hold him there, gentler than a creature like him deserves. The rise and fall of Eadwulf’s breathing is almost enough to lull him into a sense of safety. Once, this was a common way to calm him down.
Astrid noses at his ear, kissing the side of his neck in apology.
“Come home with us?” she asks.
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- Part 1 of blumendrei moment
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Upright, the Star represents hope, inspiration, contentment, and renewal. Reversed, it represents hopelessness, despair, and a lack of faith.
Zoeya opens a portal between the Twilight Forest and the Brightlands to find Rythian. She finds him, but not quite in the way she thought she wanted.
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While the New Year's gala rolls along, Eret sits alone in their study, watching from afar. Dream, for a little while, keeps them company.
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“You’re spiraling.” Ranboo’s voice cuts through his thoughts, punctuated by a squeeze to his hand. Tubbo takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly. He glances at them out of the corner of his eye, realizing somewhat belatedly that they have, as they always do, made sure to sit on his good side. His heart flutters, which also makes him feel like a teenager, but not in the panic-inducing way. “C’mon, Bee,” Ranboo says. “What’s going on with you?”
“What if something goes wrong?”
It's the night before Michael's bar mitzvah, and Tubbo can't stop stressing about it.
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"ha! 'tis thee!" // vampires smp web weave by ResidentHesitant for maevedelights
Fandoms: Vampires SMP
22 Dec 2025
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My web weave fill for maevedelights for the MCYTblr Holiday Exchange 2025!!
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annihilation, violation, full of ugly things by HesitantResident (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (Album), My Chemical Romance
11 Dec 2025
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“Just–” Party rakes a hand through their hair, tugging at the roots, a noise of frustration ripping from their throat. “Anything. Fucking anything, man. Tell me– tell me all the fuckin’ horrible shit you’re gonna put me through in rehab, threaten me, tell me sweet fuckin’ nothings about how much Better I’m gonna be.” They snarl, baring their teeth. It’s what cornered animals do. Zone rats are no different. “Go on, talk fuckin’ dirty to me, Mr. Scarecrow. Tell me allllll the shit you wanna do to me.”
Trapped in an abandoned building at the tail-end of a dust storm with the man they know is going to kill them, Party Poison begins to spiral.
(tag explanation in notes!)
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Minecraft, Academia, and Roleplay: A Review on Prior Literature by ResidentHesitant
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP, Hermitcraft SMP, Video Blogging RPF
30 Nov 2025
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Minecraft roleplay is an under-studied medium in academia. This essay, as a part of the MCYT Metazine, looks into the presence (or lackthereof) of Minecraft YouTube, and, in particular, Minecraft roleplay, in professionally-published academic papers.
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seeing double by HesitantResident (ResidentHesitant) for wonder_womans_ex
Fandoms: Dream SMP
27 Nov 2025
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“Pretty good view, huh?” Puffy says from above her, combing her fingers through Niki’s hair, visibly content to have her lap used as a pillow. Niki looks down the plane of her own undressed body, left in little more than a bralette and pair of low-cut panties, at her older self. The other Niki smirks, eyes dark and lidded, and kisses her younger self’s thigh.
(or, as summarized in the original conversation, "inventing a new kink called your punker and more confident self from a few years in the future shows up and fucks you")
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- Part 27 of ResAnon's NSFW Fics
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At My Mercy Lie All Mine Enemies by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), The Legend of Vox Machina (Cartoon)
31 Oct 2025
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Day 31: “Even with the smallest cuts. You can still lose so much blood.” | Rescued by the Enemy
“Sylas.”
Sylas Briarwood, against all odds, stops and looks up, pulling his mouth away from Percy’s neck. Percy’s not quite sure when his extremities went numb, but he’s almost certain Lord Briarwood’s grip is the only thing keeping him upright.
“What?” Lord Briarwood says. Heeled boots click across the stone floor, getting closer and closer. “A man needs to eat, Doctor.”
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- Part 31 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
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wait for me, please, hang around (i’ll see you when i fall asleep) by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: The Yogscast
30 Oct 2025
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Day 30: “I’m putting my trust in an entire half-empty glass.” | Burn it Down | Mirror | Confrontation
Sometimes, Zoeya thinks about what life was like before the Endfall. She doesn’t do it often, it doesn’t do her any good, but sometimes, she looks in the mirror and thinks back. Sometimes, she sees the rebel girl, the hacker. Sometimes, she sees the technomancer apparent. Sometimes, she sees the princess on the Twilight Throne. Sometimes, she sees the girl from before, the forester.
Most of the time, though, she just sees herself.
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- Part 30 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
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broken glass / morning light by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (Album)
29 Oct 2025
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Day 29: “I hope you see the sun someday in the darkness.” | Last one Standing | Broken Dishes
“It won’t leave me alone,” Party whispers, strangled, “and it doesn’t even– speak, it never speaks, it’s just– images.” Jet takes another careful step forward, kicking away the shards of broken plate with his boot, quickly scanning the scene. No blood. Just a broken plate and Party, pale and trembling, breathing shallow, eyes wide and pupils pinprick-small, their hands clutching the sides of their head. “At least– At least She has the bolts to tell me I’m gonna die, big fuckin’ robot out in the desert, goddamn– should just– fuck, it won’t shut up–”
“Who?”
“Destroya.”
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- Part 29 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
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sick down to the bones by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys - My Chemical Romance (Album)
28 Oct 2025
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Day 28: “I could always see straight through you.” | Backstabbing | Creative Restraints
Day in, day out. That’s what it’s been. It’s been day after day of the same shit, the same sunburn, the same portents, the same fuckin’ ravens and crows and goddamn visions. They’d get the same effects if they ran off to become a wavehead. They’d get the same fuckin’ effects if they became a witchwalker. At least they can tell Her to fuck off, and half the time, She actually listens. Nah. Nah, right now, it’s the fucking Destroya whispering in their ear, and the bolthead doesn’t even speak in words.
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- Part 28 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
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same old theme since 1916 by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: WHITEPINE - IvoryTV (Web Series)
26 Oct 2025
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Day 27: “Would you even want me, looking like a zombie?” | Bedside Vigil | Concussion
She looks so small. That’s the only thing Pyro can think about in this moment that doesn’t make him unbearably sad or fill him with blinding rage. It’s that, here, on the white, sterile bed of the servants’ sickroom, Ivory looks very, very small.
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- Part 27 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
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the stairs creak as you sleep (it’s keeping me awake) by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: The Yogscast
26 Oct 2025
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Day 26: “Nothing like a relapse to rehash the kid who was scared.” | Relapse | Drawn Curtains
Rythian keeps the doors to the master bedroom shut. The curtains around the four-poster bed remain drawn.
It’s fine. It’s fine, he tells himself. He doesn’t need her. He doesn’t need the castle’s beating heart, the thing that made him feel human, he doesn’t need her. What he needs is to focus.
He just needs to focus.
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- Part 26 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
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catch you awake by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: Original Work, Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game)
25 Oct 2025
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Day 25: Left to Die | “I hear you’re alive, how disappointing.”
Across from you, in the manorhouse absolutely owned by his fiancée and not by him, sits your brother, a teacup in his hand. (Above you, in the basement of the townhouse the two of you rent, stands your brother, who had served you tea not an hour earlier.)
In the party's first confrontation with Fredrick-Gilbert, Teodore thinks back on the last time they saw each other.
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- Part 25 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
- Part 11 of Beyond the Veil Cinematic Universe
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- English
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dangerous salvation by ResHes Whumptober (ResidentHesitant)
Fandoms: Original Work, Dungeons & Dragons (Roleplaying Game)
24 Oct 2025
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Day 24: “I must confess that I feel like a monster.” | Came Back Wrong | Painful Transformation
You’re no stranger to pain. Most pain, these days, does not even register to you. You watch the angel blood flow into your arm, but it is not until a second later that you feel it. The reaction is sudden and all-consuming. One moment, you are somewhat uncomfortable, the next it feels as though your entire body has been set alight from the inside-out.
You are becoming something else.
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- Part 24 of ResHes Whumptober 2025
- Part 10 of Beyond the Veil Cinematic Universe